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About Me

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Myspace LayoutsI'm Leasha and I'm about to be a Mommy! I've never been so excited and terrified in my life! I'm looking forward to teaching and most of all, learning about myself and my baby. I'm not really sure where life's taking me, but I'm eager to explore and see where it chooses to take me. I'm crazy, eccentric, reckless, irresponsible, generous, honest, passionate, over-emotional,demanding, and a million other things all at the same time. I sing as loud as I can in my car regardless of who can hear me or how horrible I might sound. I make things associate with others so they're easier to cope with sometimes. I laugh a lot at things that aren't funny even though I don't mean to. I like to make others laugh, even if it's at my own stupidity. I'm a nerd. I love to read and write. My favorite thing ever is to get all snuggled up in my blankets, listen to some emo, whiny-man music, and read a book...or do the same thing minus the book and with another person. Sleeping runs a very close race with that. I live for going to shows, eyeliner, red hair, boys who play guitar/wear glasses/wear girl pants, my family, and anyone who can read something further into lyrics than what is plainly put out there. I like passionate, genuine people. I love love love tattoos and piercings. Sometimes I say off the wall things just to see the reaction. I say that I want to have every hot, famous mans' baby even though I really don't. I'm probably the most impatient person I know. I have undiagnosed ADD. I'm not very good at tolerating other people even though it's probably a struggle for most to tolerate me. I like jumping off bridges, throwing random objects, and screaming for no reason. I'm pretty much addicted to mustard. I get frustrated at myself a lot because I'm impulsive, but that can also be a lot of fun as well. I desperately need a dog because...well I just do and it makes me sad that I don't have one. I can't stay in one spot for too long because I get really restless. I'm claustrophobic and allergic to wasps. Someday I'd like to write even though that means I'll be poor forever. I don't know what it'll be yet, but I'm anticipating the day when an astounding idea comes to mind. If I could do anything...ANYTHING, I'd buy a VW Microbus, a guitar, a few journals and pencils, and just drive around to random places all over, writing and perfoming on the sidewalk just for the hell of it. I'm unhealthily in love with the idea of being in love. And as it turns out...sometimes I talk too much. Hmmmm...?
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who loves me for me.
Someone who's genuine.
Someone with a good heart.
Someone who likes independent films.
Someone who can get along with my Dad and Sister.
Someone who helps.
Someone who'll stay up all night.
Someone who makes the time.
Someone with a vocabularly.
Someone who doesn't make empty promises.
Someone with outlandish theories and ideas.
Someone to talk about nothing for hours with.
Someone to watch the sunrise.
Someone to pick me up when I fall down, or at least hold me while until I can pick myself back up again.
Someone who doesn't intimidate or obsess about power.
Someone who finds independence attractive.
Someone who initiates.
Someone who makes me laugh.
Someone with patience.
Someone who opens doors...all the time.
Someone who admires.
Someone to wipe tears away.
Someone who stands out.
Someone who reads.
Someone sweet.
Someone family orientated.
Someone who doesn't need to be the center of attention because mine is enough.
Someone honest and trustworthy.
Someone loyal.
Someone who sees change as an opportunity.
Someone who appreciates.
Someone who's strong but not afraid to show weakness or fault.
Someone who'll make a snowman with me.
Someone who wants to make a difference.
Someone who doesn't care about what others think.
Someone with ideas.
Someone to take walks with.
Someone who understands that things aren't always as they seem.
Someone who isn't destructive, but rather, productive.
Someone who quotes movies and songs.
Someone who dances.
Someone respectful.
Someone who enjoys eccentricity.
Someone who gives compliments.
Someone to play hide and seek under the blankets with.
Someone who backs up their arguments with facts.
Someone who likes adventure and trying new things.
Someone with spirit.
Someone to make memories with.
Someone accepting.
Someone forgiving.
Someone open minded.
Someone laid back.
Someone willing to try.
Someone who puts others first.
Someone that doesn't judge.
Someone who believes in God.
Someone who wants to explore, in every sense of the word.
Someone who knows who they are and won't budge.
Someone who's a good judge of character.
Someone who gives rather than takes.
Someone who sings in the shower.
Someone who's sensitive and tough at the same time.
Someone who likes thunderstorms and will lay in the grass with me during them.
Someone comforting.
Someone with their own sense of style.
Someone who knows when to keep their opinions to themselves.
Someone who knows right from wrong.
Someone with their priorities straight.
Someone who smiles for no reason.
Someone creative.
Someone artsy.
Someone who likes babies.
Someone dramatic.
Someone to brush the hair out of my face and that I can do the same for.
Someone sincere.
Someone who cares about strangers.
Someone who doesn't make excuses.
Someone who can admit their mistakes.
Someone who's constantly working on being a better person. Someone who's festiv.
Someone who has goals.
Someone who takes action.
Someone who realizes that there are more imortant things in life than money.
Someone who's daring.
Someone to cook for.
Someone who understands my fears and won't push me too far.
Someone who know their own limits.
Someone who daydreams.
Someone to cuddle with.
Someone that will hold my hand, especially when things are tough.
Someone who aims to teach.
Someone to take silly pictures with.
Someone who will sing to me.
Someone who isn't afraid to cry.
Someone intelligent.
Someone who's okay with starting over.
Someone who loves with all they have.
Someone who doesn't regret, but learns instead.
Someone who lives with passion.
Someone who gets it.

My Blog

family...

It's come to my attention recently that maybe I'm not paying enough attention to some areas of my life, or rather, some people in it.  With all the frenzy that's been taking place around me latel...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:11:00 PST

So, fairtytales don't come true after all.

So, what do you do when you've exhausted all of your resources?  Start from square one?  Try to pick up somewhere else on your own?  Finish something that you started with someone else,...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:19:00 PST

Who, What, When...Ect....

  THE WHOS-1. Who is in the room with you?It's just me2. Who is the last person to text you?Justin I think, but my phone's been off for awhile3. Whose house did you last go to?hmmm....Tammy's to ...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 11:40:00 PST

Kill Yourself! Kill Yourself! Kill Yourself!

I'm becoming increasingly irritated with pretty much everything.  My Grandmother is hands down, the  most annoying, gripy person I've ever had to deal with, she knows this, and she continues...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:53:00 PST

Death+Movies+Baby Clothes+Doctor's Appointments=My Life

I haven't blogged in a couple of days....I think...so I figured I'd update a little.  Not really much is going on.  I still feel like death but my doctor's appointment is Thursday, so hopefu...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 01:41:00 PST

Pretty Much Dying Slowly

I'm seriously considering making a trip to the hospital.  Something's not right.  I've been up since 6:00 this morning dying pretty much.  I helped Sudee fix her hair and makeup for Sno...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:09:00 PST

Sarah's Survey

Eye color:"The kind of green that doesn't make a big deal of itself..."Shoe size:7 1/2Height:5'4"What are you wearing now?Brown pants and a pink and green striped sweaterRighty or lefty:Righty--------...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 09:55:00 PST

Moving On and Taking It With Me

Every little girl does this thing when she's little.  If they tell you they don't they're lying because it sounds stupid and they don't want to embarrass themselves.  We spend a lot of time ...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:15:00 PST

And You're Too Smart To Act So Dumb

I want piggy back rides and hand holding.  I want to settled down all snuggle with someone to watch a movie, and be able to get through the entire thing and then some without having to worry abou...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:51:00 PST

Just Walk Away

"Baby, You Wouldn't Last A Minute On The Creek"Let's just stop,drop everything,(forget each other's names) forget each other's names,And just walk away.Turn around and head in different directions,Lik...
Posted by Pay It Forward on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 04:43:00 PST