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♥Little*Miss*Obsessive♥

Some day i will find the one and he will love me for me. until then ill be waiting right here for hi

About Me

Life has brought me many surprises so far. I have gone through so much within 19 years that most people can experience as well. I have loved people that i lost to death, and i have loved 2 people that i lost to break ups. I have loved, hated, and had my heart broken. I have a tendency to be to open with people so when i let my guard down, i get hurt. I am no longer that person. i tend to bottle emotions up inside me to the point where they explode. I let my anger out on those who dont deserve it and i push people away alot. i dont like being vulnerable because i feel thats when they can take advantage of me the most. this has happened to me many times, and i become more guarded of my feelings because i dont like pain. I had a great relationship with someone who taught me that its ok to be myself. he taught me that its ok to love, to be happy and to be sad at times, but never mean for no reason. and that is why i no longer have him. its hard to love someone so much and not be with them anymore but everyone keeps telling me things happen for a reason. I am telling the whole world my flaws right now and i am not scared. I am changing myself and helping myself become better. all the things i used to do are no longer a priority or interest to me. I feel like its time for me to start giving back. I want to make a difference in peoples' lives. If i could make an impact on one person then it would make me feel accomplished if i succeeded with others as well. I am done being a selfish, careless, and hurtful person. Life is too short to focus on the negative. I feel like I have had a huge cleansing and released of my sorrows and pain. Its hard but im getting by day to day. I realized that i need God. He is the only one that can heal me completely of pain and a broken heart. I am finding faith and strength in him the more i pray. i want to show the world my talents, i want everyone to know my name. I hope that some day I will be reunited with the person i love. I have a lot of growing to do and i feel like i have my whole life ahead of me to do it. I will not be stubborn, i will not be so thickheaded, i will not think about me and only me. I was overcome with this feeling of wanting to give back. i think i found my calling. I have made many mistakes and unfortunately i have to learn the hard way from the choices i make. but i am learning to change that aspect about me. My friends mean the world to me and i want to thank them for being so supportive. I live to love life and the people in it. I am so excited to see what is to come. I am ready to throw away my guilt from my past and start clean. I am hurting inside but i am strong and i know i can overcome my weaknesses. I will be this brave new girl and i can't wait for everyone to see the new me! Here i come world u better watch out and make room for me because im not going anywhere. i am just getting started.1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are.3. Men are like ..Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.4. Men are like .....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for ur hips.6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion.10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .... Fun to look at, but not very bright.13. Men are like Parking Spots . All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

My Interests


My main interests are boys! LOL jk. i like to write poems on my spare time. I hope to publish them some day. i like to hang out w/ my friends alot. i have so much fun just being me, laughing having a good time. going out every weekend, meeting new people. me and my friends have soo much fun together, we just like being girls, what really else is there to do in V-town besides that?!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Megan Kelleher
Birthday: July 16 1988
Birthplace: Visalia
Current Location: Visalia/Reedley
Eye Color: dark blue
Hair Color: naturally brown but currently blonde
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left handed
Your Heritage: Irish baby yea!!!
The Shoes You Wore Today: teal high heels
Your Weakness: letting people in and then getting screwed over
Your Fears: being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: i don't like pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get myself a car!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: i wonder wat im going to wear today
Your Best Physical Feature: i guess my eyes, but according to black guys my butt lol
Your Bedtime: whenever i want!
Your Most Missed Memory: Me and Colton
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single because they are more romantic
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont like tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: hell no! haha
Do you Sing: not professionally but for fun
Do you Shower Daily: yes i do
Have you Been in Love: yes i have more than once
Do you want to go to College: i am in college
Do you want to get Married: yes i do
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes i do
Do you get Motion Sickness: not all the time only when my mom drives
Do you think you are Attractive: there are days i have my doubts
Are you a Health Freak: no i could care less about wat i eat
Do you get along with your Parents: yes but when it comes to boys...thats a different story
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes they are pretty
Do you play an Instrument: i do play the violin
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes i have
In the past month have you Smoked: yes i have i only smoke when i drink
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no i haven't
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes i have
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes i have
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yes but not a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ewwww gross
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes i have
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope i did the dumping
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: noooo
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: maybe someone's heart...
Ever been Drunk: haha obviously its so awesome
Ever been called a Tease: yea about once every day lol jk
Ever been Beaten up: not pyhsically but emotionally
Ever Shoplifted: yea when i was a little girl
How do you want to Die: in my sleep peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a journalist
What country would you most like to Visit: i already visited it: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: i like blue but brown is pretty too
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or black
Short or Long Hair: it depends on how it looks on the guy
Height: taller than me
Weight: not too skinny and not too big
Best Clothing Style: preppy, or punk or both mixed together thats hott!
Number of Drugs I have taken: i don't even know
Number of CDs I own: i use my iPod but i still have alot of cds like over 100
Number of Piercings: 5, 4 on the ear and then my nose
Number of Tattoos: none yet but come this summer i will have hopefully all 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i only regret one thing which is that ugly person

