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Well lets see i'm into a more darker seen as most i know aren't but yet this is me... I see much better at night, love to take walks at night when i'm able to since i walk with a cane sometimes.. I can not support my weight at this point in my life.. It is very hard on my hips and knees to walk most days.. So the cane dose help on the bad days... I like to ride my peddle bike in the spring, summer, and fall.. In the winter i am like a bear sorta, I stay in most days and nights cause the cold, is too cold for me to go out and walk around most years.. Some years here in the winters it has been so cold i did not move out of the house at all much.. Other winters it has been milder here, and i went out a little more..I have been into vampyres for as long as i can remeber, I am not sure what has drawn me into them so to say, but i like how they are, how they live, to be within the darkness.. I am not into fictional vampyes as much as i show.. What i mean by this is, the pictures that over the years people have come up with of them.. I like that to a point.. As most do.. Tho to say i am Vampyre offline, No i am not.. I am not a Sang Vampyre, Do i think it is wrong to be that way.. No.. People today are much different then say 500 years ago.. Dose this mean if the chance would ever happen and i would be able to in my life time try the way of the vampyre.. yes i would.. I may get odd looks, I may get odd people telling me no, thats not the way, or your way too sick.. We as different beings of the world and the next are here to try different and sometimes strange things.. Tho as you look at me.. I am no different from you.. I just seen on the darker side of life tis all..To look at me, people think i am a good canadian girl, with good ideas, and is innocent.. chuckles.. Most are way wrong, I have never been a good child, growing up i put my family threw hell.. I ran away alot.. Most of the people around me in my city picture me as normal.. whistles the other way.. Damm i am far from normal.. I would call myself strange, odd, and in a evil sorta way..chuckles.. Some say i am goth, just i do not look like it, Cause i am one of them ladys that choose not to wear all black, Choosing to wear all black dose not mean you goth.. Some may say yes it dose, Some may same no it dose not.. Tho the people that do not understand will call you goth and not realize it.. I am not into labels, DO NOT LABEL ME..I am also into BDSM, D/s, & Gorean lifestyle online.. If i could find it offline in my area it would be nice to learn more about the life styles, Tho i have not found any as of yet.. I do keep my eyes open to see if there are munches in my area or not.. Tho like some, I would not just jump into it.. I have a Mistress, I am Owned to Her.. I am Her slave.. Just cause Wwe have not met real life yet, that dose not mean we do not have plans in the making to do so.. If i was to find something offline here, I would ask Her permission first to go and see if i could learn.. And if she said yes i would then ask my husband to see if it was ok to take him with me to go see.. My husband has allowed me to be with Her, i am very happy he has let me be with Her cause i love Her more then most know, or understand for that matter.. I am one of two other girls that my Mistress has.. I am Her first girl online, then theres my sister shannon, and my sister raven.. Wwe are a poly family.. Harm my family and you will be speaking to an angry slave.. meaning me.. Girl will protect her Mistress and sisters with everything that she is..I am a big beauitful women.. I am 29 years old.. I have redish brown with red tint hair which is short.. I have one tattoo on my upper right breast which is a little iguana.. My other tattoo is a wolfs hind paw and feather with alittle curl in it on my lower lefted caf.. They are in the journal under "Mixed Stuff about me" in August 2007... I am married to a man, He is older then me by 10 years.. So he is 39.. I am Bi and proud of it.. We have no kids, Well unless you count our dog as our kid, then yes.. Tessy-Bear is 12 years old, Tho she may not seem it she is.. And a big suck up.. but all little dogs can be..~giggles~The man i married dose not belive in alot of things as i do.. He dose not belive that Gays, Bisexuals, Lesbains Transgenders, Tow Spiriteds, Intersexs and the Queer Communitys can be happy.. He belives that they should not be on this earth.. Tho that is the way he was taught... Tho i was taught to love everyone for being them selfs, To find some good in everyone even tho it is hard most days with some.. If your happy with the one your with be yourself, rather your Straight, Gay, Bisexual, Lesbain, Transgender, Tow Spirited, Intersex, be happy with you and your choices.. Tho i have come to love theses people.. I have many gay, transgender, lesbains, bisexual, and straight friends.. I wish he would understand.. but he seems not to oh well..That is him, not me.. This is what i think.. This is my veiw.. People should love you for being yourself, if they do not, you do not need them.. Just my veiw is all.. I belive that Gays, Bisexuals, Lesbains Transgenders, Tow Spiriteds, Intersexs marriages should have as much rights as Straights do.. And to thoses of you that do not think so.. well screw you.. For the ones that like it well be happy with you.. smiles..My marriage is always up and down, but what couple dose not have there good and bad times... We are not planing to have kids.. At 30 i shall get my tubes tided, as i have been planing to do for 4 years now.. I was told by my friend.. If your under 30 a