)Bethica( - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm a student at Northwest Missouri State U!!! I love it here and all the awesome people I've met. I think my main goals in life are to have fun while I can, love while I can, and be happy as much as I can. My dream job would be to work in a college or university somewhere. I also hope to have a family and lots of kids.I am one of those people who see others as inherently good, only to be let down every once in a while. I often just have to keep my faith in God and realize that there's a little bit of good in everyone. Not to believe so is to believe that God didn't create someone well enough, or to doubt his ability. I'm slowly but surely coming around in my faith again, and I'm finding myself once more.I really enjoy my down time when I get to just be myself with my friends and family and the people I care about the most. I think that everyone deserves this. I believe if you follow the hustle and bustle of everyday life and do only what others expect of you, then you'll wind up crazy and alone. Normally I tend to look too deeply into certain things and other people's actions. But in the end, I'll love you if you love me back.
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My Interests

I love to dance and sing. I love having a good time and being with the people who mean the most to me. Music is a gigantic part of my life. I really love movies and fun and of course some good old mischief every once in a while.

I'd like to meet:

I'd love to have more people in my life that are original and happy. I love people who love me back and let me know. I'd also love to meet Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance, Andy Roddick, or even Vince Vaughn. I'd like to say that I'd like to meet Stephen King, but he's somewhat strange and it would probably be weird and awkward.

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Music:

I love all kinds of music...period.

Movies:

I'm in love with Wedding Crashers, but basically anything with Vince Vaughn in it is going to get me excited. Edward Norton is fantastic!!! Dirty Dancing and My Cousin Vinny are a few more of my tops. My favorite movie ever is The Little Mermaid...it may be stupid to anyone else but I don't care.

Television:

I love Nip/Tuck, America's Next Top Model (I want to BE Tyra Banks) CSI Miami, and Crossing Jordan. I am sort of a freak for crime scene shows and I like watching City Confidential, the Discovery Health Channel, and Dr. G Medical Examiner. I'm a weirdo I know.

Books:

I love any book by Steven King. His books are the first that have EVER made me laugh or cry out loud, or actually get scared while reading them. I usually don't like books that I am made to read for a class, but I also love the books Candide by Voltaire and Utopia by Thomas More, two books from one of my classes.

Heroes:

My grandma and my mother are amazing, strong women. My grandma has been through a lot and I only hope that I can be half as good a mother as she was and continues to be. I also look up to my other family members and friends who are doing what they love and who are my influences. I admire anyone who works hard and achieves what they set out for.

My Blog

I am sick to my stomach with this ridiculousness.

I lead the most oxymoronish lifestyle anyone has ever led. I feel like I'm constantlly on the go, but I never get anything done. Yet I feel like I have all the time in the world some days,...
Posted by )Bethica( on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 09:02:00 PST

I’m no Paralyzed but I seem to be struck by you...

So the semester's over. Thank God! Life is finally starting to spin at a normal speed now. I'm finally getting myself and my life under control I think. It's about time. I'm starting to finally be tru...
Posted by )Bethica( on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 08:34:00 PST

I'm Meant to be Hurt I Guess

I thought I had it. It was right there in my hands and once again it was ripped clean away. Why do people do this to me? Do I have a sign on my forehead that says, "No, I have not be...
Posted by )Bethica( on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:50:00 PST

The New Me

So I think I'm finally going to be ok. If you would have asked me a week ago how I was doing I would have told you that my world had crashed down upon me and I wasn't strong enough to climb out ...
Posted by )Bethica( on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:24:00 PST

I just want to be happy

I'm going to make this as short and sweet as I can. I'm sitting here now, and I'm single. It's so weird to think that a week ago today, I had a boyfriend and I had direction. Now I'm serio...
Posted by )Bethica( on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:33:00 PST

I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest

So if you haven't already heard, Cody and I broke up last night... Don't ask me why, because I'm still unsure. I just know that this is the most lonely feeling I've ever had in my life. Co...
Posted by )Bethica( on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST

Another day another dollar...

Ah shit. Only 4 fucking hours of sleep again. Second night in a row before a 9 or 10 hour shift starting at, o ya, 7 fucking A.M. Glad to know that people have consideration for othe...
Posted by )Bethica( on Sun, 13 May 2007 04:46:00 PST

Frustration!!!!!

I'm so aggravated and frustrated about so many things right now and I feel I have no one to turn to to talk about it. A lot of what is happening to me is my own fault, but there are some things ...
Posted by )Bethica( on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 05:38:00 PST

Carry on...we'll carry on...

"Wishing you were somehow here again. Wishing you were somehow near. Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed, somehow you would be here. Wishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I...
Posted by )Bethica( on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 08:10:00 PST

Starbursts...

I'm sittin here at work and I just got a little hungry. I went and got a king size pack of Starbursts, made my purchase, and opened the pack to eat. Have you ever found a starburst can...
Posted by )Bethica( on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:43:00 PST