Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. Legal finally.

About Me

hi im bekah. im living life to the fullest. talk to me.Taking Back Control -This Providence i am sick of always trying but not trying hard enoughi am sick of always trying but not trying hard enough i am done with the weak end who cant even control himselfim taking back control bring me back to you let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto bring me back to you i know it wont be long i cant go on without youeverything i know says youll be there everything ive learned says you will care now every little thing that means the world to me every little thing that probly doesnt matter at allsick to death of all my cheap talk when will i just follow you done with trying on my own Lyrics cause its not worth me i need youwe're gonna pull myself together bring me back to you let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto bring me back to you i know it wont be long i cant go on without youeverything i know says youll be there everything ive learned says you will care now every little thing that means the world to me every little thing that probly doesnt matter at alli need you i want you i love you i was before you to need you to want you to love you i was before youbring me back to you let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto bring me back to you i know it wont be long i cant go on without you [x2]and everything i know says youll be there and everything ive learned says you will care about how every little thing that means the world to me and every little thing that probly doesnt matter at all im taking back control [x7]
You Are a Natural Beauty!
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless What Type of Beauty Are You?

My Interests

GOD, music, family, friends, Photography(taking it and seeing other ppls), art, painting, playing outside, singing, dancing =}

I'd like to meet:

Jesus. see my uncle again

Music:

I've got to climb to the top Never stop til I reach it Til I feel that I'm good and that I'm in control Of life and my thought When I'm not I still preach it Cause they're all gonna see if I start to fall or lose control I'm losing control of thisI've been balancing on suspended pianos And trying to appear composed It makes the loudest noise when they begin to crash With eyes on me I force a laugh You come to me and set me freeCross my arms across my chest This is not a gift I can accept But I appreciate the sentiment I worked too hard for righteousness To just lay down while You hand me this And put my faith in something You call grace From YouI've been lost inside a cave without a lantern At every sound I start to run Feel my way around the dark without a pattern If I would wait You'd come To rescue me and show the wayCross my arms across my chest This is not a gift I can accept But I appreciate the sentiment I worked too hard for righteousness To just lay down while You hand me this And put my faith in something You call grace From YouSon, you're trying to earn What is far beyond you Son, you're trying to earn What is freely givenEvery time that you try to just reduce This to a give and take You spit in my face And tell Me that this blood was shed in vain -Cool Hand Luke.

Movies:

Party Monster. Garden State. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Dazed and Confused. Pretty in Pink. Virgin Suicides. Finding Nemo. Thumb Sucker. Little Miss Sunshine. Everythings Illuminated. Saw 1,2,& 3. How to Deal. The Notebook. Saved. Anchorman. Alice in Wonderland. Pirates of the Caribbean 1&2. Rocky Horror Picture Show. 50 First Dates. Wickerpark. Alot More!

Heroes:

BreezyHayley

My Blog

i should

probably use my brain more. shooooot. good goin me. =/
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Sun, 27 May 2007 12:25:00 PST

so far

so good. im doing good with the things ive told myself i wont do anymore. im actually very proud its cool. but idk now im kinda thinking more. i dont think im a bad person but i think theres got to be...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:59:00 PST

i feel

better. today was a roller coaster. i cryed alot. and i got really good advise from alot of really amazing people. im gonna be ok. i dont need to be so hard on myself. im not that bad......right? haha...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Sat, 19 May 2007 04:00:00 PST

oye

well i saw paramore tonight. amazzzzzzzing. holy crap. but the past few days have been really hard. idk just the worst i think so far. i dont like this. it doesnt seem that anyone will really l...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Fri, 18 May 2007 02:54:00 PST

i said i would never let a boy do this do me

well i guess i let a boy do this to me. fuck. i just had to put my wall that i always have up down for once...for the wrong guy. the wrong one. dumb bekah. i swear. pastor pj talke...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Wed, 16 May 2007 12:54:00 PST

=/

today was uh. poopie so im uh coming to realize theres no chance. i think im ok with that. i had a mind opening experiance type thing tonight but some of its the worst thing like i realized that i ga...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:55:00 PST

hate

i hate that im moving so soon. i hate that my family doesnt even notice whats going on. i hate that i need my mom so bad right now. most of all i hate this feeling. i hate the fact that i love you thi...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Thu, 10 May 2007 02:40:00 PST

fuuuuck.

thank you. you made me realize that feeling that good just cant happen for me. that everything good in my life just seems to go away. that everything ive ever really wanted doesnt work out. you made m...
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Wed, 09 May 2007 05:10:00 PST

ahhh;ethighthih

it makes me laugh the best day can end so shitty.
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:23:00 PST

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bekah is happy!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my nicholas. =}
Posted by Bekah.[Stumpy] ART. on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:21:00 PST