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Mon Bel Humain

maharma_ashleigh

About Me



Short, Sharp and deep, but you'll never get to see any of it. Bold, creative, smart but you'll doubt all of it. Colourful, moody and beaten which you'll hate all of. I am too many things to be as simple as i am perceived and yet i get simpler the more i try.my name is Ashleigh...i don't like quitters, unless of course you are a smoker. but if you are trying, i am impatient.I am addicted to one thing, and cupid will be my downfall.My eyes are like the ocean, they have seen all that is the world. Perception is the key to a beautiful life. So here i am an optimist. Even when my life is a complete mess i'll be ok. "Mr. Sad Fish" MyGen Profile Generator
You are
What Rejected Crayon Are You?U CAUTION IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP ASH AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

My Interests

I like art, film, drama, music, literature, Medical and Dental Science, lifewas that too obvious??? o_OI'm a big nerd. I'll tell you that when you smoke your teeth are likely to fall out (i've seen it happen) i'll tell you that chewing gum really is good for your teeth. That listerine is good but not every day. Flossing should be done almost as often as brushing and that if it hurts it really need to be seen to today.i also like gavin

I'd like to meet:

There once was a man in my heart, but when i looked into his i was no-where to be found. I ask you... what would you do? So i clear my heart in search for the boy who has me in his, rather i do not search at all.there is really noone left to meet. from here friends can be whoever, but if the world were to continue the same, i could live in peace. life is short, and i've already seen what happens when i disturb the water. yet disturbed the water i have. and so here we are. In the rabbit hole again.the cats out of the bag
Your Life Path Number is 4
Your purpose in life is to build your vision.

You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life.
You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist.
Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you.

In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse.

You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change.
You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities.
Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is! What Is Your Life Path Number?hahaha...says i work hard...mmm..haha...well sometimes but other than that im pretty much a bum

Music:

Placebo, IKTPQ, The paddington bear affair, Later that night, As i lay dying, The bled, Haste the day, the postal service, parkway drive, evergreen terrace, A static lullaby, a thorn for every heart, alexisonfire, Melissa Auf Der Maur, Yellowcard, AFI, The vines, Korn, thursday, the lost prophets, Thrice, poison the well, love like electricution, From Autumn to Ashes, Sans Chavelle, Orgy, System of a down, Coal chamber, the cure, deftones, HIM, the church, NIN, Queens of the stone age, sun41, smashing pumkins, Mere Theory, perfect circle, From First To Last, The early November, Green Day, Cirlce Takes the square, Atreyu, Bleeding Through, Norma Jean, Unearth, UnderOath, Killswitch Engage, Avenged Sevenfold, Funeral For A Friend, Death Cab For Cutie, Story of the year, Matchbook Romance, My Chemical Romance, Marilyn Manson, The Used, The Killers, Silverstein, Finch, Modest Mouse, Hawthorne Heights, LOMO, The Daughters, The Distillers, WI, Nirvana...*most things really* Old Man Gloom, hellogoodbye, PANIC! at the disco, lovedrug, Motion City Soundtrack, Protest the hero, The Juliana Theory, mewithoutyou, fall out boy, coheed and cambria, Rise Against, Jimmy Eat World, It Dies Today, The Matches, Hidden in plain view, Bullet for my valentine, Emery. now i know there will be bands missing....realise any that are??....tell me about them...i collect bands like i collect blood under my nails.

