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trampolinist.

we lived off sunshine and candy bars...

About Me


i live to love.
I was sitting on the seashore, half listening to a friend arguing violently about something which merely bored me. Unconsciously to myself, I looked at a film of sand I had picked up on my hand, when I suddenly saw the exquisite beauty of every little grain of it; instead of being dull, I saw that each particle was made up on a perfect geometrical pattern, with sharp angles, from each of which a brilliant shaft of light was reflected, while each tiny crystal shone like a rainbow.... The rays crossed and recrossed, making exquisite patterns of such beauty that they left me breathless.... Then, suddenly, my consciousness was lighted up from within and I saw in a vivid way how the whole universe was made up of particles of material which, no matter how dull and lifeless they might seem, were nevertheless filled with this intense and vital beauty. For a second or two the whole world appeared as a blaze of glory. When it died down, it left me with something I have never forgotten and which constantly reminds me of the beauty locked up in every minute speck of material around us.

My Interests


my lovely nicholas ♥. art. photography. film. theater. bicycles. laughing. maya. painting. gnomes. painting gnomes. spicy food. sushi. night. the beach. running. nature. hiking. animals. late nite delirium. yabyum. travels. quantum superpositioning. supernatural realms. museums. reading. music. sexy musical solos. pin-up girls. good conversation. cloud watching. star gazing. passionate intensity. knowledge. dancing. wreckin in the pit. power tools. purple irises. camping. bottle caps. philosophy. the surreal. sunlight. enlightenment. cape cod chips. skulls. buddha. dreams. dreams i can paint. adventures. cultural exploration. secret handshakes. these fleeting moments.

I'd like to meet:

the dalai lama. visionaries, dreamers and storytellers. TAHITI. good-hearted and open-minded individuals. other than that i've met my match. ♥

Music:

"I can only think of music as something inherent in every human being - a birthright. Music coordinates mind, body and spirit." -Menuhin

take a listen to me jukebox...

Movies:

planet terror/death proof. amelie. true romance. dandelion. science of sleep. gangster no. 1. lunacy. naked lunch. easy rider. eraserhead. i heart huckabees. riding giants. step into liquid. donnie darko. the anarchist's cookbook. basquiat. iron monkey. city of the lost children. heavy metal. trainspotting. waking life. ninja scroll. legends of the fall. city of god. fear and loathing. pulp fiction. baraka. delicatessan.

Television:

ehhh...

Books:

currently reading

on the road. dharma bums. junky. electric kool-aid acid test. invisible monsters. lullaby. life of pi. heart of the buddha's teachings. bleachy-haired honkey bitch. smack. monkey wrench gang. candide. the stranger. dharma punx. socrates cafe. factotum. ham on rye. faust. endgame. in cold blood. how to make love like a porn star. metamorphosis.

kerouac. william burroughs (most all of the beat writers). charles bukowski. tom wolfe. chuck palahniuk. steven king. emily dickinson. wordsworth. jung. edward abbey. albert camus. thich nhat hanh. franz kafka. goethe. tolstoy. rumi. voltaire. poe.


Heroes:



My Blog

tag schmag.

I've eluded the whole 'tagging' dilemma many times before, but alas, I have given in to the will of Melanie.. we arm wrestled over it, and she, being a terrifying sort, looked me dead in the eye and u...
Posted by trampolinist. on Sat, 05 May 2007 11:40:00 PST

aye.

"To write a good love letter, you ought to begin without knowing what you mean to say, and finish without knowing what you have written." ~Jean Jacques Rousseau
Posted by trampolinist. on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 05:49:00 PST

no subject.

If you want to become whole, first let yourself become broken. If you want to become straight, first let yourself become twisted. If you want to become full, first let yourself become empty. If you wa...
Posted by trampolinist. on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 04:42:00 PST

turd burglars: a cautionary guide.

HOW TO POOP AT WORK We've all been there but don't like to admit it. As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORKPOOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, following is t...
Posted by trampolinist. on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 08:23:00 PST

silent sea.

I was happy in my harbour When you cut me loose Floating on an ocean and confused Winds are whipping waves up Like sky scrapers And the harder they hit me The less I seem to bruise Oh when I Find t...
Posted by trampolinist. on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 09:39:00 PST

sheep

shes upset over their actions. you know.... the liars, traitors, ingrates, thieves, weaklings, sneaks, cowards, backbiters, misers, killers, fanatics, hypocrites and fools. is the notion of compassion...
Posted by trampolinist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bliss.

"The pause during which the entire world halts in its orbit. Your face embodies all the beauty of the world. Your lips, as crimson as a ripe fruit, are half open as if to express pain. A corpse's smil...
Posted by trampolinist. on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:35:00 PST

spiritual evolution. . . a story.

hi there kiddos.. an afore warning.. this story is somewhat long, so if ya aren't the reading type, you've been warned. BUT you're missing out!! silly humans.. i bet this idea isn't too far off! ...
Posted by trampolinist. on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 02:53:00 PST

holy snikees i see pink gyrating elephants!

ok, i have been swiftly inserted into the movie dumbo at precisely this sequence: the place: local barthe time: midnightstate of mind: inspiredsooo.. i went out the other night and bored with all con...
Posted by trampolinist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*nervous chuckle*

this shit gets crazier by the minute.  first some guy is getting off by holding his breath underwater in a pool and getting his butt sucked out (literally) by the pool drain and beating off, when...
Posted by trampolinist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST