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About Me

To all the people I care about, youre in my thoughts everyday. Mostly my family gets a lot of credit. You been with me through the shit and through the smiles, thanks for the forgiveness.Matt, my only sibling, my brother is the person who gives me hope everyday. Love the fucking kid a lot. I have learned a lot of good from him. A musical genius in everyway. I hope he learns from all the shit Ive done and I think he has so far. He has found the happiness I never had at his age, I hope it blossoms into something unfathomably beautiful. Im just lost, waiting to be found. Living in the center of the end, looking for new beginings.

My Interests

Thinking about going to chefs school next year. I hate to jeopardize my modesty but I am a good cook.

Music:

Been listening to HORSE the band lately. All sorts of good stuff. Underground rap, old punk and some new. Metal and more metal. Cookie monster music. Cant forget reggae. No country, cant deal with that sappy crap. Die country just die already.

Movies:

Lots, but so little time.

Television:

Read a book for a change. But if you hate books watch Breaking Bad. I just saw the whole season 1 last night.

Books:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Great Shark Hunt, The Hells Angels......... Generation Kill is book I just read about First Recon Marines that were the first crazyasses to go into Iraq.

Heroes:

Ive thought about this and my family is my life. I have the best parents and cousins and grandparents, etc. I love them to death. They are heroes to me in the sense that they have always been there for me. I hate myself for the shit I put them through in the past years. R.I.P. Greg Brawner, we still love you bro and will never forget you. The pain never seems to ebb, my friend. Hope where ever you are its beautiful.

My Blog

Some truths about heaven after I have gone

Wake up, wake up!! This is not a piece of mind, clear youre fucking lungs. Sleeping in a bed of sweat. So stop! Just youre head, my brother. Why are you so afraid? What are you so afraid of?? Please t...
Posted by SLC Lost on Sun, 25 May 2008 07:26:00 PST

Just had to leave..

I came out here to tell you I was, so wrong. To let you know, misery is all you left me. The clouds part ways leaving the sky all to vivid. The sound of my name, lures me towards that siren voice...
Posted by SLC Lost on Sun, 25 May 2008 07:39:00 PST

The Waves barely crash now

Can you call me love. Strange fame coming in this game. A makeshift patriot hung like a marionette. Change is kinda to blame, coming from exterior drain. Yet I remain unclearly the same. The wave...
Posted by SLC Lost on Thu, 22 May 2008 01:57:00 PST

I hope you can find.....

what I have found, in this place, so far away. The love, the beauty, has made me complete. I couldnt hate, much now. My whole life has been bullshit. I may not be coming back, friend. I have realized ...
Posted by SLC Lost on Tue, 20 May 2008 03:29:00 PST

Love not Hate

SO if I should ever fall and get caught in the hustle. They say the odds are against me, are crooked and are shaping the nation. Im like the brittle kids, shaw-shank but a lotta people kill you for ca...
Posted by SLC Lost on Tue, 20 May 2008 03:09:00 PST

My friend, Greg Brawner. RIP buddy, we all miss you.

Its been four years and not a day goes by i dont think of the life you could have led. The things you couldve done, the hearts you could have gained and maybe broken. Its so sad you had to perish in c...
Posted by SLC Lost on Thu, 08 May 2008 12:47:00 PST

Making music in my condo

Been fucking around with the recording equipment Ive got and I gotta say Im empressed with what we are coming up with. Got some good shit on the way. Steve=OLP
Posted by SLC Lost on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:53:00 PST

My friend the Iraqi war veteran

I have been meaning to write this sooner but now is as good of a time as any. I have seen the horrors of this war in Iraq in the form of my ex-roommate, a veteran of the Iraqi war. PTSD or post ...
Posted by SLC Lost on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:41:00 PST

Drunken Banter

I have been running with the daylight for far to long. Smoking the past and making the future disperse. So what did I fucking have that makes me the norm. Running Corona this side if the mountains, th...
Posted by SLC Lost on Sat, 03 May 2008 10:23:00 PST

We are going to have a new band in the works pretty soon!

Starting up a metal band soon here. Matt Hobbs-crazyass guitar Nick Chizz-insane drums Me, Steve Hobbs-subpar vocals Everything else is in the air at this time but soon it will be complete!...
Posted by SLC Lost on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:23:00 PST