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xAsscarx BTD

How Am I Not Myself?

About Me


I'm Oscar.
I'm a very honest, supersticious, existentialist, straight forward and cynical fuckhead.
I am very positive at heart, but my mind seems to think everything negative is hilarious.
I love everything awkward and hate all things dramatic.
My 3 Vs are: Vulgarity, Vagueness and Violence.

If you can comprehend me... You are an exceptional being.
If you wanna become my friend make sure to message me first.
I'm into soooo much fucking music.
I play guitar for - Be Easy.
I also give myself headaches in a band called - Regain The Heart Condemned... xXx

My Interests


I'd like to meet:


I'm Good.
My Best Friends Own Your Lives.

Music:

7 Angels 7 Plagues, What Wishes Can't Mend, Darkness Remains, Pelican, Bulb, Carnivale, Melechesh, Isis, The Faceless, The Mongoloids, Cult Of Luna, Fury Of Five, Zao, Verse, Necrophagist, Neurosis, Veil Of Maya, Beloved, Shattered Realm, Vital Remains, Animosity, Shipwreck, With Dead Hands Rising, Myrkskog, Crowpath, All Else Failed, All Out War, The End, Rifles @ Recess, With All Sincerity, Scarlet, Nehemiah, Crossbearer, BTBAM, Deadwater Drowning, Premonitions Of War, Bloodjinn, For The Love Of, Found Dead Hanging, Breather Resist, Ed Gein, Paria, 100 Demons, KnuckleDust, Terror, 25 Ta Life, Cold As Life, No Innocent Victim, Hoods, Breath Of Silence, Cast Aside, Swear To God, Hopesfall, The Red Chord, As Hope Dies, Rune, Daughters, Discordance Axis, ion Dissonance, Dehumanized, Implosive Disgorgance, Amora Sarvant, Anam Cara, Anah Aevia, Black Paper Diary, Impending Doom, Last Days Of Humanity, Disconformity, Sleep Terror, Last Perfection, In Dire Need, One Nation Under, Arkangel, Cipher, End This Day, Sadis Euphoria, Despised Icon, Set Ablaze, Haste, Undying, Misery Signals, Back of tha Neck, (Old)Bury Your Dead, Punishment, Forgetting Tomorrow, Fall Silent, When Heroes Fail, With Resistance, Skylines, Evelynn, In Due Time, Palehorse, The Promise, Traitor, Nothing Left To Mourn, Deathwish Bronson, Wings Of Scarlet, The Secret, Embrace The End, Coma Eternal, From Here On, The Valentine, Love Is Red, Glass Casket, The Ambition, From a Second Story Window, A Stained Glass Romance, Suffocation, Purification, Heidnik, Black Acadia Mourning, Winds Of Plague, Beneath The Massacre, SikFuk, Molotov Solution, Summer's End, Prayer for Cleansing, Aria, Killing Theory, December, Taken, Purity's Failure, Guns Up, Batter Up, Buried Alive, The Concubine, Abuse, Internal Bleeding, Repurcussion, Untold Truth, Blacklisted, DonnyBrook!, L.I.O.N, Point Of Recognition, Cease 2 Exist, Cold World, The Killer, Betrayed, Bulldoze, Dead And Buried, Clear Convictions, Colin Of Arabia, Settle The Score, Bitter End, Ceremony, Mortal Treason, Misery Index, Nientara, The Classic Struggle, Into The Moat, Light Is The Language, The Red Death, Cryptopsy, Embodyment, Cast From Eden, End Of All, Abominable Putridity, Behemoth, Maharahj, The Breathing Process, Closed Casket Diary, The Taste Of Blood, The Power & The Glory, The Ninth Plague, Forever is Forgotten, Eyes Upon Seperation, Thirty Called Arson, The Machinist, Spitfire, What Weapons Bring War, Goratory, Porphyria, Terrestrial Sphere, Ablaze My Sorrow, Daylight Dies, Katatonia, Codeseven, Circa Survive, Gospel, Seu Jorge, MuteMath, Bear vs. Shark, Kaospilot, Rainer Maria, Mono, Sunny Day Real Estate, Bloc Party, Mogwai, Keane, The Sounds Of Animals Fighting, Dearly Departed, Gravenhurst, Mew, Damien Rice, Daimera, Envy, Blonde Redhead, The Saw-Tooth Grin, Foreknown, First Blood, Floorpunch, Wisdom In Chains, Nasty, Out To Win, Forever I Burn, My Bitter End, The Number 12 Looks Like You, Genghis Tron, Dripping, Terminally Your Aborted Ghost, Asherah, Modern Life Is War, Society's Finest, Falling Cycle, Blue Monday, Instilled, DeadEyesUnder, Cephalic Carnage, Die Young, Brutal Fight, xDeathstarx, Death Before Dishonor, Laid To Rest, Champion, Have Heart, Slum Lords, Blood In/Blood Out, Inked In Blood, Stand & Fight, Harlots, Caligula, Circles Over Sidelights, Protest The Hero, Heavy Heavy Low Low, Welcome To Your Life, Severed Head, Man Is Mostly Water, Circle Of Dead Children, Destroyer Destroyer, Red Roses For A Blue lady, Bloodbath, Carpathian Forest, Converge, Leng-Tche, Immolation, Imperious, Iniquity, Depresy, DeCrypt, Dark Throne, Krisiun, Zyklon, Yattering, Dark Age, Immortal, Absu, Arsis, Anal Blast, 1349, Kalmah, Abruptum, Nasum....................................................... ....................

