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stephanie

don't get me started 'cause i've been to the bottom i've seen it all fall through

About Me


You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion.

Paganism


88%

Buddhism


83%

Satanism


83%

atheism


79%

agnosticism


54%

Judaism


46%

Islam


42%

Hinduism


29%

Christianity


13%
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-And All That Could Have Been-I'm guessing you are heavily depressed over losing someone.. or probably more than one person. In case you've never heard this song before..
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Some days, it's not even worth chewing through the restraints! I have Great kids, Great Friends and Great Taste in music!!!!!! I hate to sound emo so i will not dispell all the crappy, bad and devestating things that go on daily in my life...I am a sharp tongued smart ass, i make jokes all the time! I am currently in love with someone that i fucked up with and trying to win back his affection...wether or not i ever will remains to be seen! All i can do is try.
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A Dive into a Darker Self (A bit of an odd one)

Are you an average or unique individual?: unique i would have to say
Do you seek profoundness in life, or do you just go with the flow?: i tend to think too much and i hate it
Do you cherish emotion, or are you stoic and sterile?: i want to be more stoic and sterile lol
Does hatred drive you, or does love; or are you numb?: love drives me
Have you ever been terribly wronged by someone?: ohhh yeah
Have you ever been betrayed?: yup
Have you ever experienced unconditional love?: four times i think
Has someone close to you been critically ill?: yes
Has someone you loved passed away?: yes
If so, are you bitter and regretful, or do you embrace their memory?: i remember blunts and running from the truancy people :)
Do you wander alone, or do you seek companionship?: a little of both
Can you feel the presence of evil, or are you oblivious?: i am the presence of evil
Have you ever felt an urge to indulge dark impulses?: yes currently
Do you walk with angels, or do devils control you?: neither...i control the heavens and demons
Do you fear others or yourself more; or are you fearless?: i fear myself more
Does the presence of a dead body thrill you?: not so much
Do you dream of wandering wastelands of corpses in the cloak of the moon?: not so much
Do you feel deep down that if your enemy was dying, you would help him/her?: nope cause more than likely i caused it
Have you ever witnessed an animal being brutally beaten?: yes
Have you witnessed any other heinous or violent crime?: kinda
If so, has it changed you, and how did it change you if it did?: i dunno really
Do you feel your views on life are “warped” as a result of any trauma?: i don't think it was one trauma in particular really
Do you have more of an optimistic personality, or pessimistic?: pessimistic optimist :D
Are you a serious, sarcastic person, or bubbly and humorous?: sarcastic for real
Do little things and habits of other people annoy you to the point of rage?: pretty much
If so, what particular things about people provoke the most rage?: stupidity lol.....i dunno it depends on who they are
Do you contain any phobias or conditions (ex: arachnophobia, OCD, depressio: i have an anxiety disorder and i am slightly narsacistic
Does art and literature attract you?: not art
Are you creative?: yes
Do you contain any psychic ability; in tune with your subconscious?: perhaps
Would you consider yourself an artist?: nope
Do weapons and objects meant to do harm appeal to you?: yes
Do you consider yourself as a submissive or assertive personality?: assertive
Do you long for love; a soul mate?: i have a soul mate damn it sucks i had to kill his ass :D lol
If so, do you long for someone completely different, or the same?: i couldn't find someone like me they would be scary
Do you wish them to be submissive, or challenging to you?: challenges are not so much fun...
Does the appearances of others and yourself have an affect on your attitude: yes
If so, what kind of an affect?: depends on how they look
Do you enjoy taking risks, or do you like stability?: lol i like stability but i rarely get it
Are you squeamish?: not in the least
Do you drown yourself in music?: yes
Do you feel pain?: i hope not to but it does sneak in
Do you indulge in self-harm of any kind?: fuck no...oh well yeah internal harm i guess
Does guilt ever hinder you?: nope
Are you stressed?: not currently
Do you have health issues that make life harder?: nope
Does regret envelope you?: nope
Are you tormented?: i embrace my demons
Do others view you as a threat, but deep down, you are a caring person?: yup..i have been told that i am intimidating
What sort of weather appeals to you most?: cool brisk fall like weather
What is your favorite smell?: leaves burning :) anything burning is good lol
What is your favorite sense of touch?: soft and furry
What is your favorite kind of scenery?: mountains or a lake in the woods
Where is your most desired place to be?: my bed
Do you enjoy the indoor world or the outdoor world better?: indoor
Do you feel in tune with nature?: somewhat
Does society define you, or do you weep for it?: lol i don't weep for it why would i do that?

