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Dünny

Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Lib

About Me


it was for the gypsy i dreamt. stark blue reflections and gilded lashes. enfant gitan, her mother should have; would have called her. she danced with abandon and lived with grace. her hair covered my face in the dark. lavender and cherry blossoms. the arch of her back and the sweet sweat on her upper lip. it was for her i dreamt and of her i lived. she held me with a sigh. the stars burned us from the distance of love. je t'aime. she exhaled the words. je t'aime mon ange. it was for her loss i dreamt and of her loss i lost. my fingers sought her hips in the warm twilight garden. love kills fear. and makes it. a fountain gurgling nearby sang of darkness and stones; sunless shores and hidden caverns. we crushed our sadness beneath our bodies. she smiled against my chest. it was for her smile i dreamt and of her laughter i grew. one world of light, one of darkness, we two always on the cusp; always dawn and dusk. my palm found her neck, my fingers in her hair and my thumb against her cheek. she melted into the daisies. the embers glowed white-yellow in the hedgerow. it was of her eyes i dreamt and for her gaze i felt. orange night and azure cloud. appetite sated. muscles aching. i kissed her forehead. mon coeur, i said. my heart. she bit my lower lip just enough to draw blood. i smiled around her and bit her upper lip. we tasted each other in the half-light, one soul. we were alive. it was of her lips i dreamt and for her lips i did ache. it is loss. it is lost.

My Interests


I'm an amateur everything (poet, screenwriter, essayist, would-be novelist, painter, sculptor, software developer, carpenter, botanist, political scientist, philosopher, actor, physicist, inventor and couch potato). I recently moved back to San Antonio from Cedar City, Utah where I was a Biology student at SUU. Now I'm a Biology student at UTSA where I'm continuing my quest to become a genetic engineer because I've always wanted to design jeans.I'm into movies (watching and making), music (listening and writing), books (reading and writing; see a trend?), games, hiking, biking, camping, climbing, traveling, sex, porno, road trips, NPR, concerts, love, wine, cheese, my huge ego (but not so much that it annoys, promise) and an insatiable hunger for fresh human BRAINS!!!

I'd like to meet:

Voltaire, Ed Abbey, Natalie Portman, Rene Descartes, Ashurbanipal, Peter O'Toole, Pres Clinton, Motecuhzoma Xocoyotzin, Ariel Sharon, Fiona Apple, Erwin Rommel, Joe Isuzu, Deputy Dog, Jeffrey Combs, Tenzin Gyatso, Tom Waits, Michael Wincott and Joe South

Great, now you get to WATCH my embedded MP3 playing. Thanks Myspace!
God, aren't we the grateful bitches? Myspace is free and all we can do is moan when it isn't working right. We suck.

Music:


Honestly all. Lately I've been listening to Damien Rice, Celso Fonseca, Crass, Tom Waits, Bauhuas, Beegees, Earth Wind and Fire, Miles Davis, Willie Nelson, Burn the Priest, Supertramp, Sergio Mendez & Brazil '66, Joe South, Rob Zombie, Shai Hulud, Sidney Bechet, Schoenberg, Above the Law, Schubert, White Stripes, Marty Robbins, Steely Dan, Don McLean, Freddy Fender, Pearl Jam, Bill Thornbury, Thelonious Monk and Jethro Tull. To name a few.

Movies:


I could really go on all day on this one. I will simplify here and give a brief list of my choices for some of the most perfect films(in no particular order). That should make it clear what I like. The Name of the Rose(1986), Dark Passage(1947), The Usual Suspects(1995), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind(2004), Night of the Living Dead(1990. Yes I like Savini's version better, deal with it), Victor/Victoria(1982), True Romance(1993), O Brother, Where Art Thou?(2000), Aliens(1986), Where the Heart Is(2000), Strangers on a Train (1951), Event Horizon(1997), Blade Runner(1982 original theatrical release), Dark City(1998), Fight Club(1999), Ying xiong (2002), Sunset Blvd.(1950) and Me Myself and Irene(2000).These films did whatever it was they set out to do with perfect scores in every possible phase of the film making process. I would change nothing about these movies. The list is not by any means exhaustive, just what I could think of right now. Maybe I'll add more later.I almost forgot, if it's got zombies I'm there.

