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Candace

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About Me



Touch the Darkness Total chaos in one 36 year old 5'4 frame. I am a writer, a painter, a poet, a dog groomer, a bisexual contradiction. Former ProDomina turned Dog Groomer. I have broken hearts and have had my heart broken. When I am an old crone there will be little I can say I have not done or tried. I am a natural blonde with dyed black hair with major blue highlights. I am comming to tearms this year with the fact that I am not a kid anymore. I am not aging mentally so it is hard to deal with these changes


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My Interests

I prefer male friends and female lovers. I will never grow old and I will never die. I have a special attachment/obsession with Alice in Wonderland. I collect Books and have nearly a thousand, I am into religious and cultural History, I love animals, which is why I am a dog groomer. I love men but women are my weakness and I will not be able to be faithful to a man due to that fact... I have enough drama of my own so dont follow me home.

I'd like to meet:

One has to be above average to hold my attention for long. I'm not much on looks. I appreciate a beautiful person but I go for what is beneath. If you can blow me away with your mind I am already won over. For reasons unknown to me, I either tend to hang with people much older or much younger than me. It could be that everyone my age is busy...I am not a nice person and don't even try to be sometimes. It takes too much energy to be fake and I dont have the memory to keep up with lies so I try to just be brutally blunt.

Music:

I have a new love and her name is Kerli. Her song and video are featured here for a while. Her album, titled Wonderland, was a clue that she was going to be my cup of tea. When I seen this video, my jaw dropped. Other music I am very much into is Hard Core like Marilyn Manson and Otep, and Reggae as well, pretty much any kind of Raggae, old, new, electro...Country Music makes me cringe.

Movies:

Comic Book turned Movie...most of them. Religious Historical's like Elizabeth, Valmont, Total Eclipse. Sci Fi like Blade Runner, 5th Element...Deep Stuff like Stay, Lost Highway, The Jacket. All Kevin Smith movies...Tank Girl!!!! Sid and Nancy!!! Harold and Maude. Seen "Wanted" in June and fell in love.

Television:

History and Discovery channels. The less TV I watch the better off I am. I am into Hell's Kitchen and Groomer Has It, right now.

Books:

I have a book addiction and have maybe over a thousand, possibly twice that. They are stashed in the closets, on shelves, in boxes. I've read maybe only half of them. The majority of them are History and every sort of religion. The home I left had an amazing library area for all my books. My dream home will be a place I can put them all on display. I used to collect comics, but the comic store I went to is gone now and I dont know where there is one any where near me. The last comics I bought were Tattoo, a soft porn goth comic.

Heroes:

Animal Rescue Groups and people who die for what they believe in.People who say exactly what is on their mind. People who will do anything for love, even if they are only in love for a week. yeah, it can happen

My Blog

Go see "Wanted" on the big screen...

May be the best action movie I have ever seen. Laughed my ass off, was on the edge of my seat the whole time when I wasn't jumping out of it. It was GREAT. I seen it a few days ago but some crappy stu...
Posted by Candace on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:36:00 PST

"Wanted" is the best action movie I’ve ever seen

Ok, so this movie has gotten some bad reviews, but I am willing to step forward and say critics be damned! Wanted was the best movie I've seen all year, and may be the best action movie I have ever se...
Posted by Candace on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:31:00 PST

I had to put my Schnauzer down today...

Taylor Bean Shellnutt was 15 years old and died today. Taylor was a 15 year old Standard Schnauzer. He was a stud dog for Laura's Little Ones Kennel in Covington Georgia and has a line of beautiful Sc...
Posted by Candace on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 11:45:00 PST

I will never grow old and I will never die???

Seeing my grandmother in ICU was a slap in the face. There has only been 1 woman die in my family. That was my great grandmother and she was over 100, 103 I believe, when she died. Grandma got colon c...
Posted by Candace on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:48:00 PST

My Grandma

My Gandma is sick she may not make it and one thinks people will just be around forever but they wont no one is invensible no matter how mean they are she is the one person who everyone said I am mos...
Posted by Candace on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 10:02:00 PST

Summertime Blues

Well, the money is finally comming in. All the hard work, the school and the money invested in learning to groom, all finally paying off. I dont have much time to have fun though. Kaitlyn was at her ...
Posted by Candace on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:46:00 PST

Older...

I was with Raven the other night... she was there when I got off work there was nothing to do no where to go so we went to Target to fuck off for a while and at the time it seemed perfectly normal tha...
Posted by Candace on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:08:00 PST

The band Orgy

I heard Blue Monday by Orgy and have been able to think of little else but finding the band who sang it. Well now I know who they are I cant find CD's anywhere. I have been to Target, Walmart and Best...
Posted by Candace on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:56:00 PST

Normal?

Well we made up. Me and Raven did not speak for over 24 hours!!! It was horrible! When she called me and told me to come over so we could 'Do this in person' I thought she meant break off the friends...
Posted by Candace on Fri, 30 May 2008 08:51:00 PST

I’m a grown ass woman

Anyone who knows me or at least thinks they do should know one very important thing about me. I spent from 19 years old to 29 years old in Prison. Give or take a few months due to the county jai...
Posted by Candace on Wed, 28 May 2008 05:07:00 PST