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About Me

I like conversations. I can tie my shoes. I want to travel the world. I have Christmas lights up in my room year round. I smile at very inappropriate times. I worry a lot about ridiculous things. I am a full time student. I make mistakes. I really do like the rain. I want to move out of this town. Laying in bed with the fireplace is nice. I love my new car. I am addicted to chapstick. I watch way too much Sex and the City. Girls nights out are a must. I love playing gamecube. I love hot chocolate. I wish i had more time to go to the beach. I dye my hair too much. I love to wear jeans a sweatshirt and flip flops...year round. I want to change the world. I want to own a sail boat. My favorite season is fall.I love learning new things. I want to put a message in a bottle and throw it out to sea. I am bitter that the OC got canceled. I wish I took more pictures. .... I LOVE LIFE!myspace graphics & layouts

My Interests

The beach, hanging out with friends, driving in the car, drinking, and being laid back!

I'd like to meet:

I love meeting new people, and learning things about them. I genuinely am interested in knowing people and making friends. Real friends!

Music:

Movies:

I am a movie freak. I love movies. All kinds. What the BLEEP do we know? is a great movie. I like chick flicks, I am a girl! I like to watch movies that play with your mind and keep you thinking. Some all time favorites are American History X, Shawshank redemption, requiem for a dream, pirates of the Caribbean,

Television:

I MISS THE OC!

I like to watch family guy, scrubs, and sex and the city. "I cant do it on my own. No im not superman" - Scrubs theme song

Books:

I live Dean Koontz, he writes very good books, cant put them down. I read a lot of random books other than that. Whatever I see at BORDERS that sticks out to me.

Heroes:

My dad! He is a strong man.

My Blog

Hawaii

I got my ticket. July 20th I am leaving for hawaii! Santa Cruz has been cool, but Im excited!!!
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 07:29:00 PST

~L~I~F~E~

I have noticed in others and myself that our minds are consumed with bettering ourselves. We constantly compare ourselves to others, read self-help books, and complain about who we are. It seems that...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Sat, 12 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

CONTACT ME !! !

contacting me: yahoo messenger alyssaallen10email [email protected] number 831 419 8216
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:11:00 PST

please dont tell them

Please don't tell them, but sometimes I cryThe tears and the hurt- they refuse to diePlease don't tell them, but sometimes I'm afraidMy body is heavy so my esteem is outweighedPlease don't tell them, ...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:32:00 PST

why is it?

that i care so much? about way to many people?that i take things so personally?that life or work being unfair makes me soo angry?that i cant co exist in a world with people who arent just like me?that...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

this life is filled with hurt when happiness doesnt work

So kids, I think that I am going to buy a lap top tomorrow. Its an hp entertainment machine! haha im stoked i dont know if its the smartest thing to do with my tax return but it sure will be the funne...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:17:00 PST

i think the world closed its eyes...

and drifted away into a deep sleep. I don't know how else to put thisIt's taken me so long to do thisI'm falling asleep and I can't see straightMy muscles feel like a meleeMy body's curled in a U-shap...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 11:26:00 PST

The ultimate truth

FRIENDS I need: my friends to keep me sane I want: to hang out with my friends more I love: girls nights out I care: about all my friends I know: that I have true friends I don't: care to much for fa...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:13:00 PST

VALENTINES DAY

this was the best one yet. for reasons you know if your my friend......haha! Somewhere, far away from hereI saw stars, stars that I could reach It was a midnight, a silent twilightFell down, beyond th...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:44:00 PST

Research Survey

I need your help. I have to do a ten page research paper on the topic of my choice. I chose global warming! So, if you would please go to my blog and read the one that says research survey and take a...
Posted by Beautifully Chaotic on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:47:00 PST