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s m a i

listen to the lullaby of carbon monoxide.

About Me

beware, for i am a venomous creature.

me? i'm one of those people who you meet and will immediately get the wrong idea about. i'm everything you'll never expect in a person, and then some. i've been trying to keep a positive outlook on life, and so far it's been working. music is my everything... nothing gets me more pumped then hearling a sick bassline or some crazy-insightful lyrics. i like to dance around my house when there's no one around. i'm constantly changing, my mood dictates who i am day to day. sometimes i like to flaunt my dark side, and sometimes i'll dress up like a girly girl... although the dark side usually wins. but at the end of the day, i'm always the same person.

My Interests

sesquipedalianism, superiority complexes, lavish dinners, self indulgence, ravenous creatures, .., driving aimlessly, browsing craigslist, fatty bong tokes, spoiling my loved ones, spending time alone...

I'd like to meet:

[aim] lovexlikespiders



Music:

i listen to everything.
every. fucking. thing.

[80s
drum & bass electroclash
freestyle
funk/house
goth
industrial
indie
metal
new wave
rap
spoken word
trance
turntablism
underground hip-hop]

give me anything with a bangin' bassline and i'm a happy girl.

maynard james keenan will forever be my number one.
authors currently reading:
cat's cradle - kurt vonnegut
factotum - charles bukowski

chuck palahniuk
kurt vonnegut
charles bukowski
augusten burroughs
arthur nersesian
sylvia plath
anne rice
arthur golden
elizabeth wurtzel
james frey
sylvia plath
jd salinger
octavia butler

literary fiction does me well. although, i'll probably read any book you shove in my face. films: garden state television: weeds
intervention
dead like me
top chef
alias
mythbusters
the sopranos
law & order: svu

discovery channel & animal planet own my soul. live everyday like it's shark week. heroes: my fucking self.

status: in a relationship.
hometown: oakland, california.
religion: agnostic.
sexuality: bisexual.
sign: sagittarius.

My Blog

life. order. calm.

there's a newfound calm in me that i've never felt before. for once, i am completely content with my life and the direction i'm going. i feel as if i'm on the right path and am doing exactly what i sh...
Posted by s m a i on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 09:35:00 PST

books i need to buy.

complete manual of suicide - wataru tsurumilullaby - chuck palahniukrunning with scissors - augusten burroughsnaked - david sedarispost office - charles bukowskidry - augusten burroughshow we are hung...
Posted by s m a i on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:39:00 PST