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About Me



Grace

I'm never
falling
tumbling
slipping
or tripping
in love again
I had said,
closing my heart
until further notice.
Little did I consider
that even Love had fallen
foul of technological progress.
Unknown to me, Cupid had
long since traded in
his futile wooden bow
for a bright metal machine gun.

I'm back again.
Being very good friends.
Trying hard not to notice
the row of holes
currently appearing
across my chest.

-Steve Turner


My Interests

White roses.
Music.
The good times with my friends.
Anything Green.
Ladybirds.
Sunshine.
acting.
dance.
singing.

I'd like to meet:

TODD BENTLEY.!

SAWYER.!

DOG.!

Music:

WOW. a lot.
everything you can imagine...and a lot that you couldnt.
hahaha. it couldnt be more varied.
erm just a few examples:
Adele
All Shall Perish
As Blood Runs Black
August Burns Red
Billy Talent
The Black Dahlia Murder
Britney Spears
Bury Your Dead
Chris Brown
Despised Icon
Duffy
The Eagles
Eisley
Emmure
Frou Frou
Glassjaw
Goloka
The Gossip
High Contrast
Jaheim
Justin Timberlake
Keepsake Summer
Late Night Alumni
Lauryn Hill
Lionheart
Mayday Parade
Misery Signals
Missy Elliot
Modest Mouse
The Mouldy Peaches
Newton Faulkner
The Number Twelve Looks Like You
One Republic
Paramore
Parkway Drive
Philip Sheppard
Placebo
Poison The Well
Robyn
Ron Pope
Sam Sparro
Santagold
The Scene Aesthetic
Snow Patrol
Soulwax
Stevie Wonder
Sleeping Giant
Timbaland
The Ting Tings
Too Many DJs
T-Pain
Uffie
War Of Ages

....see....everything. lol

Movies:

PARTY MONSTER
Black snake moan
american history X
Whale rider
team america
the notebook
Romeo&Juliet
Talledega nights
300
The Price Of Kissing

Television:

DOG THE BOUNTY HUNTER!!
soaps. like neighbours, home&away and hollyoaks.
any dawn porter documentary. The woman is awesome.
family guy.
southpark.

Books:

'Mercy Moves Mountains'
'You Can Run But You Cant Hide' - Duane 'Dog' Chapman
'Diaries Of An Internet Lover' - Dawn Porter
'Up to Date' - Steve Turner

Heroes:

GOD.
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
&&
Jan the 11th this year,
brought around the 3rd year anniversary of losing a very important person.
I have ink on my skin so I never forget.
I hope I never do.

11/01/05
♥

My Blog

The One Before The One.

I'm just 'girl November'. A disappointed heart, yet reasonably clever. I am just girl number eleven...on a schedule of twelve. The one you liked well enough, but never could love. The one.... befo...
Posted by FOUR on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 01:46:00 PST

There is only sky between us.

There is only sky between us.Between me and the one I love.That rests my heart, Knowing all that seperates us, is nothing.Nothing physical, only thin air. There is only sky between us.Between me and t...
Posted by FOUR on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:48:00 PST

My constant

Thankyou...To you...my constant. The one who shaped me, moulded me, and then cared enough to set me free.I'm sorry I ruined a perfect plan, but thankyou for your faithfulness reguardless.I wake up and...
Posted by FOUR on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 06:33:00 PST

o’rite...read me.

I haven't blogged in a while.....hmm...its 5.36 in the morn....(ive noticed early AM is when i do the majority of my thinking. lol)so...whats been going on with me?Lots.Yesterday me and Jane went and ...
Posted by FOUR on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 10:02:00 PST

My first diary entry 2008. :)

So, I haven't written a journal...or diary type thing since I was erm...14? The ones I read back from yeeears back, have written always make me giggle. .....simply because of the past crushes...and ...
Posted by FOUR on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 09:54:00 PST

Regrettable.

Regrettable. The story so far, Written far too fast for her busy hands to keep up.  Red. Typical. What were you expecting? Give me a shade that is a better stereotype? The mind, every colo...
Posted by FOUR on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 06:12:00 PST

A promise to myself...

To have nights where I am wide awake, and never sleep a wink.To have nights where I sleep like a baby. To get excited about nothing in particular.To work harder than I ever have.To give people more th...
Posted by FOUR on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 05:24:00 PST

Only Little

I'm not angry. I'm just disappointed. We promised from the beginning we would build each other up. Yet quite unintentionally, You nearly caused my next fall. Despite the odds stacked against us....
Posted by FOUR on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:28:00 PST

spilt paint

Spilt paint? Spilt blood? No one cares to notice. As long as the message spelt out is legible. As long as the pattern and the vision are tasteful, As long as the words used are appropriate and sen...
Posted by FOUR on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 07:36:00 PST

a lack

Time has passed, and one of us must have changed.It feels like I am looking into a fairground mirror, everything backwards, distorted.You are not who I once knew, that person I held, touched, with suc...
Posted by FOUR on Wed, 23 May 2007 05:42:00 PST