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Choose the setting of "Shuffle".
The answer to the question is the name of the current song.
Skip to the next song when on the next question.
1. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Wish~nine inch nails
2. What kind of dreams do you have?: Bad Touch~bloodhound gang LOL that's good
3. What do you think of Christmas?: Never forget me~nyce???? that is def not one of my songs
4. What are your current thoughts?: Personal Jesus~Marilyn Manson
5. What would you say to the person you liked?: My Immortal~Evanescence
6.What do people think of you?: Everybody's fool~Evanescence well isn't that a kick in the face
7. What is you favourite possession?: One thing~Finger Eleven so true
8. What do you do in the evenings?: She likes big words and Playing Pretend~DEADSY
9. How do you say goodbye to your friends?: Pulling Strings~John 5
10. How do you say goodbye to the person you like?: Twisted Transistor~KORN
11. What would you use to kill someone?: Hysteria~Def Leppard sounds good to me
12. What would you like you bf/gf to be?: Dance and Shout~shaggy hell yeah
13. What do you think of life?: By the Way~Hinder
14. What do you do for your friends on their birthday?: Achy Breaky Heart~the chipmunks LMAO
15. Who is your best friend?: Taking over me~Evanesence
16. What does it smell like?: Wicked Game~chris issac
17. What do you often shout to people?: I'm the one~Disturbed that is true
18. What is you current mood?: Little Piggy~House of 1000 corpses
19. What did you do last night?: Foxy, Foxy~Rob Zombie
20. Which possession do you use most often?: Organ Grinder~Marilyn Manson ha ha ha if only
21. What did you do last time you got drunk?: The Great Malinko~ICP fuck yeah...trunk full of faygo car full of fat chicks!@!!!!
22. What is the meaning of a funeral?: Misery Machine~marilyn manson
23. What are you scared of?: Foolin~Journey
24. What hurts you the most?: Aneimia~Tool
25. What do you want to do when you see a school teacher?: Make it last forever~Keith Sweat
26. What has one of your friends done?: Nutshell~Alice in Chains
27. Where is your newest teddy bear?: Desperately Wanting~Better than Ezra
28. Your bf/gf is?: We will rock you~Queen
29. Your favourite food is?: All i ever wanted~Depeche Mode
30. What do you hate the most?: The Lords of Salem~Rob Zombie lol well god hates the lords of Salem so why shoulen't i??
31. What do you think of the quiz so far?: Only~nine inch nails
32. What do you spend the night doing?: The hand that feeds~nine inch nails
33. What do you get sick of doing?: Transformer~Smashing pumpkins
34. Where is your best friend now?: Crawl Away~tool
35. Angels or devils?: Thx for the mmrs~fall out boy
36. What do you say to anyone who enters your house?: Don't Stop Believing~Journey
37. What’s your favourite lessons at school?: Dogma~marilyn manson
38. What do you think of people in general?: Home~Three days Grace
39. When was the worst day of your life?: Nobody knows it but me~tony rich project
40. What was the last thing you said to someone?: Angel with the scabbed wings~marilyn manson
41. Do you play an instrument?: Lips of an angel~hinder
42. What do you want at the moment?: Sometimes when we touch~Dan hill
43. What do you want to do right now?: Better Man~Pearl Jam
44. What did you buy yesterday?: Party like a rock star~shop boyz again not mine lol
45. What do you think of me?: Let's get married~al green
46. What do you think of your neighbours?: Hokey Pokey~Wine O oh my lol
47. What do you think of heaven and hell?: Bliss(i don't wanna know)~Hinder
48. What is your biggest goal?: Just like you imagined~nine inch nails
49. What do you enjoy experiencing?: Fox on the run~DEADSY
50. What will you repost this as?: Living Dead Girl~rob zombie
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Sixty-Nine Odd Questions
Are your parents married or divorced?: married but not to each other
Are you a vegetarian?: no
Do you believe in Heaven?: no
Have you ever come close to dying?: yes
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: bracelets
Are you eating?: nope
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: yes
Do you wear makeup?: sometimes
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: yes
What do you wear to bed?: tee shirt
Have you ever done anything illegal?: yes
Can you roll your tounge?: nope
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Do you believe in Abortions?: i believe they exist
What is your Hair color?: dirty blonde
Future child's name, boy and girl?: lol i don't know about future children i would love to have one to name Reznor though
Do you smoke?: not cigs not anymore :D 16 days now
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: scotland
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: buy a house and get really really fucked up
Gold or silver?: silver
Hamburger or hot dog?: hot dog
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?: cheese lol
City, beach or country?: country
What was the last thing you touched?: the keyboard and my phone
Where did you eat last?: my couch lol
When's the last time you cried?: earlier today
