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Anxious Becky Odelay

90's Retro

About Me

Hello, my name is Becky and I have lived on this earth in this body for 23 years. I currently reside in the northern suburbs of metro Detroit, Michigan.

K: The Constants of Me
Pansexual : Afflicted with mental illness to varying degrees : Introverted : Quite anxious : "Very Liberal" according to the current American political spectrum : Into science, especially geology : Bra Free : Into 90's alternative music : Hobby painter : Furry, as in the fandom : Furry, as in I don't shave : Introspective : Nostalgic :
A NOTE TO PEOPLE WHO 'FRIEND REQUEST' ME: Send me a message letting me know of your request. Between the bands, friend count whores, and spammy fake profiles of hawt chicks, I don't usually check the friend requests. So let me know who you are.

My Interests

geology (historical and fossils in particular), traveling, roadtrips, cannabis/hemp activism and politics related to said activism, smoking cannabis, painting, outdoor stuff in general, I play the didgeridoo sort of, pandas, furry, the 1990's, psychedelics and hallucinogenics, science, contemplation, nostalgia trips, observing social dynamics, documentaries.
Hobbies include: rock hunting, Michihemp/ MINORML, painting, watching documentaries that I rented from the library

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I'd like to meet:

Ravenous pacifists, passionate idealists. Hippies and freaks and individuals.
Friends: past, current, and future.

Music:

My favorite all time music is the alternative/grunge of the late 80's to mid 90's. Honestly 75% of the music I listen to is from the 90's. I also like bluegrass, tribal, ambient, and classic psychedelic rock.
Fave artists: The Smashing Pumpkins (they will never be back together, this "new" Smashing Pumpkin crap is just Billy Corgan realizing SP was the only thing he could do well and make money at so he "got the band back together" however half of the original lineup is missing so no, The Smashing Pumpkins are NOT back together and they never will be) , Rage Against the Machine, Blind Melon, Meat Puppets, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, Grateful Dead, R.E.M, Boards of Canada.
Bands I like: ...and you will know us by the trail of dead, EAT STATIC, Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, STP, Matisyahu, Flogging Molly, Califone/ Red Red Meat, Silverchair, Beck, Strawberry Alarmclock, RHCP, Sponge, Kossoy Sisters, NIN, Paula Cole, XTC, B-52's, Presidents of the United States of America, They Might Be Giants, HUM, Dead Can Dance, Opeth, Ashley MacIssac, Black Crowes, Beach Boys, Days of the New, Elliott Smith, Jane's Addiction, The Dastardly Bastards, Bright Eyes, Cibo Matto, The Cranberries, Blues Traveler, Easy Star All-Stars, Evolution Control Committee, Gravity Kills, Beastie Boys, The Who, Ricki Lee Jones, Godley & Creme, Rusted Root, The Mystic Astrologic Crystal Band, The Verve Pipe, Keller Williams, Big Brother & the Holding Company, The Mike Flowers Pops, 4 Non Blondes, Ben Folds Five.
Check my blog titled "Big Music List" for the complete list.
I like to collect 90's alternative/grunge compilation CDs from thrift stores. "Photograph" by The Verve Pipe...pure 90's alternative.
"Thirty-Three" by The Smashing Pumpkins, my favorite song.

Movies:

Tommy (by The Who), Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Metropolis (NOT THE ANIME!), Dr. Strangelove, Napoleon Dynamite, O Brother Where Art Thou?, Freaks, Slacker, Soylent Green, the Kill Bills, Milo and Otis, The Station Agent, Best in Show, anything by Miyazaki, Wizards, Sin City, Fritz the Cat, Ralph Bakshi animations, The Last Unicorn, UHF, Bio Dome, Bill and Ted, Encino Man, Dazed and Confused, Even Dwarves Started Small, The Lion King, JOE DIRT...the Coen Brothers make great movies as does Kubrick. I like animated films a lot, but CGI makes me sick!
I am into pre 1945 cartoons. I like some of the Disney Silly Symphonies, I love Felix the Cat!

