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BELINDA

fuctupmisfit

About Me

whatchu know about 'dat?
i can count all of my real friends on two hands,
and you're not one of them.
i'll lie to you.
i'll make fun of you.
i'll make you hate yourself.
i'll make you cry.
you'll wish you never met me.
i'm mean.
i'm mean.
i'm mean.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


no thanks. ♥

he's a stunna.

i love him.
he's perfect, he's amazing, and he's all i need.
so, don't waste your time.
= ]

make it brutal.

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and there he goes so perfectly, the kind of flawless i wish i could be.

today was good.i've been really happy lately.and no panic attacks this week, so far.=]i need a job.i need a job.i need a job.reallll bad.for christmas money.i love late night talks with andyhe's amazi...
Posted by BELINDA on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:06:00 PST

stop stalling, make a name for yourself.

today has been..slow.i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow.that's nothing new.=/that's the end of it.
Posted by BELINDA on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:03:00 PST

i can't explain myself at all..

today has sucked.school sucks.my friends and i never hang out anymore, and that sucks.i miss them.i had to go to the dentist today, and get two teeth filled.now my mouth hurts sooo bad.ugh.i think i'm...
Posted by BELINDA on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:42:00 PST

he just stares at me, and i just stare at him..

god.i love tim mcgraw.=]lame, i know.i am so tired.i've been thinking though..and that whole, "i'm gonna be nice to everyone" thing,didn't work for long.i've been really mean/rude/bitchy lately.all ye...
Posted by BELINDA on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 11:00:00 PST

i think i was blind before i met you..

still no results on those tests that the doctor did.ugh.just got off the phone with mr. andyyy he's a pretty amazing boy.and i love him quite a bit.today was good.for once....
Posted by BELINDA on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 03:46:00 PST

i'm sorry for blaming you, for everything i just couldnt do..

i had a CT scan or something today.they put dye through an IV into my veins.and i had to drink that chalky stuff.i have a migraine, and i was shaking the whole time they were doing it.i felt like i wa...
Posted by BELINDA on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:18:00 PST

my hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me..

ahhh.i hate doctors.i had a doctors appointment this morning, and i have another one tomorrow morning.ugh.yesterday,the coolest family i have ever seen, came to AC.they did this big basketball show/th...
Posted by BELINDA on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 01:48:00 PST

you told me how proud you were, but i walked away..

yesterday was pretty scary.i had a panic attack at school.they had to take me to the hospital, where i almost passed out numerous times.i couldn't breathe, and every time i would take a deep breath,i ...
Posted by BELINDA on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:48:00 PST

i have been saving smiles for you..

sooo..i have been sick for quite a few days.jess, tasha, brad and i went to the jenny wiley festival.it sucked.JENNY WILEY CAN SUCK MY BURD. that is all.(ps.. andy is awesome.)...
Posted by BELINDA on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 07:30:00 PST

have some composure, where is you posture?..

fall break has sucked.big ones.kendall's 18th birthday is tomorrow, well, today.he's pretty much an adult now.this year has flown by.not school, just 2006 in general.its almost christmasss. this blog ...
Posted by BELINDA on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:05:00 PST