Do you read blogs?: yes if they are interesting enough
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: lol some would say i do it all the time
Ever been involved with the police?: lol in what way???
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: matrix.............dial
Do you talk in your sleep?: i moan lol i have been told i talk as well
Ocean or pool?: pool
What's your favorite song at the moment: i dunno....tears don't fall by bfmv
have you ever had a cavity?: uhhh yeah
Window seat or aisle seats?: window
Ever met anyone famous?: yes...marge schott.....schotty lol..a bunch of musicians the reds of 1994/1995
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: i believe success can only be measured at the end of life which i am not ready for
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: cut it or just slurp it
What is your fav. sport to play?: sex????
Basketball or football?: football
when was the last time you went to the bathroom?: i have to go now
Do you drive a stick?: i can but i don't right now
Cake or ice cream?: ice cream
Are you self-conscious?: sometimes
Do you like any of your close friends?: ummm i would hope i like them
Have you ever given money to a bum?: yes
Have you been in love?: yes
Where do you wish you were?: :D
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?: because she is my sister
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: nope
Can you tango?: no
Last gift you received?: my son
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: april 9th lol
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: my son
Where do you live?: kentucky
Last wedding attended.: i hate weddings lol
Favorite restaurant?: i have several lol..right now i am craving some romano's macaroni grill
What is your favorite kind of car?: dodge charger
Most hated food(s): fish....mayonaise....chocolate cake....rice....beans
Most loved food(s)?: cheese.....chocolate.....poatoes....cookies lol
Can you sing?: yes
Person on your mind?: davian
What's your least fav. chores?: sweeping the floor
Favorite drink?: mountain dew
Currently have a Crush?: perhaps
How long was your longest drive in a car?: 16 hours
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: because i am bored and they fill up time
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: nope...do you???
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Did you say anything funny today?: ummm i am stephanie i say funny things all the time
What are you looking forward to?: having a baby soon
What are you not looking forward to?: having a baby soon
What is on your bedroom walls?: posters of horror movies and bands i
Are there any cool things in your bathroom?: lol vibrators??
How about the kitchen?: food is cool and i have this big bad freezer that i fill with pushups
Where are you right now?: on my big blue couch
And what are you thinking about?: this one thing
Do you wish you could change some things about your current situation?: yes
Do you know what you want in life?: yes
Do you know what you want right now?: yes
Any love interests?: maybe ;)
Who's your best friend?: jaclyn and of course my sistor
What's the last thing you watched on television?: fresh prince of bel air
What kind of computer do you have?: compaq and hp
What's your favorite flower?: lilly of the valley
Any plans for the summer?: prolly not much other than concerts
Do you like video games?: yes very much
Do you sleep with any stuffed animals?: i used to i have tons of them
Do you sleep with a nightlight?: sorta...i have air fresheners with them on there
What is the longest amount of time you've ever been awake?: two days maybe
What is the longest amount of time you've ever been asleep?: i dunno after surgery i know i slept a lot as long as i was medicated
Do you exercise?: i chase kids
Can you play any instruments?: yes several
Can you sing?: yes
Have any natural talents?: tons ;)
Jazz or rap?: rap
Classical or pop?: classical
Rock or country?: rock
Are you one of those people who crave chocolate?: all the time
Can you sit still for long periods of time?: no way
Who was the teacher you hated the most?: hmmmmm.....any of the coaches who thought they were teachers i hated them
Can you walk well in heels?: nope
Which parent do you identify with the most?: my mommy
Do you look like anyone people would know?: not really
Are you a good dancer?: not so much
Can you tell military time without getting out paper?: lol if i have a big strong man around who knows it
Can you tell regular time?: lol on a digital clock
Are you an honest/trustworthy person?: not so much depends...i am honest for sure but trust is a shortfall i guess...i have betrayed people i love and have paid dearly...i am working on it
Would you do anything for a quick buck?: pretty much
Are you saving it till marriage?: saving it lol i lost it too long ago to remember
Will you have children?: i do
What song do you want to have played at your funeral?: comfortably numb or shine on you crazy diamond
Do you think you'll do anything amazing with your life?: i hope i have created children who will impact the world in some way
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My Blog