Movies:

Edward sissor hands, Donnie Darko*directors cut also*, Amelie de Poulin, Elephant, the nightmare before christmas, finding neverland, peter pan, harry potter4, May, underworld, the new guy, alice in wonderland, mary popins, the lion king, two hands, tank girl, empire of the sun, gothika, lord of the rings tril, chronicals of narnia, the fox and the hound, hook, matrix (first only), land of the living dead, shaun of the dead, chitty chitty bang bang(lol), when harry met sally, batman (all batman movies!!), eurotrip, house of wax (any film where paris hilton dies gets my approval), a very long engagement (as does any film by jean pierre jounet, especially when audrey tautou is in it!), the korate kid 1, my placebo dvd :), mallrats, jay and silent bob strike back, spiderman1&2, the sword in the stone, the three ninjas :P, the ninja turtles, fightclub, my name is nobody(...most you kids wont have heard of those films hahahaha) ginger snaps, xmen, the virgin suicides, silence of the lambs, constantine, fear and loathing in las vegas, requim for a dream, gone in sixty seconds, bambi, groundhog day, ai, mulan, anastasia, evil dead, die hard, finding alabrandi, night watch, 13 ghosts, gangs of new york, Over the Hedge LOL!, the holiday, the persuit of happYness

Television:

i love: HEROES!!!! i like: spunge bob square pants (i love Gary the snail), greys anatomy (with my mum and bev), house, scrubs, veritas the quest, family guy, the simpsons, it's antique, THE OC!!!, commander in chief, futurama, the biggest loser :P.

Books:

with pages and writing, generally anything that has a good twist and is written by someone who obviously gets people, (even the weird ones). im also thinking of writing something fictional and i love to hear story ideas.

Heroes:

Mr. Bodioch, Batman, superman, wonderwoman hahahaha, Laura, Casey, Amy, Luke, Tara, Podgy, Butters, Tessticles, Chris, Kate, NINA!!, Ange, Kyle, Faye, Katie K, Ash, Tom, Elise, Nyssa, Adam, Tash, Rich, Paris, Verity(who i suddenly realise was in my heroes list all this time and noone even told me she had died...:( i miss her), and everyone else who is uber cool and i love talking to, mum and Brian Molko- cat and being

My Blog

melodic catastrphy

I could say my life is a wreck, i could say oh poor me. Life is vigilance, and i write my own emotions. I cannot feel for lost items and people of an old time. I only dream that they stand easy in a w...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:03:00 PST

fear

sometimes it is the things we do that brings fear. sometimes i do things that i wish i wouldnt...but sometimes we just do...because we feel threatened by people we dont even know..and not even as peop...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 07:47:00 PST

Misery my friend

The girl shakes and shivers. she opens the cuts along her fingers. she tries so hard to feel the things she feels. she knows the fake stories she cries about arent going to make up for her unhappiness...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 01:22:00 PST

goodnight...off to my grave <3

There's an eerie feeling deep inside her bones, where her flesh once was lies defening silence and cold. Forever the stone up above watch over her ever changing grave, and near her lay her soldier and...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 09:27:00 PST

and sometimes, everything is perfect

sometimes im just plain scared to leave the cage. because trouble was often found on the other side. this poem is my excursion and i hope you enjoy and understand...and i hope you see the images i hav...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Tue, 23 May 2006 08:28:00 PST

No This Won't Be A Sad Song

This is the cutest song lol..i was just listening to it and it made me all crazy...or ok..maybe that is just the phone call i got, or that maybe everything is perfect and you can tell by the lyrics an...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Mon, 22 May 2006 06:39:00 PST

art piece

  this is much brighter in real life btw.....i mean the wall is supposed to be green even ...grr
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 08:31:00 PST

without you im....totally fucking bored for starters

Dear Dani, i miss you   see you tomoro or day after where i will look into your gloriously large brown eyes and think about how wrong you are about them im bored...i took photos :P ...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 10:09:00 PST

run run run...away from yourself

hurry up and block and delete me already...whats wrong with you... hmm...ok..i mean thanks you took back your happy birthday, you took all of your promises in one hard hit, you make me feel like noth...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:03:00 PST

songs that make you cry...strike 1

Pretend You're Alive - Lovedrug Oh summer life, oh summer life, crawling with these worms, you're afraid of all their germs. oh bask in life, oh bask in life, the weather gonna swallow you into the gr...
Posted by Mon Bel Humain on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 07:35:00 PST