Television:


Anything on the History Channel, Almost anything on AMC or TMC, BSG (new), Dr Who (old and new), Robot Chicken, ATHF, 24, anything and everything Trek

Books:


Anything by Edward Abbey, Frank Herbert, H P Lovecraft, Ray Bradbury or Robert A. Heinlein. Also textbooks rule. I try to stick to non-fiction lately as I've got a lot of what REALLY happened to get through before I concentrate much more on fiction (the only recent exceptions being 100 Years of Solitude and Love in the Time of Cholera by Marquez and Haunted by Palahniuk). Don't get me wrong, anything new from those first five guys comes out and I'm there (Yes, I know Ray Bradbury is the only one still alive).

Heroes:


George Washington Hayduke, Stanley Kunitz, Rene Descartes, Emily Dickinson, William Jefferson Clinton, Clarence Darrow, Howard Philips Lovecraft, Vincent Van Gogh, Brian Hugh Warner, David Patrick Kelly, Jan Minich, Alan Smithee, Edward Estlin Cummings, James O'Barr, Denis Diderot, My Mother, My Grandmother, That guy who caught me sneaking under the fence into the drive-in when I was 9 but let me stay and brought me popcorn, Friedrich Nietzsche, Craig Huffstad, Jack Bauer, Edward Louis Seversen III, Joseph Alfred Souter, David Fincher and Tyler Durden for all that he is and all that he isn't.

My Blog

Fear Fest, Projekt Quarantine, and Project Self Doubt

Sorry I haven't posted a real blog in a while, kids.  Lately it's been nothing but work and school, so nothing to really report. Well, this weekend I headed up to Dallas to visit Tiff and Kevin (...
Posted by Dünny on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:40:00 PST

The Phoenix Effect, (part 27) Copyright 2007

   That first pyroclastic flow was mammoth. The southwestern wall of the crater of Alliouagana collapsed. When it went it released a wall of superheated gas and rock which descended on ...
Posted by Dünny on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 10:22:00 PST

The Phoenix Effect, (part 26) Copyright 2006

     Melinda pulled closed the curtain between the beds so that Paul wouldn't see the autopsy.  Dr Westin brought in the instruments they would need to do their work as the pa...
Posted by Dünny on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:27:00 PST

The Miseducation of Tweaky Jane - Part 1

Well, okay TJ.  If you're serious. Let's begin. When I was a kid I used to go to a park near my grandmother's house.  There was a small fishing pond there.  I would sit on the edge of t...
Posted by Dünny on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:45:00 PST

Dream Death and the Joy of Waking

I can't sleep until I have exorcised this demon. Last night I had the worst nightmare I've had in years.  I was driving my little mule with my kiddos in the back seat.  We were driving acros...
Posted by Dünny on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:51:00 PST

Dear dear friends

I am taking 15 hours of classes and working nights full time this semester.  Be patient with me dear ones, I may not be able to do much answering of messages until the weekends. oy it'll all be w...
Posted by Dünny on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:02:00 PST

Violoncello

Sensuous sighs sweep thought from mind.              Emotion. Longing.  Aching as the sound ripples memories of lost promises.  Wild ecs...
Posted by Dünny on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 05:42:00 PST

Ain't no doubt about it we were doubly blessed...

...cuz we were barely seventeen and we were barely dressed.   I could quote Meatloaf all fuckin' night.  Here's another badass Meatloaf quote (I guess technically they're Jim Steinman ...
Posted by Dünny on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:20:00 PST

Waiting at Arthur Kill

Well it's twenty after eight.  The fan spins slowly above, the cobwebs giving it the appearance of some archaic cotton candy machine.  The walls are peeling plaster the color of yellowed new...
Posted by Dünny on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 10:05:00 PST

Phoenix Effect index

The blog is sometimes a little painful to navigate on Myspace so I'll copy my friend AwesomeZara and post an index from time to time to try to keep the pieces in order. Part 1   &n...
Posted by Dünny on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 04:39:00 PST