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nXe ~ Miss Murder ~nXe

About Me

What are you supposed to say here hi my name is.... im how many years old and im single taken, or whatever.. well you want to know something ask...... It's not hard to ask somone questions, It's getting answers that take time, i feel no-one knows what the truth is anymore, have we all lost what means the most to us, have we forgotten to the ones we care for we do not lie... Im a open book, that is still being written and im living my life for me now, no-one else will tell me what i should do, i did that for years and found nothing but loss, My heart will heal, My heart shaped wounds will heal, it always does. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I 'm Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; idealistic without regard to practicality. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I see myself as a huge fiery comet, a shooting star. Everyone stops, points up and gasps "Oh look at that!" Then- whoosh, and I'm gone...and they'll never see anything like it ever again... and they won't be able to forget me- ever.”~ Jim Morrison ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~" When bad men combine, the good must associate; else they will fall one by one, an unpitied sacrifice in a contemptible struggle." --Edmund Burke ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Who has not hoped To outrage an enemy's dignity? Who has not been swept By the wish to hurt? And who has not thought that the impersonal world Deserves no better than to be destroyed By one fabulous sign of his displeasure?" --J. Bronowski ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "These violent delights have violent ends." --William ShakespeareLayout made by Its_HARD_x_CORE

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Music:

Bleeding Through, Throwdown, From Autumn To Ashes, Sick Of It All, Rise Against,The Devil Wears Prada, August Burns Red, Dead Like Our Love, xAFBx, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, Bury Your Dead , The Black Dahlia Murder, Necrophagist, before she dies, ect....
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Movies:

horror movies, slashers, zombies... and some girly stuff :
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Television:

vh1, discovery , history, tbs, ect.
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Books:

im reading the Heram right now, I like books about fantisy and drama, horror.
HumanForSale.com - Fun Quizzes

Heroes:

my grandmother and mother, both strong women who wanted and wants to save the world
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TO DIE FOR

Tighten your tie boyYou're something to die forBut don't hold your breath now You're just killing timeTonight you can dream boyImagine a whisperIf you can keep secretsThen I'll tell you mine.   W...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 05:47:00 PST

Im still trying hard... The Warning !!

My time is getting shorter, i just want to feel something, feel alive, feel the wind, feel the blood, feel again.. I need to go, away from here where i feel im at deaths end, feel like in not home, li...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 01:52:00 PST

Exchanging of old love, wish you the best dear friend.

It's funny , how you never think its easy to go on, start a new life move on from all the things that you thought where insaine, and you try to forget it all, but whats the use of that, I can't forget...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:43:00 PST

Show me the way to let go

Who is to say what heaven is to be. We can never truly know. The key to love is in your hearts, and as I see My violent delights, have came to there violent ends. My will to be so emotionless did not...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 05:59:00 PST

wicked games, and foolish ways

Its not easy to say i love you to someone, but never say something you don't mean, this four letter word can hurt more than a knife, its more deadly than someone with a gun. It takes alot for me to sa...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 12:54:00 PST

Inguisitive Inquisitor ? Or My Luminous Lulaby?

Closer to my heart I hear the angle scream in beauty, but yet so much anger as he has fallen, Luminating colors once took above his head are now just dark gray light, but lighter they become as I hope...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:56:00 PST

Fighting inside, and for the Children we die.

I have made awful messes in my life, i have been women enough to clean them up the best i can, to each there own demons, to each there own terrors and nightmares, we all have a war within, in our...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 10:25:00 PST

Butterflys and Sharp Thorns

Wish i could sleep these bad memories away, thinking of the things i have done make me feel sick, make me feel like i have let someone down, but here in your hands you give light to my soul, when you ...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:19:00 PST

Pt. 2 of A Dying Destiny, Of Love Confessions

Yes im cray! im insain, the madness within me is reaching to a boiling point, and i cant control anything anymore, slip of the toung, and my words spill out like poisen, im not affraid to say how i fe...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 12:11:00 PST

A Dying Destiny, Of Love Confessions

Girl meets boy, Girl falls in love.... Girl fights with self to understand all the insanity and madness in her own life that she feels she is driving him to the edge as well, She has voices of others ...
Posted by e Deterministic Chaos e on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 09:12:00 PST