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Carpe Noctem

Tear it up and watch it fall.

About Me


Televised mass poison
Spitting at the screen
Keep the masses deluded
With fabricated dreams
I'm a very quiet girl unless I'm screaming. I enjoy deep conversations and something other than the shallow, mindless drabble society seems to be spawning lately. I have strange opinions and tend to be a bit "radical" with my thinking process. I love beautiful things but I also love the grotesque as much as anyone else. I value someone's character more than I value their outward appearance. I don't like to be mean but I'm good at being coldhearted. Tempting and provoking me is something that will get you blocked or ignored.. Either way, it leads to the same level. I'm a fairly artistic person, choosing to look underneath the paint or the words to see the core. I'm easy to get along with as long as we're on the same page and you're not making derogatory remarks towards me or the ones I care about.
I enjoy literature. I'd rather sit at home with a well written book than go out and cause "havoc". Books that challenge the normal way of thinking usually catch my eye and leave me entranced and thinking hours after I've read through them. I enjoy speaking with people about literature as well. I find it's relaxing and refreshing to find something of that sort in common with someone else.
I'm a very bad influence. Contact with me usually ends with the other person acquiring some strange personality disorder. I ignite paranoia and lack of concentration. I nudge people in directions that claw and rip at their current moral standings. I tend to expect too less and end up with more than I planned for in social situations. I'm a very stubborn person. If I intend on hurting you, you'll know within the first couple of minutes of speaking with me. I tend to exaggerate my flaws. I'm an artist. It's what I do. I write and I draw. It's mostly poetry with me though. I gave up on the high expectations of becoming a successful artist. I plan on being a starving one instead. =)
I don't need your social diseases or your drama, so if you have any.. Check it at the door and enjoy the show. You can pick it back up on your way out.
You're just wasting away, rotting under your skin slowly. If you don't move quicker, you'll drown in your own decay.
Bathing in your arrogance
Dining will ensue
God made me a cannibal
To fix problems like you
Livejournal - http://morte-dolce.livejournal.com/
Deviantart - http://candyxstripes.deviantart.com
AIM - Pathogenic Mind
Msn - [email protected]
Yahoo - xmarchxharex
Darkstarlings - pixy-false
!!WARNING!!
All of my contact info is above this. I'd be more than happy to hear from anyone who felt the need to talk to me. My computer is slow , so if I don't answer your comments or messages right away, I'm not ignoring you. It'd be better to contact me on one of the messengers.

My Interests

I'm searching for my god
to reach into his heart
and take what i know is mine
take a look at his face
tell me what you taste
when you put your tongue to his spine.

I'd like to meet:

Digital disasters with severed wires and endless eyes.

The only people in life worth talking to are:

+The Intelligent.
+The Fucked.
+The Beautiful/Ugly.
+The Literate.
+The Tortured.
+The Artistic/Creative.
+The Rotting.
+The Deranged.
+The Infected.

If you aren't any of these, don't bother.

She owns me. Enough said.

Music:

Genres: :: Darkwave :: EBM :: Industrial :: Ethereal :: Ambient :: Cabaret :: Jrock :: "Goth" ::

:: 45 Grave :: Bauhaus :: Black Tape for a Blue Girl :: Blackmore's Night :: Christian Death :: Cinema Strange :: David Bowie :: Inkubus Sukkubus :: London After Midnight :: Love and Rockets :: Midnight Syndicate :: My Sixth Shadow :: Peter Murphy :: Rozz Williams :: Shadow Project :: Siouxsie and the Banchees :: The Sisters of Mercy :: The Cure :: Tragic Black :: Voltaire :: Dead Puppets :: Die So Fluid :: Die Happy :: Emilie Autumn :: Gary Jules :: Loreena McKennitt :: Malice in Wonderland :: Negative :: Skindive :: The 69 Eyes :: Theatre of Tragedy :: Android Lust :: Astrovamps :: Bella Morte :: Blutengel :: Carfax Abbey :: Claire Voyant :: Combichrist :: Deathstars :: Dope Stars Inc :: Ego Likeness :: Eisbrecher :: Error :: Front 242 :: Front Line Assembly :: Icon of Coil :: Jet Girl :: Kidney Thieves :: KMFDM :: L'ÂME IMMORTELLE :: Latexxx Teens :: Lunascape :: Mindless Self Indulgence :: Ministry :: Neuroticfish :: Nine Inch Nails :: ohGr :: Orgy :: Prodigy :: Project Pitchfork :: Psyclon Nine :: Razed in Black :: Skinny Puppy :: Snog :: Tapping the Vein :: The Birthday Massacre :: The Cruxshadows :: The Dreamside :: The Last Dance :: ThouShaltNot :: Velvet Acid Christ :: Wumpscut :: Zeromancer :: 12012 :: Aural Vampire :: D'espairs Ray :: Dir en Grey :: Due le Quartz :: Eve of Destiny :: Gackt :: Gazette :: Glay :: HYDE :: Kagrra :: Malice Mizer :: Merry :: Miyavi :: Moi dix Mois :: Nightmare :: Penicillin :: Phantasmagoria :: Pierrot :: Pumpkin Head :: Raphael :: Shiver :: Silver Ash :: Sugizo :: Vidoll :: X-Japan ::

Movies:

:: Brotherhood of the Wolf :: The Cell :: Requiem for a Dream :: Sid & Nancy :: Anarchist's Cookbook :: Romeo+Juliet :: Peter Pan :: Hook :: Alice in Wonderland :: Fight Club :: Interview with the Vampire :: Rockstar :: The Fifth Element :: Saw :: Saw II :: 12 Monkeys :: Se7en :: Lost Boys :: Gypsy 83 :: The Hunger :: Ju-On :: Fern Gully :: The Crow ::

Television:

:: Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends :: Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy :: Rocko's Modern Life :: Two Angry Beavers :: Comedy Central Presents :: The Food Network :: Scariest Places on Earth ::

Books:

(Authors & Poets) :: Poppy Z. Brite :: Laurell K. Hamilton :: Anne Rice :: Lovecraft :: Brian Lumley :: Edgar Allan Poe :: William Blake :: (I'll name more when I'm feeling up to it)

(Genres) :: Fantasy :: Horror :: Science Fiction :: Philosophy :: Poetry :: Psychology :: Biographies ::
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