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fatfuck *order of the hood*

About Me


my name is james...im straight edge.
No negative. I do not wonder if I can... I just Do. I do not care who I am... I just Be. I want or need, I try, it Is. When it Isn't, I don't mind, let it go. This is Good. I give my life to Life. I try to say nothing unkind, even if only to myself; I am finding it very easy to feel no annoyance or anger at anyone for anything, I feel like, "I don't mind." And the more I do that the less there is to try for. I mean, there are fewer annoyances, people are nicer, people are smiling, events are happening smoothly. There is no good things for me and bad things for me, there are only things and there they are and that's okay by me. I cry and when I do it is honest sorrow, not misery, and hurts hurt with a power, a force I can put to use.

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Member Since: 3/20/2005
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My Blog

a bitch called hope february 7th.

im alive peoples.and motherfuckers im great.life bit my ass.i took it hard.but just like that.im healed.shes happy.im happy shes happy.and im happy with my current interest.who cares?so ive lost about...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 02:14:00 PST

my survival rate.

just dropped to zero....
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 01:51:00 PST

to the people that were invovled in the break up

you know who you are.im sorry if i worried you.im sorry if i freaked you out.i really alienated myself.i had a nervous breakdown.i really just want to say....dont look at me as anything less.well any ...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 10:56:00 PST

so its time to mosey along.

well folks cause i love you imma shoot to the point.5 years ago i belive it me and my mom came here with nothing.lived in the crisis center till we got the apartment.since then ive seen alot.ive lived...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 07:44:00 PST

so yeah

im on my way back home tommorrow to collect my shit and plan for whats gonna happen soon. i guess i will just never understand why things have to change cause she was my world and all i thought that m...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 11:06:00 PST

last one for the road.

its over. she told me clearly it was done. and i must accept that. my mind is so fucked right now but time will heal all wounds..if you wanna talk to me call me 606 584 8095 i could use more friends.
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 11:48:00 PST

just one more thing to her.

dont ever think i didnt love you.and i still do.i really wish you would just talk to me.but i guess this was hard for you too.i mean i know it was.we could make it better....
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 07:44:00 PST

you know what fuckers.

i been doin some thinkin.believe what you want to believe.i cant change your minds.i must have been in a fairy world to think i could.im just gonna fix this and move on.eat my fucking ass to all who d...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 02:53:00 PST

fuck me fuck this and fuck this fucking town.

how can anyone have the goddamn right to tell her im not worth it.that i will never get a job and that i will never do anything.no one has any fucking rights to say shit about me.anyone that has said ...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 01:39:00 PST

the heroin diaries by nikki sixx book review.

Wow so I just spent about 6 hours non stop reading this book only stopping to eat and talk to Lauren before she went off to bed. I must say this book really kept me entertained. Nikki Sixx I am sure n...
Posted by fatfuck *order of the hood* on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:04:00 PST