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My life has been turned upside down more then once, but to find out that your having twins is a suprise you cant even start to comprehend unless it happens to you. My pregnancy was awesome perfect timing, right guy, loving family, great situation... then you find out that it isnt one its two. That was rough for me, I had a panic attack while i was getting the ultrasound, then the first time i went out shopping for them, I freaked out so bad i started hyperventalating and got taken out of the store. Now i am a little shy of 5 months, and I couldnt be more excited. My daughter is helping in every way, i mean being a big sister for the first time is tramatizing but to have to be a big sister 2 times at once is insane. But Z is more then happy and she is just right there with me every step of the way. She talks about the twins all the time, and she loves to tell people how she is a big sister to twin babies in mommy's belly. She is a great kid, and the twins are going to be awesome for her! Now the daddy he is sooo amazing! He loves Z as his own, his entire family has accepted her which is totally awesome *which i love them all for, trust me that is the most amazing thing you could do for me, is love me and my duaghter as your own* he is on deployment but he is right there with me, im kinda glad that hes missing the hormones cause I AM CRAZY LoL but he will be there holding my hand while i push 2 kids out. We are almost postive its a boy and girl which IS KICK ASS! because then we have the boy to carry on the name and i get my super cute BABY GIRL PINK THINGS haha! Im such a girl! and Tommy just wants two healthy babies. All i can say is the man that fathered these children is more of a man then I have ever met. Z looks at his as her daddy, calls him daddy and he has loved it since the first time she looked up at him with her big blues and said daddy i love you. We cant wait til he is home with us and we can start our perfect family of 5 AHHH LoL! WE LOVE YOU THOMAS MCMASTER COME HOME TO US ALL SOON MYKENZIEE, ME, AND THE TWINS!
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my life is just where i want it, i am having a blast and letting the pieces fall where they need to go. I have been through thick and thin and i have learned from all my mistakes what is right and what is wrong. Regretting something is a thing i will never do, everything i did was because it was what i wanted at that time. I have lost a lot to realize that my life is perfect the way it is. Some times people have to step back and actually judge themselves before they can move on. Its hard to actually sit down and see what u are doing wrong, but u cant change ur past that is why there is a door... but before u lock that door and throw away the key just remember one thing.... "YOU MUST WALK THROUGH THE DOOR OF YOUR PAST TO TRULY ENJOY THE FUTURE" when u can do that, then and only then can u say its ur past! I just want to thank everyone that has been there through thick and thin with me, who has picked me up drunk fucked up or just so down i couldnt do it myself and say thank u for knowing all i needed was a hand! to all those who walked out on me, all i can say is...
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THOMAS ANDREW SCOTT MCMASTER
My daddy loves me
I already know
He hugs me and kisses me
Please daddy, don’t go.
As he leaves our home
On this cold wintery morn
I know that I’ll miss him
My heart will be torn.
See my daddy’s a sailor
I’m so glad to say
He sails on a ship
Sometimes so far away.
He travels the ocean
And goes to many places
He visits foreign countries
And sees different faces.
My daddy he misses me
He always writes me a letter
To say he’ll be home soon
And that all will be better.
I’m counting the days
Until my daddy comes back
When he walks in the door
I will help him unpack.
Oh daddy please hurry
I’m waiting for you
I know you’re still out there
On the ocean so blue.
Just sailing and sailing
And sailing the seas
I hope you are coming
Hurry up daddy, please.
It’s been a long time
But the day’s finally here
When my daddy comes home
I know that he’s near.
I watch as his ship
Returns from the sea
We’re proud of my daddy
My mommy and me.
He walks off the ship
As proud as can be
He did his part
So we can be free.
I run to my daddy
For a hug and a kiss
He squeezes me so tightly
A squeeze that I miss.
I’m happy my dad’s home
Happy as can be
I know he did his job
For my mommy and me.
my other hero is my mommy that lady has taken care of my daughter for the past 2 years of her life and never once complained about it, she backs me up with everything i do! mommy ur amazing!! THANK YOU FOR BEING MY MOTHER! one day i hope to be as strong and great as you! you are the woman i hope to grow into one day!