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Propaganda Manda

Smile. Tomorrow will be worse.

About Me

I am a sarcastic, cynical, jaded person. been hurt a few too many times, especially this past year. And yet life continues to slowly drag on. Anyways, I love the outdoors, hate big cities. love developing my own pictures, hate digital unless its for play. love music, but hate pretentious musicions. love my family, but i hate almost all other men. love guinness, hate all other beers and ales. i love to sing, but i hate being in the spotlight. i love night time but I hate being alone. I love the cold rocky beaches and hate the flat sandy ones. I love helping people but i hate to depend on someone. I love cuddling but I hate clingyness. I love being trusted and I hate, I HATE, I FUCKING HATE being lied to. Get your own slideshow on RingoRingo - Photo Sharing Made Easy

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My Interests

Photography is my life. And my nieces and nephews. They are the best in the world!Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I'd like to meet:

Genghis Kahn... or a really good psychiatrist.

Music:

Everything. I really like 80s music, Celtic music, musicals, anything acoustic, swing, jazz, rock, etc. etc...The Bands I Love - THE BEATLES, Nickel Creek, The Chieftains, The Cure, Live, U2, Flogging Molly's, Cowboy Mouth. Dresden Dolls.The Singers I Listen To - Enya, Tori Amos, Norah Jones, John Gorka, Mark Knopfler, Dar Williams, Regina Spektor, Damien Rice, Rufus Wainwright.

Movies:

Original Star Wars Trilogy. LOTR series. Batman Movies. Edward Scissorhands. Corpse Bride. Midsummers Night Dream. Pirates of the Carribean. Much Ado About Nothing. Indiana Jones series. Spirited Away. Princess Monoke. Versus. Princess Bride.

Television:

Dont watch it. TV is evil and it sucks your brains out. Won't bother getting started on the media.

Books:

Eragon, The Da Vinci Code, LOTR series, The Hobbit, Xanth series by Peirs Anthony, Chronicals of the Chrestomanci, Hounds of the Morrigan, Sabriel, Harry Potter Series, Hitchiker's guide to the galaxy 5 book trilogy. Books on Poetry, Fairies, Fantasy, Photography, Symbolism, Egypt, beautiful places and other cultures.

Heroes:

My Granny. Who is no longer with me. But she raised 10 kids without her husband who died very soon after the last one was born and she didnt remarry until that youngest was over 18. Her oldest baby died very young when she caught pneumonia after she was badly burned. She went to work in the fields with babies strapped to her back in order to keep her family alive. My father still lives in the house she and her husband built after they came out to California during the great depression. She showed me life is only as bad as you let it be. You can work through anything life throws at you.And my nephew Kyle who was born with spina bifida. When he was born the doctors said he'd never be able to walk or have feeling below his waist. He walks now albeit with crutches but he is still walking!! Love him.

My Blog

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So lots of things have happened since I last posted.  But many of the things have been in my own brain and would take far too long to explain the nuances of it all... But in other news, Anika has...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:42:00 PST

Next road trip!

Yay off again!  To Reno this time to say goodbye to Anika.  I gonna miss her.  But I'm excited for her.  India!  Today I had a great talk with my sister Stephanie.  ...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 02:35:00 PST

Leaving again!

Bwahahaahahahahaaahahahahaaaahahah!!  I am leaving again!  To Patrick's Point with two of the best girls in the world!!!  I'm taking my cousins Carlee and Anika camping because they won...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:03:00 PST

Alone

At the end of my last blog I posed the question "alone or hell"?  When I'm come to the conclusion that they are one and the same.  Being alone is hell.  Being betrayed by the men I have...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:27:00 PST

Flying

Flying through a storm seems more like swimming in a deep ocean.  The dark clouds flowing by are like swift currents.  As I watched the deep blues out my aircraft window I half expected to s...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:37:00 PST

Oklahoma Aquarium

I went to the coolest aquarium today.  It was in Tulsa and there were so many different kinds of aquatic animals.  My favorite was the JELLIES.  They were really relaxing to watch. ...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 04:36:00 PST

Oooooklahoma

K, Oklahoma in this area isn't all that bad.  My sister's house is on top of a hill so there is a wonderful veiw from the front porch.  Everything is green right now... except the dirt. ...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:08:00 PST

Because I'm bored and Briana said it was funny

K I'm sorry. I'm actually doing a survey, but you guys I'm so freaking bored and depressed I need something to entertain me!  So fill one out for a comment please so I have something to do next t...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

Stupid walls

last night was terrible.  i couldnt sleep at all.  my brain and emotions started crashing bad.  i haven't been that bad since last august, really.  thoughts of cutting, pain, lonli...
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:54:00 PST

TRIPS FOR ME!

Plane tickets make me excited.  So far I am flying to Oklahoma on the 16th and Washington on the 29th.  (Debating on Oregon.)  And planning to drive up to Reno at some point this month....
Posted by Propaganda Manda on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:16:00 PST