Television:

Freaks and Geeks, Daria, Simpsons, ATHF, Seinfeld, That 70's Show, Futurama, King of the Hill, Wondershowzen, Brainiac, Xavier: Renegade Angel, Tim and Eric Awesome Show Great Job! THE WEATHER CHANNEL, I Shouldn't be Alive, Going Tribal, MXC, N-Geo channel, The Science Channel and History Channel, The TLC 'Inks' series, random documentaries, IFC.
I watch cartoons, I like cartoons. I enjoy Foster's Home and 85% of the 90's Nickelodeon cartoons. I do enjoy Kappa Mikey and Avatar, however I do not enjoy a lot of the modern cartoons.

Books:

Fav authors: Oscar Wilde, Hunter S. Thompson, JT LeRoy (fuck Laura Albert), Jerry Kamstra, S.E. Hinton. Books that have pretty much changed my life: The Frisco Kid, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Outsiders, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Books I like a lot: The Redwall series, Sarah, A Peoples' History of the United States, To Kill a Mockingbird, Animal Farm, The Jungle, Crime and Punishment, Brave New World, Jane Eyre, Basketball Diaries.
I have a good amount of non fiction/science related books as well. Many books about geologic topics, as well as animals.
I enjoy thuroughly the childrens' book Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. That was one of my faves growing up.
not a big fan of comics but I do enjoy The Fabulous Furry Freak Brothers and Robert Crumb.

Heroes:

Good people.

My Blog

Who I was as of Autumn 2007 - About Me

Since I don't really know who I am anymore due to neurological/psychological/social changes that ocurred in the autumn of 2007, I am changing the 'about me' section of my profile until I figure it out...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 11:56:00 PST

The Religious Right...Satanism in America

It is my view that the Religious Right is a sure sign that Satan is here in America. Members of the RR are NOT Christians, and are making Christianity something that it is not and was never intended t...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:33:00 PST

Big Music List

These are 98% of the bands I like as of July 2007. Kind of more for my records.311, 4 Non Blondes, The Adverts, Aerosmith, Alanis Morissette, Alice in Chains,...and you will know us by the trail of d...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 05:26:00 PST

Independence Day Post

Even though today is Independence Day, most people think of it as "the 4th of July"; a day to get drunk, eat artery clogging American food, and blankly look at things exploding in the sky. The fourth ...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:01:00 PST

2-3-94; 2-8-94

These are two entries I wrote in this diary thing I had when I was a kid, I found it last night. I was nine.***2-3-94I went to school. I'm one of thoe's kids who likes and hates school. I had lots ...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 05:03:00 PST

Personal Writing Sample.

I wrote this tonight in half an hour or so. I used to write like this in 2002-2003. Freestyle, it just flows. I need to get back in the habit of writing.********Tell me no more, of the land of ever...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:48:00 PST

A big post about my spirituality

I have been wanting to read my favorite book ever, The Frisco Kid (NOT the same as the movie with the same title), but I finally found out that (roommate from NM) Nate has it. Thankfully, he said he w...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:57:00 PST

January 6, 1997; 2-25-99

January 6, 1997Today sucked. It was boring. Last night was something else! As usual I listened to "Take Me Down" 8 times. I went to bed. Got cold + went to lift the blankets but I fell pretty har...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:33:00 PST

no subject

I don't like to argue. But I just cannot get my point accross, and it is imperative that I do. I have a voice that cannot and will not be heard. I do not like confrontation. I can have an open mouth b...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 06:54:00 PST

Stupid emo crap

My heart is longing. I am ready to be loved again, and I feel I need to love. I haven't had any sort of relationship in around 1.5 years, which is the longest I have gone since being in the relation...
Posted by Anxious Becky Odelay on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:06:00 PST