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T-O-double-D

iM DeVeLoPiN a LaNgUaGe -N- iM CaLLiN iT My oWn

About Me


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No one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide o p e n
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
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A B O U T M E
So, today I was reading my profile and got a random urge to redo the about me section because it sucked. And that is what I am going to do.
I’m Todd. I’m 20 and from the Southside of Chicago. I am currently attending the wonderful ilstu (and for the not so familiar that is Illinois State University) in Normal, IL. I am entering my second semester as a sophomore studying Public Relations.
I like to believe I am a very complex person, but I am definitely not. I’m very traditional.
I like sleeping, a lot. Sleeping seriously has to be the best invention in the world, praise you whoever thought of it first.
I love hanging out with my friends. My friends are my world, they have been there for me through thick and thin and I love them all to death. I would do anything for them. There are a few of them that I am practically attached to. I am moving into my first apartment in May with three of them, so that should be exciting stuff.
I like jogging. It is something I have recently picked up and it keeps me in line.
I love music: all music. I appreciate music for helping me learn how to spell bananas, tastey and delicious; and for that I thank you Gwen and Fergie. Plus, we all know the shit IS bananas. I am part of the minority that actually likes Fergie and the recently developed minority of those that like Britney Spears. All you Britney fans that were shunned into the closet when she married K-Fed will come back out when she makes her big return, I know it.
I love photography. I am a wannabe photographer, but I know absolutely nothing about photography. To solve my problems, I went out and bought a big, expensive camera that does all the work for me. So it makes me look like I know what I am doing; thank you technology. Hint: the background pics and stuff were all taken by me :)
I am a camera whore. If I go to a party, you better believe that I will be in every picture taken at that party whether I know you or not.
I hate being upset and mad. That is the biggest thing about me, you will never see me upset or mad unless you really do something wrong.
Rarely will you ever see me without a smile on my face, even if I am having the worst day in the world.
I have a very positive attitude and I encourage that same attitude for all of my friends. I am optimistic.
I don’t think that the world is going to end if I don’t get my way.
I am a good listener, as long as I am not online while you are talking to me.
If you every need anything at all, I’m your man.
I am a talker. I love talking, sometimes you need to shut me up or I won’t shut up.
I hate awkward silences. Usually when there is an awkward silence, I sing to break the silence barrier.
I love to write, whether it is in poetic form or paper form.
Most of all, I love meeting new people. So hit me up. Classic line, love it.
AIM at DelusionalEntity or email me at [email protected]
Later!!
Wait What's that...MORE about Me..OMG!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Todd
Birthday: Dec 28th 1986 (or if ur a Palos Heights cop: 1968)
Birthplace: Chicago
Current Location: Blo-No
Eye Color: Brown/Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Mostly irish and polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My green and blue diesel's
Your Weakness: Muscles, eyes, smiles
Your Fears: Failing classes because I like sleep so much
Your Perfect Pizza: Hold the grease.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting more fit.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, haha...
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime: usually like 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: hmm, being in orlando
Pepsi or Coke: water?
MacDonalds or Burger King: gross.
Single or Group Dates: single first, then I guess group could be cool
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends what its on haha
Cappuccino or Coffee: Lite Mocha Frapp haha
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: Maybe?
Do you Sing: Yea, the question doesnt say "Do you sing well"
Do you Shower Daily: Uh...i hope so
Have you Been in Love: Yea
Do you want to go to College: I'm there!
Do you want to get Married: I'd like to, yea...
Do you belive in yourself: Yeap
Do you get Motion Sickness: Thank god, no...
Do you think you are Attractive: I don't think I'm ugly
Are you a Health Freak: Recently, yes...
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them, especially being on the 13th floor
Do you play an Instrument: Yes, but it isn't appropriate haha jk jk
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yea
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Do prescription count? Because then..yes I was a sick little boy.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: YES!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Ew, don't make me gag
In the past month have you been on Stage: No stage for me
In the past month have you been Dumped: I have to get a bf first haha
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I should...haha jk
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yea
Ever been called a Tease: ...maybe?
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: Peacefully...weird question, weird question...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Doing something fun with music promotion
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: Any as long as they twinkle. haha
Favorite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'9"ish
Weight: Proportionate to height...
Best Clothing Style: Any as long as you look cute ;)
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: I don't care...
Number of Piercings: A couple are cool..too many are too many...
Number of Tattoos: Same deal as piercings
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Regretting is not an option.
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My Interests