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I'd like to meet:

I would really looove to meet John Mayer!!!! OMG so freekin hott!!!! Also, the girl i look up to the most, Lindsey Lohan. I want to meet all the bands I possibly could in the world.I also hope to meet that one special person some day. Someone that knows how to treat a girl with respect.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... breath taking
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... light up a day
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... encouraging
Your love is... everlasting

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How to make a Megan
Ingredients:
1 part anger
3 parts silliness
5 parts ego
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

From mmmm i love him he's so hott!this is my girl i love herthis is Elijah Kelley in Hairspray soooo hott!

Music:

i like everything. hip-hop, rap, r&b, rock, alternative. obviously i love John Mayer, ummm avril lavigne, just mostly everything. u can find a variety of music in my iPod including Michael Buble oooomg he is sooo amazing his voice is beautiful and he is gorgeousJ Holiday is so sexy!!

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Movies:

I like all the scary movies there are in the world. I..'m a big fan of scary movies. I like chick flicks and romantic movies like A Walk To Remember, and Sixteen Candles, The Notebook, all the corny, old high school 80..'s movies, those are funny. i like everything, but not really action movies so much

Television:

I like American Idol,Laguna Beach, The OC, Room Raiders, Date My Mom, The Bachelor, Seinfeld, Medium, Gilmore Girls, Full House, 8th and Ocean, Desperate Housewives, Wild N Out, Flavor of Love, Hogan Knows Best, Will and Grace, South of Nowhere, anything on MTV i like a lot of shows

Books:

Nicholas Sparks books, mystery books, roamnce novels. i don..'t have names because i like a lot of different variety.

Heroes:

God. without him, nothing would be possible. He is what helps me get by my struggles. and just from day to day, he..'ll always be there for me. My family especially. My aunt Dawn, i learn the best from her, and my parents too, without them i probably wouldn..'t be alive right now, if they would..'ve never saved me from making the biggest mistake of my life. And of course my friends are my heroes. i love each and every single one of them.Ray J is another one of my many favorites ;)

My Blog

Friends dont let Friends Cry

WOW. I hate the feeling of being stabbed in the back. why do friends feel the need to go behind their other friends' back and keep secrets? I have put up with this bull shit for so long and i cant bel...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Sat, 17 May 2008 12:15:00 PST

Decisions Are Hitting Me Hard

I haven’t written anything in a long time so I thought I would write something to get frustrations off my chest. Life is taking a turn point for me at this moment. Feelings are changing, decisio...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 05:30:00 PST

I Will Wait For You

All I want is you These scars are black and blue Is there nothing else I can do? Do I have to move on with my life? I don't want to leave you behind There is this knife in my heart That gets deeper ev...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:57:00 PST

Brown Eyes and Black Skies

This is for somebody...you know who you are.   ~My broken heart~ ~has been replaced~ ~Every memory is erased~ ~I have a chance~ ~to start over again~ ~Your voice still haunts me~ ~Your face linge...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 12:36:00 PST

Marble Blue Eyes

This Poem is for Colton. i wrote it on October 2, 2006 after his death.                       &nb...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:18:00 PST

When U Think U Have It All, U Have Nothing.

I am not trying to get anyone's sympathy or have anyone worry, but the way i have been lately isn't me and it is really starting to scare me. so i thought by hanging out with my good christian friends...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:31:00 PST

These Thoughts Will Never Go Away

Lately everything has been somewhat easier to cope with. but i always get that feeling of being overwhlemed because my heart is shattered to pieces right now.i try and try to just tell myself to let g...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:25:00 PST

What Hurts The Most Is Being So Close &Watching Him Walk Away

OMG.I am hurting terribly right now. I don't even want to go on with life, knowing that he's gone. Just the thought of knowing that i can never call him again, because he won't be on the other end to ...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 02:05:00 PST

Sinful Tastes of Suicide

~I was never so mesmerized~by his thoughts~His behavior became so distraught~I was pulled back by his~evilness and was left~to bleed out in the dark~I became sucked into~his ways and there was~no way ...
Posted by eLittle*Miss*Obsessivee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST