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You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough.i

About Me

My name is Ryan...I think Challenges are necessary in Life... In my life. Motivation comes from everything that surrounds us. Norms in society are placed boundaries of what people perceive as normal. I question that through my actions. Therefore I also question the response of society to my actions. You will always get something new with me. Never a dull moment. Living life to every extent possible. Writing is my tool for expression. Music helps guide me through my writing and through my life. A prime suspect of motivation. Sometimes I enjoy breathing the fresh air, taking in the sun and taking in nature while we still have the opportunity to enjoy it. I want to run naked in the rain. I love thunderstorms they help me through sleep in the early morning. Its almost some sort of instinct mechanism that just puts you at peace. The sun rejuvenates me to go out there and accomplish my goals. The cold brings reason to bring people in and bond and get to know each other on a more personal level. To snuggle and hold the girl you lay with. To snuggle, cuddle, and spoon are important and enjoyable. To read is to knowledge as knowledge leads to challenging myself. Challenge is to question your worth. DONT be afraid of pain. It will teach you. Define your surroundings; don’t let them define you. Don’t be a fucking pussy. Life hurts. So does loneliness, and so does change. But they are all necessary to your growth. How will you survive in this world but not to challenge for more? There is only the path you choose to walk and you... Solidified in your refusal to define by what you are or what you are not. Be Radical and Powerful. To be happy and get what you want, not to rely on mediocrity and on complacency. We all have the power but a lot of people settle. I will never settle for anything less. Laughter is a key to being happy. I love to make people happy, especially times like these... I think we all need some laughter. Having deep conversations and also having random off base conversations. I will be the goofiest person you will ever meet. Being myself and not giving a damn makes me happy. It really takes a long time to know what somebody is really about. I will take my time. What is time worth? What time will we have left to chase the sun? We don’t have unlimited days at our disposal, and so we must hold them in even higher regard. The real Tragedy is not the passing of someone we love and appreciate, but wasting those precious days and none of us are ever promised to begin with. Wake up and Walk to the bathroom. Look in the mirror. What do you see? I see another chance, another 24 hours to get it right, another chance to win the day, so you got 24 chances with every new day. Stop stalling and go for it. I try to think that everyday when I wake up. I love to body build and stay healthy. I’m really random, goofy, happy, motivated, loyal, honest, fun. I don’t let people disrespect. I believe in Respect... that’s a big issue with me!!! You treat others how you would want to be treated. My disposition is in a position for all to see.... A lot of people when they first look upon me think I‘m a hardass because of my appearance or I’m cocky or a dick… whatever you wanna call it, but If anything I am Confident in myself! I have goals in life, and I never will stop until I achieve them. I'm really just a big teddy bear, I can be a grizzly at times but that’s another story. I've been called a tease. I love to socialize and I can create conversation easily without that awkward feeling people get when they first meet. I feel that I have a greater purpose in life that I don’t know of yet. I have been told I’m quite the Romantic type. I love going out and partying but I also like to wrap under the blankets and watch a movie (snuggling like I said before) Take your time don't live too fast. Troubles will come and they will pass. You'll find a woman and you'll find love. And don't forget that there's is a someone up above. There’s no definition of love and hopefully one day I will maybe take a part in that feeling. Taking hold, moving slow, … so it resonates, Ill do the best to seek that someone and be myself, not to impersonate. I am not a "Playa" and I don’t intend to be one. If you actually take the time to get to know me then you will know what kind of person I am. I am loyal and faithful, I believe so much in that, because I know how it feels to be emotionally distressed, and nobody needs to be put in that kind of situation. If I do talk to you often enough it's because I’m interested in who you are. I don't care about random girls on this my space. I'm a one woman man and you can trust me on that topic. I love Animals and nature, so I want to help them out in some way. A volunteer I guess you could say. I love my friends and I know who my true friends are. I just want what everybody else wants … is acceptance in people and not rejection.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ryan
Birthday: July 9th 1985
Birthplace: Streamwood
Current Location: Naperville
Eye Color: Hazel Green
Hair Color: Light Brown
Height: 6'
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German, Norwegian, Slovakian, Serbian, Polish... ya you know
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike shocks
Your Weakness: A very good kisser
Your Fears: Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Deep dish Connies cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where am I
Your Best Physical Feature: For me to know, not you!
Your Bedtime: When I can't keep my eyes open any longer
Your Most Missed Memory: All my Grandparents
Pepsi or Coke: Neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds, but I dont really ever eat there
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ARIZONA GREEN TEA
Chocolate or Vanilla: Depends on my mood
Cappuccino or Coffee: Frappuccino
Do you Smoke: Smoke What??
Do you Swear: FUCK YEA
Do you Sing: I spit rhymes, haha
Do you Shower Daily: Not unless im impressing you
Have you Been in Love: I believe so
Do you want to go to College: I tried before
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Ofcourse
Are you a Health Freak: Work out all the time
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love to watch them
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar, but not much anymore
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YA, I just turned 21 yesterday
In the past month have you Smoked: Smoked what??
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Drugs, who does those??
In the past month have you gone on a Date: With leah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Today actually
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: Like 1000 times
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yep
Ever been called a Tease: uh No
Ever been Beaten up: No!
Ever Shoplifted: Ya
How do you want to Die: In my lovers arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Lawyer
What country would you most like to Visit: Continent... Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue/Green
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde, but if a brunnette pulls it off, shes way HOTTER!
Short or Long Hair: Mid length
Height: 5'4" to 5'10"
Weight: WELL NOT over weight
Best Clothing Style: No Preference
Number of Drugs I have taken: ...
Number of CDs I own: Can't count them all
Number of Piercings: I wear two, but have four
Number of Tattoos: Not Branded
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lots, hopefully I learn from them right?
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My Interests

Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live? Can you take what you need and take less then you give? Could you close everyday without the glory and fame? Could you hold your head high, where no one knows your name? Can you lose everything, you ever had planned? Can you sit down again, and play another hand? Could you risk everything, for the chance to be alone? Under the pressure, would you come undone?

I'd like to meet:


Your Superhero Profile
Your Superhero Name is The Freedom America
Your Superpower is Willpower
Your Weakness is Love
Your Weapon is Your Sonic Battle Axe
Your Mode of Transportation is Snowboard What's your Superhero Name?

My Blog

All Apologies!!

  Because I can't promise you anything, I understand it but I can't take your hint All apologies Because I'm unable to grant you your wishes Even though we already had an agreement I tried to sho...
Posted by ®y@ñ on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 08:28:00 PST

Ninja Sensitivity Training

NINJA SENSITIVITY TRAINING I guess my favorite thing about Ninjutsu training is wearing comfortable white linens from head to toe, and the seemingly endless supply of Ramin noodle. There comes a poin...
Posted by ®y@ñ on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:01:00 PST

I Believe

I believe the sun should never set upon an argumentI believe we place our happiness in other people's handsI believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for youI believe your parents did th...
Posted by ®y@ñ on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 01:08:00 PST

FUCK IT

Im nothing I used to be. I'm in bits and pieces, shattered below all your shoes. Doesn't it feel good to walk on something you've always known to be better than? Well good. I'm glad. Cheers to all of ...
Posted by ®y@ñ on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 04:55:00 PST

Live by the rules, play by the rules, get laid!

1. Never leave a fellow crasher behind. Crashers take care of their own.2. Never use your real name.3. Never confess.4. No one goes home alone.5. Never let a girl get between you and a fellow crasher....
Posted by ®y@ñ on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:18:00 PST