Shawn V. Downing

allow me to be frank at the commencement.
you will not like me.
the gentlemen will be envious and the ladies will be repelled.
you will not like me now and you will like me a good deal less as we go on.
ladies, an announcement: i am up for it, all the time.
that is not a boast or an opinion, it is bone hard medical fact.
i put it round you know.
and you will watch me putting it round and sigh for it.
don't.
it is a deal of trouble for you and you are better off watching and drawing your conclusions from a distance than you would be if I got my tarse up your petticoats.
gentlemen.
do not despair, i am up for that as well.
and the same warning applies.
still your cheesy erections till i have had my say.
but later when you shag - and later you will shag,
i shall expect it of you and i will know if you have let me down - i wish you to shag with my homuncular image rattling in your gonads.
feel how it was for me, how it is for me and ponder.
'was that shudder the same shudder he sensed?
did he know something more profound?
or is there some wall of wretchedness that we all batter with our heads at that shining, livelong moment.
that is it.
that is my prologue, nothing in rhyme, no protestations of modesty, you were not expecting that I hope.
i am shawn downing and i do not want you to like me.
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i felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species.
i wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the french beaches i'd never see.
i wanted to breathe smoke.
have you ever been so drunk you wet the bed?
and i dont mean youre sleeping in it,
youre just standing over it pissing on it.
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and you cant fight the tears that aint comin.
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
ya you bleed just to know your alive
and i dont want the world to see me
cause i dont think that theyd understand
when everythings made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
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aim - - cancersucks19
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we hold these truths self evident
the lies we used to represent
who we are, because it was never meant to be
and all the songs we used to sing, they used to tell us everything.
now we're left with, all we're left is memories.
but the better days behind us now
we all need someone to tell us how
to save the state of where we are
it keeps demanding more and more and more
and who will save us?
this can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming
can you save, and can you save us?
oh i can't go on out of rhythm with our time
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i hate when people say,
life sucks.
life doesnt suck.
you suck.
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what kind of bread?
rye...no fuck, you got banana bread?
what kind of cheese?
cottage.
get the fuck out!
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so i’m warning you, don’t coax me
it’s silly, i'm really a sheep in wolf's clothing
who only reacts when he gets pushed, don't be fooled
the press blows up this whole thing, it's stupid
they don't know cause they don't see that i'm wounded
all they did was ballooned it
i'm sick of talking 'bout these tattoos cartoon did,
that's why i tuned it out, i'm sick of dukin
and they can suck my dick while i'm pukin
and you too you can...
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peace.
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