Rawr....I am the Kainoa....n first off I wanna apologize to all of those that I have hurt in the past. I've been going through ridiculous bouts of being mean and angry all the time...I've sat down and looked at myself and the results of my actions...I forgot who I really was...I gave in to being stressed out and became an angry person. I ended up making the biggest mistake of my life and am still paying for it. Ultimately being a mean person I've hurt myself. So as a tip to all of those finding yourselves being consumed by anger and hatred...stop...look at yourself...ask yourself. "Is this really who I want to be?"....I mean...as my consequences go I can hardly sleep, I rarely eat, and I always have headaches....over all I'm depressed..:P but I'm workin on being that positive and upbeat person I was before I lost sight of myself. Please don't hate me people....I'mma be a happy boy! So be happy wid meez! :D
I want to give my biggest apologies to the girl I love the most....I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive this hopeless loser....but this hopeless loser loves you so much and never meant to hurt you...I'm so sorry I didn't realize it earlier...But you are the one I want to share this life with. I will do what I can to repair what I have broken. I love you very much Ashley Jean Spangler :]