doctor can refuse to do it.. So i will wait till next april.. Then do it.. Why do i not want kids.. Well i am not good around little kids, it took me forever to get used to being around my friends kids.. So i just think it would be best if i did not have children.. My husband at one time wanted them.. Tho now he has told me that he thinks it would problay be a bad idea since i am so freaked around them.. So he has come to turms with my idea at 30 i will get my tubes tied..Hard to bring children into a world where i would be more scared of them.. Then they are of me.. Just my view is all tho..I myself i do battle with Depression, Mood Swings, and things like that.. Like so many of us that do... i was on pills that were low for awhile where i did not think of sucide.. But then i did after awhile again.. So more or less i got off of thoses pills.. Now they have me on stronger stuff.. Even tho most days i forget to take them.. I seem to be doing better..Most of my friends are online.. I have very few offline.. The few i keep intouch with offline know who they are.. Offline i am viewed as a very shy person, I do not talk to alot.. I tend to stay in more sometimes.. When tis warmer out i go sit in the graveyard or i go down to the river and sit by the water and just think... Some call me strange, For going in odd places to think away from people.. To the people that i am friends with online i am seen as a more active person.. More things to do and learn about.. To help friends in need or just to be there with them, to giggle, be a smart ass, or just be there..chuckles.. Just on my bad days tis not a good idea to come near me.. I am not a pleasent person i can say things i do not mean..Tho it happens tis how i am.. I am always around somewhere, if you need a shoulder or just a friend i will be there, I shall never let you fall or be alone... Tis strange how I am offline and online.. Tho this is me.. chuckles..Chats you can find me on.. For people that do try to add me to there lists please be for warned.. If you have No profile at all.. And you do not tell me who you are on any of theses chats.. No i shall not add you.. You do not like it.. Well guess what it is not my problem..Yahell ( Yahoo ) Id's that you can find me on are..
tasha_thee_goth_wulf_n_chains ,
360 blog only tashie_mscPaltalk- tasha_MCVooDoo Chat- tasha_MCGaiaonline- VampyreofGravesThe Palace Chat- {tasha} CrazyFor any of theses chats programs theses are merely names you can find me on, if i do not know you i will NOT add you.. my Mistress has said if they keep brothering you ignore them, if this happens tis your flaut not mine.. If you don't let me know who you are at all, or have no profile filled out, No i will not add you.. Don't like my rules.. Oh well.. This how i am..~There is one Special Lady girl does wish to acknowledge. Her name is Mistress Crazy. She is my Mistress and tasha loves Her more than many know. she would do anything for Her and She knows it. this girl is Yours my Mistress; heart, mind, body and soul. she ***will’ meet You before 2009, come hell or high water. if tasha’s husband decides to leave because she wants to follow her hearts desire, oh well. that is his choice and girl will cross that bridge when it comes. tasha loves You my Mistress, and wants to meet You so much... she dreams of the day she will meet You face to face. to sit beside You... to kneel at Your feet... tasha just wishes to be with You Mistress, both online and in real life... smiles softly...learning from her mistakes an moving forward she starts a new, tasha wears the purple silks of her Mistress choice. Her kollar is white gold with rubies make the initials MsC. tasha has been with Mistress now for 4 years as of 07/16/2007.. tasha feels proud an honord to be with Mistress this long.. tasha loves You my Mistress.. tasha isnt with Mistress real time yet, sometimes people just cant get to there Mistress's or Master's, some are lucky to have real time all the time.. but this girl isnt so lucky, so she is online with her Mistress till she can meet her real time... Some time before 2009.. tasha will meet her Mistress.. girl was friends with Her first, and Her slave second.. Mistress has 2 others girls beside tasha, that Mistress cares for.. smiles.. girl loves her sisters as well.. tasha was Mistresses first girl online.. which she trasures deeply with her Mistress.. This is my Mistresses profile from yahoo chat.. http://profiles.yahoo.com/mistress_crazy13 , Sometimes all people have is online, till sometime after they may meet in real time, meaning offline.. But that only happens sometimes for some.. For this girl to meet her Mistress real life.. she prays for it.. this is what she has in her profile on yahoo.. is sharing it now.. grins..For others to know, im married to my husband john, i will not leave him for you... i'm also Owned to a wonderful Mistress, i shall also not leave Her for you.. Her name on yahoo is Mistress_Crazy13 ..
So dont even try asking me to leave them for you.. You dont like what i have put here guess what its not my problem.. This is my part of internet.. And i shall put this on it how i like it..!! thank you all.....These are the pictures that my Mistress uses on Her profiles within yahell {yahoo}.. There are two of my sisters and a Lady that i look up too, and that girl knows well.. I put my Mistresses real picture to show you all how beauitful this Lady really is.. smiles softly....Theses are my Protectors from yahell {yahoo}, my Protectors do NOT cyber with me, they are my friends, and good friends offline.. i protect them as well.. Harm them and face a mad lilslave.. *giggles*
