Yes I'm allison leigh s.
I'm 21, born on july 26th 1985.
My life has been a giant roller coaster ride of good and tragic times.
I'm adopted, My birth mom had some issues, so she met my mom now.
nancy, the day after i was born i went home with her.
The hospital I was born at had some shady things going on
so the DR knew i had spinbifida but didn't want any attention brought to him
so he just was going to let me go home, but a nurse told my mom and
she took me to a DR the next day, i belive strong that i got spinbifida
from my birthmothers heroin addiction, i was born addicted and spinbifida is caused
by a lack of folic acid and heroin use depeltes the amount of if you
should have in your body.
MY first spinal surgery was when i was 9 months old.
I have 12 more after that, i consider myself to be verrry lucky
because most people who have it are wheelchair bound and not able to move
below the waist.
Than i had to have many operations to my left foot, the last major one i had
caused me to have a horrible ingfection i almost died from
i was in the hospital for 9 months and had a horrible wound.
now all thats left are scars.
I didn't feel sorry for myself for a long time, than one day it all just hit me.
I was addicted to pain medication and had severe depression.
My mom found me help and i've been in recovery since.
And now i live to help others who are down and out on luck, im full of empathy.
but that can get me hurt alot of times, people tend to take advantage of me.
I tend to date people who have issues because i like to take care of them, and make them happy
and feel good about their life.
but i dont hold it against it them, obviously they have issues
so i should of known that a relationship would never have worked out.
I'm not dating anyone right now, i'm just waiting for the right person to come along.
That gives me time to spend with my mom, shes my bestfriend, if it wernt for her i wouldnt be here.
Ive made alot of mistakes and ive hurt alot of people, and i can only say sorry so many times.
I dont think i deserve to be treated poorly or looked down on for them.
mistakes dont define who you are as a person or how you should be treated.
I'm a loving caring person, with a huge heart and i always give people chances if they make a mistake.
I can't stand fake people, people who are always trying to prove something.
people who so badly want to be diffrent, when it comes down to it they are being like everyone else.
i think you should just do what you love and enjoy for yourself and no one else
I cant stand people who take enjoyment out of hurting others, but karma is a bitch, and if you do something
horrible , life will teach you with a lesson of its own.
I've had alot of bad things happen to me in my life,but those bad things
are what made me a good person and what has made me have my smarts and witts about me.
I'm smart and have seen alot so im going to use that to my advantage all the way through life.
alot of people don't like me, and think i should be botherd by that, but them not liking me just shows
they are insacure within their own life.
yeah this is long as hell, but i had surgery yesterday so im bored.
no body will more than likely read it anyway. AIM; Stupid ActionComment.
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