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About Me

I'm 39, single, and suffer from bi-polar disorder, better known as manic-depression. So yeah, I can be a little crazy - be forewarned... my moods can be a little extreme, but NEVER violent and I DON'T hear voices or anything like that LOL! I have a dark, sordid past as I lived my life according to the saying "The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom" (which in a lot of ways it has, but with a pretty high price (I have few regrets), so it's not for everyone!)As Arthur Rimbaud said - "I say you have to be a visionary, make yourself a visionary. A Poet makes himself a visionary through a long, boundless, and systematized disorganization of all the senses. All forms of love, of suffering, of madness; he searches himself, he exhausts within himself all poisons and preserves their quintessence's. Unspeakable torment, where he will need the greatest faith, a superhuman strength, where he becomes among all men the great invalid, the great criminal, the great accursed--and the Supreme Scientist!"... I love music, reading (everything from Kerouac to books on Buddhism to books on military strategy to history - I especially dig Noam Chomsky), bad tv (which I've cut down on a lot! thank god!), my ipod (my one nod to consumerism - face it - it's just a genius device - 85% of my music collection in the palm of my hand can't be beat especially if ya have ADD like me and like switching artists and songs quickly to keep the right mood or vibe going), and I'm studying zen (though I have yet to make it a daily practice - I lack motivation a lot of the time - I think it's the meds...). I also try to write when I feel an attack of the crazies coming on - I have some stuff that's worth sharing but most of it is just perosnal diary/journal type stuff. I'd describe myself politically as an anarchist/left-wing Situationist-inspired council communist Marxist. If you don't know what any of that means look it up on wikipedia. I'm loyal, smart, and can be pretty funny. I'm def. interesting... I definitely have a unique view about life and all its sad and funny and ironic weirdness. I'm also on Facebook a lot, so you can also check me out there.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

As Jack Kerouac put it, "The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!. I like people who enrich my life in one way or another

My Blog

The Clash

When they kick at your front door How you gonna come? With your hands on your head Or on the trigger of your gun When the law break in How you gonna go? Shot down on the pavement Or waiting on death ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 23:30:00 GMT

X-Ray Spex - One of the most under-rated punk bands of all time

IDENTITY IS THE CRISIS CAN'T YOU SEE IDENTITY IDENTITY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR DO YOU SEE YOURSELF DO YOU SEE YOURSELF ON THE T.V. SCREEN DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN THE MAGAZINE WHEN ...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:37:00 GMT

A Buddhist Quote

Sorrow grows like grass after rain for anyone overcome by this miserable craving and clinging to the world.
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 20:43:00 GMT

My Generation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xZOrWK6d4g
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:30:00 GMT

Rainer Maria - Catastrophe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yguu0NHqvvY
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:10:00 GMT

MC5 Looking At You July 19th, 1970 LIVE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYeHLyYif5I REAL kick-ass rock'n'roll
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 18:24:00 GMT

I can so FEEL this song with the mood I’m in...

  You Know You're Right - Kurt Cobain I will never bother youI will never promise toI will never follow youI will never bother youNever speak a word againI will crawl away for goodI will move aw...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 16:04:00 GMT

Quote

"If one does not understand a person, one tends to regard him as a fool." Carl Gustav Jung
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 00:55:00 GMT

For William S. Burroughs (an experimental cut-up poem)

rotten copulation using obedience hungry sheepchlorine yellow climax distastful jack offmescaline convulsions hypnotize spectral addictsblood boiling asshole evangelists squattingCIA junk connection d...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:27:00 GMT

william s burroughs,the priest they called him

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pfd3OtPQoA
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:51:00 GMT