I AM WHAT I AM, and honestly, that's never going to change. I've been through things no one else has gone through, and I admit it, sometimes i'm wrong. I'm a changing person. &for all of you who think that's not going to happen to you, think again, because in my opinion, it's going to happen sooner or later, and even though you want it to happen later, it's going to occur anyway, so it doesn't even matter. there's things i wish i knew, but in the long run, i'm glad i didn't. i try not to trust anyone these days, but sometimes it just feels good to tell everyone how you feel. i often get amazed by the most simplest things, yet i'm not a simple person, I've never been that way, nor will i ever be. i can be a million things, or i can be just one adjective. i can be different colors, or just black and white. but whatever i am, i'm not so typical. there's things about me you're not supposed to know, so please, don't try to know, because there's a reason you know what you do, and there's a reason why you don't know what you don't.YOU'D THINK YOU'D FIND THAT ONE PERSON that you might really like, when the reality of it is, you should let him find you. and that's exactly what i've been afraid of all along. i was terrified of the fact that i might never find the right guy. but with the knowledge i have at this second, i know for a fact, he will come to you. you just have to be patient. and you know right away that he's the one if you just can't help but smile, when you look at him at the exact moment he looks at you, when you have butterflies when you're only feet away from each other, but you really know he's the one when you know that person for a short amount of time, and you know he'll make a difference in your life; and you know for a fact he's the right one when every time you blink, all you can see is the first time you looked at each other.I'VE LEARNED THINGS IN LIFE i'd never thought i'd learn. there's words that were never meant to be said, and there's people who were never supposed to hear them. and most of all, there's things in life that were never meant to happen, but on the other hand, you can almost never predict what would ever happen, right? i've been through all the pain, heartbreaks, arguments, losses, and everything life has ever handed out. but just when i think life is such a burden, i remember that life is given to us for a reason, and the purpose for us being here is to find our purpose, if that makes sense. all people are different, we look differently, we appear differently, and we all desire different goals, we all crave different things, yet we are all here for the same reason, to succeed. and that's exactly what i intend to do, i plan to succeed in every way i can, and the bottom line is this: i'm not leaving this world until i get the feeling i want. i don't know the feeling, but i know it's out there.life lesson: it doesn't matter where you are, it's who you're with that makes it all worthwhile.
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"You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. When everything's coming your way, your in the wrong lane. Life is not measure by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. It is better to have loved and then lost, then to never have loved at all."
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Mariah Carey - Don't Forget About Us
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE-St7cfoKo
Music video by Mariah Carey performing Don't Forget About Us
with Ron Mohrhoff, Rebecca Skinner, Paul Hunter
(C) 2005 The Island Def Jam Music Group and Mariah Carey
Music:
I listen to all kinds. but mostly rap!!!
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Movies:
I don't really watch movies, but I like action movies.
Television:
CSI las vegas!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: TRISH
Birthday: 2*10*87
Birthplace: NEW MEXICO
Current Location: SACRAMENTO
Eye Color: HAZEL
Hair Color: BROWN
Height: 5"5
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT
Your Heritage: ITALIAN GERMAN INDIAN
The Shoes You Wore Today: NONE YET
Your Weakness: FOOD
Your Fears: THE DARK AND BEING ALONE
Your Perfect Pizza: CHEESE
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT ONE...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ...
Thoughts First Waking Up: WHAT AM I GONNA DO TODAY
Your Best Physical Feature: MY EYES!
Your Bedtime: WHEN I FALL ASLEEP
Your Most Missed Memory: MY NEICES
Pepsi or Coke: DR.PEPPER
MacDonalds or Burger King: MCDONALDS
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee: CAPPUCCINO
Do you Smoke: YES
Do you Swear: YES
Do you Sing: SOME TIMES
Do you Shower Daily: YES
Have you Been in Love: ...
Do you want to go to College: SURE
Do you want to get Married: MAYBE SOME DAY
Do you belive in yourself: MOST OF THE TIME
Do you get Motion Sickness: NOPE
Do you think you are Attractive: SOME TIMES
Are you a Health Freak: HELL NO
Do you get along with your Parents: YUP
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE THEM
Do you play an Instrument: NOT REALLY
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YES
In the past month have you Smoked: YES
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: YA U COULD CALL THAT A DATE
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: YA SO RUDY COULD BUY SOME SHIRTS
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: NO
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWW
In the past month have you been on Stage: NOPE
In the past month have you been Dumped: I DONT THINK SO
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: UMM NO
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: CANDY
Ever been Drunk: YES!!!
Ever been called a Tease: YA
Ever been Beaten up: SURE BY MY SISTER
Ever Shoplifted: .........
How do you want to Die: HAPPY
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: ME
What country would you most like to Visit: FRANCE
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: HAZEL
Favourite Hair Color: NOT BLACK
Short or Long Hair: SHORT
Height: TALLER THEN ME
Weight: CANT BE TO FAT AND CANT BE SMALLER THEN ME
Best Clothing Style: WHAT EVER LOOKS BEST
Number of Drugs I have taken: 4
Number of CDs I own: ALOT
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: NONE
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
Books:
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"My BitchMy SweetheartMy Bo0My NiggaMy Home GurlMy Partner-In-CrimeMy Right-Hand-ChickMy Juelz Santana (Cause I'm Killa Cam)My Jodie Breeze (Cause I'm Jeezy)My Notorious B.I.G (Cause I'm Puff)... bad boy babyMy Damon Dash (Cause I'm Jay-Z)My Gangsta Til the EndMy Sh0rdi and My friendMy Blood (Cause Water wasn't thick enough)My Robin (Cause I'm Batman)My Stitch (Cause I'm Lilo)My Ron (Cause I'm Kim Possible)My Sidekick (Cause I'm the Hero...LOL)
Heroes:
My *parents* and my beautiful *niece*!!
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