Movies:

Trainspotting, Snatch, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Star Wars, KILL BILL, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, Requiem for a Dream, American Psycho, I ♥ Huckabees, The Science Of Sleep, Napoleon Dynamite, CLOSER!!!, Love Actually, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Anything Else, Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy, KIDS, Saw 1 and 2, New Jersey Drive, 8mm, The Girl Next Door......................................................

Television:

Adult Swim, HBO On Demand, Food Network..................................................... ...................

Books:

"Lords of Chaos"

Heroes:


Angel De Jesus xR.I.Px
And
Bill T. Jones

My Blog

"And So It Is..."

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides.And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together ...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Wed, 16 May 2007 03:04:00 PST

And Though I look Away From You, I Cannot Help But To Look Back For You...

Lay Down I Rest So Thy Sweet Presence May Fill This Thin Air My Sleep Sound As I Rest For Soon Thy Lovely Face Shall Appear Stand I Here, Before Thee With Arms Open So Wide Thy Heart Warm Embrace Fail...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 10:52:00 PST

If you know me...

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. ...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 05:01:00 PST

Shammy got Shocked...

Lmao... After work on Saturday going into Sunday morning, Me, Shammy and some of the other Avalon crew took the D train home. One of our peeps had a stungun and we all got shocked and shit. ...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Insomnia, Dementia and long nights...

When life is miserable it is painful to endure it; When it is happy it is horrible to lose it; Both come to the same thing. Life is something to live when you can't get to sleep... Life i...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Say a prayer for me, Becuse I fucking need one.....

  "In This world there are only two tragedies. One is not getting what one wants, and that another is getting it....."All I have to say is:DAMN!..........................xXx"The Beauty of the...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"Lightning"

Lightning Struck, Caught me by surprise. Oh, what a wonderful surprise. It's been awhile and lightning hasn't revealed itself since. My hopes for sweet surprises are dead because my hopes are at a sta...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My interview with - Human Decline......

Me: Hey, Faggots. HD: Hey! Don't call us that we're mad tough.... Me: Yeah, Sure. So, How did you guys meet??? HD: Well, it all started after we heard about this music scene called "Hardcore"...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

SHIT LIST!!!!

These are most of the bands that have let me down in some form, including Media overexposure and just writing some bad music now. And also other shit, Whatever............. (In No Order)- Poison T...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Videos??? Why make 'em???

Lately, Bands that I love and others I care for somewhat have been making videos. Now, this is pissing me off because if this trend keeps going soon enough my scene is gonna need a password to keep...
Posted by xAsscarx BTD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST