Death and Change and I Need a Vacation |
Every time I think things cannot possibly get any more strange and difficult, someone else I love dies. In the past 7 months, I have lost 5 close friends or lovers. I cannot tell you how I have endur...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:11:00 PST |
Troy |
I had a crush on Troy when I was 12. He had a crush on me when I was 17.We got together when I was 19.We split up when I was 21.I got married and had two amazing kids with a beautiful man.Troy and I g...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:37:00 PST |
Lighten up, please! |
Holy cow. Life is nuttier than Courtney's Cashew Diaper. (A little inside joke por mi hermanas...)New job. At 42, I made a major career change decision. This week, I am finally deciding it wasn't a ba...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 01:04:00 PST |
Grieving Stages: No Easy Formulas |
Staying present with the feelings. Acknowledging them. "Oh, you're ANGER. I feel you, mang."It's just really hard not to feel ripped off. I mean FUCKING ROBBED. The "bargaining" part happened BEFORE h...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:24:00 PST |
My Ffej. |
He went last night. Just ~poof!~...gone. He was getting better. He wanted to come live with me. Second chances. He was writing tomes of notes to us and the nurses. Cutting up and being Ffej. "More hum...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:25:00 PST |
I feel so sad today |
My moods are usually real steady.. no super lows or highs. But today... I've just felt like crying all day. I actually have a few times, but choked it back, cuz i'm at work, or at the DMV, or just gen...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 06:48:00 PST |
Buy Nothing Day --> Mutual Aid Day |
Most of you know that the day after Thankstaking is the biggest shopping day of the year. Most of you, my friends, have examined consumer culture and opted out. Many of you have probably heard of Buy ...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:18:00 PST |
Statement from the Community of Brad Will to the Zapatistas |
Statement from the Community of Brad Will to the Zapatistas(english below)Mensaje de la comunidad de Brad Will a la delegación ZapatistaCompañeros,Hemos perdido a nuestro hermano, Brad Will, y también...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 10:46:00 PST |
Memories of B |
I met B in 1998 at the treesit at Fall Creek. A bunch of us had decided to make a stand defending a rare stand of low-elevation old-growth forest just southeast of Eugene. The first treesit was named ...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST |
Haiku You |
Please leave me alone.Visit only on Mondays;Use the Secret Knock.Please leave me alone. My room, it's my room, it's my...Make an appointment.Please leave me alone.There might be an awful mess.I'd be e...
Posted by Hell Yes! on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 11:19:00 PST |
