I'd like to meet:
I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW FLAT AND DON'T HAVE NET ACCESS YET SO DON'T GET PISSY IF I CAN'T REPLY STRAIGHT AWAY. IF YOU WANNA TALK TO ME SO BAD JUST CALL
I'm Ames. I'm 21. If you are going to lie to me, use me, ditch me, talk shit to me or about me then I don't want to know you.Simple.As.I am who I portray myself to be, if you want to hate me because you think I am someone else that is your own problem. Your projections don't mean much to me. I am loyal to a fault, my heart is sometimes too big and for the wrong people.
If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above.
Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter
You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love till it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll fuck, and you'll hate each other till it makes you quiver, but you'll never be friends. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood ... blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it.
Relationships don't work the way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, you know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line: couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down
I fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim.
I fight like a girl who's tired of being
IGNORED and WALKED ON and SCREWED OVER and LIED TO.
I fight like a girl who's sick of not being taken seriously.
I fight like a girl who's been pushed too far.
I fight like a girl who offers and demands respect.
I fight like a girl who has a lifetime of
ANGER and STRENGTH and PRIDE
Pent up in her girly body.
I fight like a girl who doesn't believe in
FEAR and SUBMISSION.
I fight like a girl who knows that
THIS BODY and THIS MIND are mine.
I fight like a girl who knows that
YOU ONLY HAVE AS MUCH POWER AS I GRANT YOU.
I fight like a girl who will never allow you to take more than I offer.
I fight like a girl who fights back.
So next time you think you can distract yourself from your insecurities by USING a girl,
THINK AGAIN.
She may be me and
I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL.
Even though my best friend now lives a million miles away he is never even a millimetre away from my heart. He is one of the best things in my life and no distance changes that, we will always be Chaos and Mayhem. Shake and bake baby!
♥ My heart belongs to ley, tris, tet, holly, lee and del. Love is unconditional and for those that I care about it is unfaltering, whether it's deserved or not. ♥
I hate and love life all at once. It fills me full of pure disgust and drowns me in lust and neither wins the fight.
There is not a thin line between love and hate. There is, in fact, a Great Wall of China with armed sentries posted every twenty feet between love and hate
br MUSIC: Deftones, Gym class heroes, Incubus, Young Love, Set your goals, Six ft ditch, Portishead, AFI :)
MOVIES: Edward scissor hands, Anchorman, Requiem for a dream, Garden state, Pay it forward, Pans Labyrinth, The Holiday
LOVE: My best friends, movies, pizza, snuggles, dancing, white wine, my bed, kurt halsey artwork
HATE: Liars, spiteful people, mariah carey, onions.