"You disbelieve in Ghosts and God - because you have not seen them? What! You have never seen the mocking ghosts of your beliefs?- the Laughing Bedlam of your humility or Mammon - your grotesque Ideas of "self"? Yeah, your most courageous Lies are Gods! Who is the Slayer of your Gods - but a God!" ~ Austin Osman Spare
Dreams in Life :
Just wanted to say hi to all my Myspace friends!!! ^_^ Hehe, well lets see I haven't really done anything spectacular yet in my life but I have set goals for it in the future, haha.
My dream goal or job in life is to own successful clubs and theatres and to revive the occult/spiritualism in modern society. I find my influences evolve around the "original" Order of the Golden Dawn and how they performed some of their esoteric rituals through theatre performances. I also find inspiration through adapts like Austin Osman Spare who opened new ideas within the occult community by blending occult spirituality with art.
I hope to someday to heighten the status of spirituality in this world some day and to bring back old teachings, and help bring about more unbelievable adapts like Aleister Crowley, Austin Spare, Andrew Chumbley, Kenneth Grant, etc. as we need more adapts like them in this world.
This is what I feel I was put in this world to do and because it is my dream I will put my whole being into making this happen! ^_^
I know, its pretty weird for a child to want this but I always wanted to revive spirituality or at least spiritual thinking; to make people realize that they are spiritual creatures and not some social/religious sheep.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kirk (Not telling my last) :P
Birthday: September 26, 1988 (I'm born in the year of the dragon.) :D
Birthplace: Hawaii and all over the place
Current Location: It won't be so current when this year is up.
Eye Color: Beautiful Brown Eyes
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'8", but I'm still growing, lol
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed, but I try using my left
Your Heritage: My blood is this world's blood, my race is the mixture of other people's race, but if any you can say Inca is my family's origin
The Shoes You Wore Today: What shoes, I like to go barefoot. I like the feel of the grass between my toes.
Your Weakness: Wouldn't you like to know
Your Fears: You don't need to know that...
Your Perfect Pizza: Hmm, I don't really eat pizza all that much...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Ohh, I know; not killing myself in this stupid state
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: If anything, I just say bye
Thoughts First Waking Up: Ahh, damn not again
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes
Your Bedtime: Its hard for me to sleep, but I usually just go whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: I don't have any missed memory, I have a pretty bad memory block
Pepsi or Coke: I can't really tell the difference...
MacDonalds or Burger King: I don't like MacDonalds or Burger King, but I guess I'll go with Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single, I think group dates are weird
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Umm, I guess both...
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, to much chocolate makes me sick. :(
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both :)
Do you Smoke: Now, no
Do you Swear: I'm trying to stop, but people keep pissing me off. :(
Do you Sing: Privatley, not even my most closest friend has heard me sing, and I'll keep it at that.
Do you Shower Daily: Of course!
Have you Been in Love: That's funny, I don't believe in love
Do you want to go to College: I don't know, I just want to leave...
Do you want to get Married: Also don't know...
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes, but people keep hurting me
Do you get Motion Sickness: Lol, of course not. :D
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm whatever you want me to be... ;)
Are you a Health Freak: Somewhat, but I don't think I'm a health freak, I just eat healthy
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, thunderstorms are like voices from the heavens whispering for me to come out side.
Do you play an Instrument: No, not yet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah, I need to slow down
In the past month have you Smoked: nope, or maybe???
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yep, but it was for astral work
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No, and I'm glad because I always end up dating the wrong type of person, you know the girl who looks all pretty and then after awhile she seems to go crazy.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yep, and my money is all gone :(
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, but I'm wanting some right now.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yep, I love sushi and seafood
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, I get stage fright so easily... :P
In the past month have you been Dumped: Ha no, I do the dumping
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Ahh no, but thinking about it some day.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yes, your heart, I'm just that sneaky
Ever been Drunk: Yeah, so many times, I need to
Ever been called a Tease: yeah
Ever been Beaten up: Lol, no
Ever Shoplifted: Only when I feel bored and just want to stick it to the man.
How do you want to Die: Oh, I want to die in a glorious way.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be happy
What country would you most like to Visit: I'll like to see Egypt or Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Jade Green, but it doesn't matter; Your expression and emotion that comes from your eyes is all that means something.
Favourite Hair Color: Black, but I don't really care
Short or Long Hair: It doesn't matter
Height: A littler smaller than me or I'm okay if a little taller, haha
Weight: Average
Best Clothing Style: Something exotic/alluring
Number of Drugs I have taken: Hmm, trying to remember
Number of CDs I own: A lot
Number of Piercings: Zero
Number of Tattoos: Ohh, I'm planning on having one soon, its going to look beautiful on my back
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Some, but we can't change whatever has happened in the past, you're just going to have to deal with it day by day.
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