Zombie and a few updates

well.well it is that time again time i write another blog.  Another rung in my ladder to the oblivion or perhaps a step up, depends on who you are and how you really feel about me..i am sure the ...
Posted by stephanie on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 01:09:00 PST

Thats what i get

I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.Hello friends, how goes it? Life is interesting here to say the least. I am happy about my son getting into an amazing program, that will help...
Posted by stephanie on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 06:43:00 PST

who knew??

I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.maybe i am blind or just an opptimist(yeah right) but i know i didn't know....all i do know is i can't be apart but together...living a...
Posted by stephanie on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:28:00 PST

a reprive??

hello there friends thank you soooo much for all your support and love during this shitty time....I really appriciate all the thoughts and suggestions.  I got some at least optomistic news, seems...
Posted by stephanie on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 09:31:00 PST

Friend or Foe????

hello there friends.....i have wanted to write for awhile now but i am too fucking busy all the time, but something that happened in the past two days has me to the point of doing something i really A...
Posted by stephanie on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:25:00 PST

Nobody move....i lost me brain

arrrrggghh mateys....today be the day i seen the pirates. And let me tell you, sitting in the sun waiting for them to open the doors listening to the car alarm for twenty minutes was all worth it.......
Posted by stephanie on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:12:00 PST

Breaking down

hello fiends this is the blog that i have wanted to write for so long, but needed the focus to do so...this is the blog that defines where i am and what i want to be. so bear with me this might be a ...
Posted by stephanie on Wed, 23 May 2007 06:56:00 PST

mending things

hello friends this blog is a long time coming and very, very overdue...my life has been so up and down and crazy the past few weeks..i don't know if i can remember all of it to post on here, but i wil...
Posted by stephanie on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:37:00 PST

Call me when you're sober

i just recently started listening to evanescence.....i know they have songs that are sadder than this one and songs that are deeper..but i really like this one..especially the last line "don...
Posted by stephanie on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:58:00 PST

HOW LONG??

"How Long"Why'd you go and break what's already brokenI try to take a breath but I'm already chokingHow long till this goes awayI try to remember to forget youBut I break down every time I doIt's left...
Posted by stephanie on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:49:00 PST