private. |
this is never going to leave. something this huge will never go away. there isnt a day that doesnt go by that i dont think about it. im trapped between truth and lies. I am scared that... Posted by The Oceanographer on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 10:52:00 PST |
lately |
its like looking back into my past it was amazing. and now its just as great. but i miss those people i use to be so close with. i hardly know them anymore. its really hard for me to think about. im s... Posted by The Oceanographer on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST |
I love being dogged |
another night, sitting alone. goddamn wanna go outta your way for me? ever? nah didnt think so. sweet Posted by The Oceanographer on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 07:43:00 PST |
from the heart |
So i think about you constantly and i dream about you every single night. Its like you're haunting me. its like you're always right there but your really not. the nights are the hardest because it get... Posted by The Oceanographer on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 01:46:00 PST |
a whole new world |
so theres been good things and bad things happening in my lifebut mostly bad.lets start off with the bad. My mom is sick and having chest pains. worries me cause she is already a terrible smoker and s... Posted by The Oceanographer on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:16:00 PST |
Sweet |
some times its not easy to say how you feel. it gets turned around and taken the wrong way.
and when you hold things in because they turn out wrong, things get tough. Brushing it off
is not the way t... Posted by The Oceanographer on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:00:00 PST |
OOOH MAN |
so basically dave and me were talking. and uhh i totally thought we had been going on our 8 months Im sucha fuck ass and thought that but realllllly he figured that we had been going out for 9 months ... Posted by The Oceanographer on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:12:00 PST |
we thought that we had what no one else could ever have |
in the time you've been gone. I had time to find myself again. for some reason im not feeling to good about it. I'm feeling shitty and down but then again trying to push myself to have a good time. I ... Posted by The Oceanographer on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:56:00 PST |
what if. |
what if someone was not who you thought they were.
what if they've been lying this whole time. what would you do?
would you be okay with it?
who fucking knows.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkk ... Posted by The Oceanographer on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 06:40:00 PST |
our cue to dash from the car to the porch |
Tree setting up rules
Basically, Last night I didnt do anything till like 10 oclock guess what Danielle didddd?????
I SET UP MY XMAS TREE ALL BY MYSELF!
Yes, I am sooo Amazing :) It was real... Posted by The Oceanographer on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 10:54:00 PST |