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About Me

this very incomplete playlist is called "My Summer in Space." enjoy!

adopt your own virtual pet! This profile created with your dad's ass .

My Interests

music, horror (books, movies, everything), avid reading, higher mathematics, Halloween, neuroscience, the modeling of neuronal events, biology, logic of all stripe, music, consciousness, muscle cars, nighttime, eating, indy film, anything with glitter, the psychology of humor/personality/sex/love/music, dancing, learning new stuff, experimenting with fashion and makeup, music, thinking and analyzing, self-analysis, ppl who make me laugh & can laugh at themselves, music, animals, Bohemian antiques, Czech glass, music, candles, studying, surfing the 'net, satire, good friends, the psychology of music, unexplored realms (deep ocean, deep space, the brain), travelling (to concerts), roadtrips (to concerts), good wine (Riesling!), bad wine, the colors blue, black, and silver, music, self-confidence w/ a bit of arrogance,&, finally, music.

I'd like to meet:

cool ppl, geeks and nerds, ppl with I.Q.'s over 115 (sorry -- i can't deal with stupid people), laid-back ppl (my self-esteem informs me i currently have no more openings for high-strung, angry, or arrogantly ignorant ppl), at least partially self-aware ppl, ppl who understand my high introversion & don't get all bent out of shape when i don't want to talk to them or email them six times a day even though i may love them dearly, music-loving people, ppl who make me laugh, ppl who can laugh at themselves & the human condition in general, neuroscience and other brain science ppl, men who can nurse their own young

Music:

it makes my stomach hurt just contemplating the gargantuan task of listing my favorite bands. heavy alt; heavy metal (the harder and more extreme the better); 70's non-disco; 90's; big band; ah, hell -- suffice to say i love most anything but contemporary country, or gospel, both of which i hate. i don't like soul music. oh, and Hawaiian/cruise music. i hate that shit, too.

Movies:

Natural Born Killers, ***horror***, indy, anything freaky, Eyes Wide Shut, all Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, Argento and select other giallo, House of Yes, Stone, Parker Posey, Curdled, Kate Hudson, Jack Nicholson, Keanu Reeves, House of 1000 Corpses, 200 Cigarettes, too many to name. (and yes, i love Grease, & always wanted to be Sandy.)

Television:

i don't watch tv.

Books:

any Aldous Huxley, Rand, geek love (dunn), anything Koja or Ketchum or Barker, Iain (M.) Banks, Ballard, WB Yeats (brilliant), Lovecraft, Lord Dunsany, More Pricks Than Kicks, too many to even begin to list. lots of non-fiction in the form of neuroscience, physiological behaviorism, and some physics.

Heroes:

be your own hero. runners-up are my dad, my mom, Don Henley, & my maternal grandmother. honorable mentions are Ayn Rand for sheer brilliance regarding the human condition, Aldous Huxley for being the most intuitive and entertaining author to ever walk the planet, and Tori Amos for being not only brilliantly gifted, but the most trenchant, piercing intuitor-expressionist into the female psyche i've ever witnessed.

My Blog

I WAS CALLED A *SLUT*! ah, hahahahahahaha

by this irrational female who i used to be extremely close to. i feel bad that she hasn't grown up emotionally. however, my decision to pull away from her was reinforced by her behavior once i started...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:59:00 PST

'MEL n NEIL, SITTIN' n A TREE:' a typical txt convo w/ Naomi--- toooo deep for u, bitches.

mel-l-cool-j: hey, i've decided i'm going to marry Neil Gaiman. but as a consolation prize, you may be our Maid of Honor. naomi-chan: sorry, he's happily married. mel-l-cool-j: WHAT???!!???? naomi-cha...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:44:00 PST

the doggie! (updates)

3.10.07 she follows me everywhere... it's weird, i forgot what it was like, having one. she's very docile, and is going to be extremely easy to train to do all manner of commands and tricks. i just c...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 04:59:00 PST

INTJ =

so, here's a parody Brian wrote about Myers-Briggs INTJ's (he's one, I'm one). he wrote this when he was 21 or 22. it's funny. it's a pretty fine parody. haha! thank god for maturity enough...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:26:00 PST

so, i'm a little sensitive right now. *shrug*

some guy at the bar asked me if i could tie a cherry stem into a knot w/ my tongue, and i proclaimed, "I DON'T KNOW! WHY DON'T YOU GO ASK A WHORE THAT????!!!!?????????????" and then i stalked off. he...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 03:45:00 PST

lyrics before bed

awwww... i was going to post the lyrics of the last Don Henley song i'm listening to for the evening, but it makes me too sad, b/c i'm really not as hardcore as those people i play in the movies. so i...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:39:00 PST

you know, i think i really like the flavor vanilla.

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Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:26:00 PST

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ha. fooled you all. you thought i'd gone crazy and was blogging about some love shit, didn't you? m
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 08:34:00 PST

i can't really express in words how good this feels.

my Daddy just told me i'm beautiful. like, physically beautiful. he's never told me that! i've got to write this all down before i forget it. i want the conversation indelible in my mind forever. we a...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 04:29:00 PST

that blue-eyed girl. ("dbtw" lyrics dedicated 2 Melissa fm Pj Harvey.)

I lost my heart Under the bridge That little girl Meant so much to me And now I moan And now I holler She'll never know Just what I found ~~~~That blue-eyed girl She said "No more" But that blue-eye...
Posted by Mel-L-Cool-J on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 09:32:00 PST