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Beautiful Disaster

Cut my life into pieces

About Me

Well, here I talk about myself. I am 23, I live in Virginia and I work retail at the local mallyworld.I like to read, write, scrapbook, take long baths, talk, drink, stay up late,photography, get up early and listening to music. Ive been through hell and back. I am one of the strongest people you will ever meet. Myspace Backgrounds

My Interests

Ocean City, traveling, California, cute boys, sociology, reading sociology books, psychology, children, scrapbooking, writing, exercising, reading, feeling sorry for myself, photography

I'd like to meet:

Gwen Stefani, Jenna Jameson, Henry Rollins, Alexis Bledel, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie, Nicole Richie, the girls from the Girls next Door especially Bridget, Paris Hilton, Britney Spears and Alex from Greys Anatomy, Jael from Top Model, Tyra Banks and Elsie Flannigan.

Music:

No Doubt, KoRn, Prodigy, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Avril Lavigne, System of a Down, NIN, Marilyn Manson, Journey, Avenged Sevenfold, Waltham, Kelly Clarkson, Black Eyed Peas, Aly & A.J.,AFI,3 doors down, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Aerosmith, Our Lady Peace, Fall out Boy, Mars Volta, Red jumpsuit Apparatus, Disturbed, Beyonce, Daughtry, any trance, Carrie Underwood, DOWN, STP, POD, Papa Roach

Movies:

Napoleon Dynamite, Bully, Monster, Party Monster, Practical Magic, Radio Flyer,Wallace and Grommit, Rent, Crash, Walk The Line, Beautiful, Open Season, Over The Hedge, Flushed Away, The Butterfly Effect, Just Like heaven, The Departed, Labrynth, Where the Heart Is, Juno, Mad Love, all Harry Potters

Television:

Intervention, Greys Anatomy, That 70s Show, Veronica Mars, Americas Next Top Model, One Tree Hill, Six Feet Under, Real Housewives of Orange County, Trading Spaces, Celebrity Rehab

Books:

Me & Emma, Silver, Harry Potter, Crank, Jesusland, any Jodi Picoult

Heroes:

GWEN STEFANI!!!

My Blog

a friends house....

I went to my friends house. Instead of doing the right thing and packing up some shit I drove to West Va to see my friend. I stayed all day until his wife came home. She was pissed about something. I ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 10:02:00 PST

I AM SO FUCKING SAD!!

I think Stephen and I are breaking up for good. Its almost 3 am and I woke up at 1 40 am to hear Stephen banging around in the kitchen. I went to investigate and hed been DRINKING!!!! And fucking hidi...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 12:08:00 PST

Wow.

People come and go. Some people go away for a little and then resurface.   Someone has resurfaced. Its a good thing actually. I might be going to see him tonight maybe. Will it be awkward? Yeah....
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:45:00 PST

Whatevas

Well, I updated my page. New Background. pretty slammin if you ask me. I  like it! It has a beach background. Two new pics too, one of me and one I found in a community in Livejournal. Its called...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 07:48:00 PST

LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, i...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:29:00 PST

Wow. highly amused.

I cant fucking sleep. I shouldnt have drank that diet pepsi so late....Oh Well. I had to choke my food down anyways....LONG story, but when I get depressed I cant eat and if I do I have to choke it do...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:15:00 PST

Falling Out

I didnt cry As I said Goodbye It wasnt enough to keep me going I dragged myself out my head was spinning I was so frustrated upset angry It was all my own fault Now as I die inside I see what I ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:25:00 PST

What is wrong with everyone?

Ok so What the fuck? Isnt it common courtesy when you message someone generally they message you back?Am I really that much of a horrid person that no one wants to hang out with me? Geez.
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 10:35:00 PST

Ugh.....

well, I know no one ever reads this stupid thing. I was just browsing through another girls myspace. I checked out her friends list. I was friends with her in high school. She was actually one of the ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:50:00 PST

how?

How can I love him so much?! Why do I love him so much? He hurt me more than almost anyone ever has in my whole life. I was in heartbreak for 6 months. I was an empty soul without him.But he is the mo...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 10:48:00 PST