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the caz

the caz

About Me


hello. firstly i love God - even though it doesnt always show - i really do love Him. i dislike religion. i love my friends so much. they mean the world to me. i am passionate about people. i wanna fix everyone who needs fixing and make everything better. i love expressionism - art, music (praise the Lord for music), poetry. i'm over emotional - when im happy im ecstatic, when im down im seriously down. i find it hard to control my emotions - call me emo or whatever i dont care. i live every day to the max. i wake up with a smile cos it's a new day. i fail. i hate that i fail. i need to grasp grace. i constantly strive to be better and find it hard to draw a line between striving and self condemnation - im in the process of working it out. i used to really dislike myself, but im over that - there's only one you so be the best you you can be. i used to wish i was different - thinner, prettier, nicer, older, younger, something else, someone else - but me is all i can be and God loves me - not the me i'm trying to be. i gave up wishing my life away. i love experiences - they make you stronger
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My Interests

God, music, art, rock clubs, france, starburst joosters, chocolate, tea

I'd like to meet:

people who inspire me and are equally inspired, people who are open to be inspired. people i have a resonance with.

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Music:

many a fine chanson

Movies:

jay and silent bob strike back, american pie, house of flying daggers, empire records, home alone 2, anchorman, elf, school of rock

Heroes:

Jesus, people who add to my life

My Blog

myspazz!

myspace is rubbish!!!!!!!!!! dunno who half of my friends are, you got foto limits, get random stupid bands adding me, pretendin like they know me. whatever. its rubbish!
Posted by the caz on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 10:16:00 PST

i suck

i suck. i just thought id broadcast it to the whole world, but thats how i feel right now.
Posted by the caz on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:32:00 PST

drawing lines

i found this colour. i like it. so yeh, drawing lines. i'm really confused about where you need to draw the line with stuff. where is acceptable and where is too far? where is decent and where is not...
Posted by the caz on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 06:02:00 PST

back from france

hello - just to say im back from france and i miss it!
Posted by the caz on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 05:48:00 PST

stupid msn and myspace!

why so i spend hours infront of msn and myspace for no reason at all - there aint even anyone on the damn thing!
Posted by the caz on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 05:04:00 PST

france's music scene

theres isnt one!!!!! ok - so there blatantly is but like - noooooooo way its soooooooooooooo weird and like so not like UK. music so isnt big in france and doesnt have the same meaning - its so s...
Posted by the caz on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:54:00 PST

church - welcome to the corrupting machine?

check this - two blogs in a week! no way! ok weird - my boss at werk is amazing - had the most amazing emotional chat about release and offloading and writing poetry. i never knew other people who wri...
Posted by the caz on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

adventures back from the capital

ok so i ventured into the regions of Londres for a cpl of nights - i was well scared - how geeky am i! didnt wanna get bombed and ive never gripped a public transport pole so tight in all my life as I...
Posted by the caz on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

entertain me

im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo borrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! entertain me!
Posted by the caz on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

woooohoooooooo its all good

wooohoooooooooooo im really happy. i dunno why! its just all so coooooooooool. work is super dupa and im makin lotsa money. been playin out lots with friends too and ive been readin a cool book which ...
Posted by the caz on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST