Runs With Scissors profile picture

Runs With Scissors

I am here for Friends

About Me

..But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
..Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: ..we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
..How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
..You must be,' said the Cat, ..or you wouldn't have come here.'
-- Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
01. Name is Sandra, or Sandi ( yes Sandi with an " i " ) I just think it looks "cooler" that way.
02. Orignally from Ozark / Altus, Arkansas, but I haven't lived there in 11 years. Other than occasional visits to see the family, I will never live there again.
03. Married for 10 years, Hubby is a Drill Sergeant for now.
04. I have two daughters who are my life. Firstborn is 8 years old, Secondborn is 6.
05. I'm a very nice person, untill you piss me off.
06. I have alot of pets. I can't stop myself from bringing them home. We have more pets in this house than we do humans. I love animals.
07. I say "fuck" a lot. My mom says I cuss too much. I say not enough.
08. I love Gerber Daisies and Lillies.
09. I have alot of friends, but only a few that are very close. I don't trust many people anymore.
10. I keep to myself alot. Mainly because of the anxiety and bipolar issues I have. I am very unsociable for the most part. People tend to mistake that as me being a bitch or rude or whatever, but if I don't know you I won't talk to you until I am comfortable around you.
11. I am heavily medicated for your protection.
12. I will never be normal.
13. I'm a fuck up.
14. I hate loud noises. Well everyday noises and chaos. It really gets on my nerves.
15. However, I listen to my music as loud as possible. Music = Happiness. It is what helps me keep my sanity.
16. I am fascinated with tattoos and piercings. I have many of them and I plan on getting more in the near future.
17. I am a compassionate person. I love to help people out when I can and I don't expect anything in return, although I am getting tired of the selfish people who prey on my willingness to help and use me just to get what they want/need. I hate it when people call me only when they need something.
18. I am quick tempered sometimes.
19. I don't like "putting myself out there" for the whole world to see.
20. I don't change. So don't try to change me
That's it for now. I am sure I will think of something else later.

My Interests

puppies, kittens, and rainbows?.. really who gives a fuck??

..

I'd like to meet:

Interesting people with depth and can hold an intelligent conversation!

These are the people who can fuck off though.

Perverts, anti-military types, ignorant dumbasses,liars, cheaters, people with no class or couth, people who feed off of drama, users, or selfish people who prey on other's willingness to help, etc..

Certain people, if not most, from my past.

I know I have a lot of "haters". There is a reason why you people are in my past and why I haven't bothered to contact you. At first I thought your obsession with me years later was amusing, but now I find it rather boring. I think I figured out why you are still fabricating shit and obsessing over me, if you lose focus on me, then it will make you realize how shitty your life really is, and that is, well it's just sad.

We ALL have pasts that aren't glorious, I've done things I am not proud of, we all have at some point in our lives. I don't think I should have to explain myself to any of you, but it will suffice to say that I’ve made peace with those I’ve wronged who would allow it, I’ve also forgiven myself of those errors in judgment that that disturbed me, knowing that If there were a way to change things I would. I try to remind myself that life is imperfect and that I should accept imperfection and not dwell on it.

Hate, jealousy, the lies you tell others and yourselves, will not change what happened in the past, but will only keep the worst of it alive and breeding. The past is dead. It doesn’t matter what came before, because you will never have that time again. All that matters is what is here and now.

So for those who hate or dislike me for some shallow reason, all I have to say is jealousy becomes you.

IMPERFECTION IS BEAUTY, MADNESS IS GENIUS AND ITS BETTER TO BE ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS THAN ABSOLUTELY BORING AND WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, I LET THEM THINK WHAT THEY WANT IF THEY ARE ENOUGH TO BOTHER WITH WHAT I DO, THEN I AM ALREADY BETTER THAN THEM....

"Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible."
--T.E. Lawrence (Lawrence of Arabia)

"The very substance of the ambitions is merely the shadow of a dream."
--Shakespeare

"I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies; for the hardest victory is over self."
--Aristotle

"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night."
--Edgar Allan Poe

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities."
-- Theodor Suess Geisel (AKA Dr. Suess)

Music:

I like a little of everything.. mostly rock/alternative/punk/metal/emo/screamo.Not too much on country,rap/r&b/hip hop. bleh.

Movies:

Alot!

Television:

Family Guy, Scrubs, Simpsons, Family Guy,Bones, Law and Order SVU, Robot Chicken.

Books:

Lots of them too.

Heroes:



Rest in peace, my friend.