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Heroes:


Be My
Escape
Cause I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me.
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm goin because
I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency
Is something I can't shake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you
To be my escape
My Poems
Goodbye to You
An hour left to speak
With a minute left to cry
For the second turns to a week
When its time to say goodbye
But leading to that second
The time it seems to fly
Picturing us four beckoned
When its time to say goodbye
So now goodbye to you,
Is all I have to say
With my heart broken too,
For I never saw this day.
A heartache is what I feel
And I wish that I knew why
For I know our friendships real
But its time to say goodbye.
And saying goodbye to you,
Maybe the hardest thing ever
Since I dont know what Ill do
Without us all together.
Silent Voice
Hearing a voice
A voice with no sound
Is like having a choice
With reason unbound
Without a question
Without a doubt
My voice expression
Is a silent shout
I scream out to you
Hoping to be heard
As you look right through
And ignore every word
My blank face
My bloodless heart
With you they space
But also they start
Do you see a person?
Or just another face?
Because, within there is no one
Because I feel erased
Can you even hear me?
Am I screaming without noise?
Maybe youre ignoring me
Or you cant hear my silent voice
My Prison
Ive created my own prison
Deep down inside
Ignoring thought and reason
So theres no need to confide
Ive created this state of mind
Where no person exists
Theres no troubles to find
Or reasons to be missed
My prison is my home
Where I can hide away
When I need to be alone
And leave mind astray
Behind these bars I cry
To let my emotions free
Ill confess my every crime
But not for you to see
Ive trapped myself in this place
And now I cant get out
Ive lost the image to my face
And my voice to scream and shout
I feel so alone in here
With no one to feel my pain
No one to calm my fear
Just feelings to contain
Im not sure if its what I wanted
But it is what I received
Memories, in my mind: haunted
But in my heart, conceived

My Blog

Myspace doesn't like you...

 So, I guess myspace is becoming somewhat prejudice.I logged on today with an exciting notification that I had recieved new comments. Oh, how we all know how exciting that is.Well, regardless, I ...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:59:00 PST

My Poor Car :(

This is my poor car :( :(...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 10:08:00 PST

Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

My new theme song....lolIs it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what yo...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 11:32:00 PST

Conformist.

Soo, I've discovered the wonderful realm of LJ, and I have been sucked into this one as well. A majority of my blogs will now be there, instead of here...because new site, new blog, new addiction...I ...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 06:52:00 PST

Stand Still

I'm at this complete stand still moment in my life. I've taken steps to ultimately try and make my current situations easier and less complex, but instead I've done nothing. Honestly, I think I know e...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:45:00 PST

AHHH

So I'm in this state of confusion...partially due to the unfairness of my current situation. I'm lacking details for sake of feelings...but venting to the extent that I can still get my feelings out o...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 08:57:00 PST

Exhaustion

Soo this past weekend was FarmAid...it was fun, but tons of work...Probably the longest day of my life, especially once willie nelson went out *pass out* gawd i thought it would never end. lol But oth...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:55:00 PST

My Awesome Weekend!

Soo... I think I had the best weekend I've had in a long time...Friday I spent the day with my Nikki Poo, and then I went bowling with Adam and Allen.. Allen kicked our asses with his 56 (since the lo...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Mon, 12 Sep 2005 12:20:00 PST

I need a Miracle!!!

Yo yo yo, sup g's!? So yea...like I've said in the previous entries...my life and everything that entails is finally coming together!! Everything is going so awesome and I could not ever be happier. I...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 08:21:00 PST

College Life

Hey Yo!!So yea, I'm definitely livin la vida loca a la college!!! YES! Not really, actually I'm just relaxing and doing absolutely nothing because I'm tired. Today was my exhausting day, 5 classe...
Posted by T-O-double-D on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 06:27:00 PST