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About Me

"kindness is just love with its work boots on"
hiii, i am michael, uhh hilton. i am a simple boy living in a complex world full of confusion and chaos. i am currently living in kansas city, missouri with the two most important beings in my life, my best friend, amanda van k and the most cutest animal i have ever encountered, chloe nicole dog. (she is a chihuahua)
my mind and spirit are mostly in los angeles and someday my body will meet up with the two. my heart on the other hand is broken up into three different pieces right now, two of which are here in missouri and the other of which is on the east coast. i really try to remain optimistic about life, but the older i get the more i see it fade away.. pretty sad, huh?
i consider myself to be a drifter because i dont want to be in anyone place too long. i am a country boy, undeniably, but i hate it more than youll ever know. i have several tattoos and piercings with a lot more on the way. my dream love should be covered in both and have blue or green eyes. i try not to be picky, but i am. music plays a huge role in my life and if i had to pick one artist to listen to forever, it would be jenny lewis. i used to be obsessed with television shows, i have since given up on that, with exception of the girls next door and the new 90210. the obsessions i havent given up on are all over my page, take a look.
i try to be strong, but i break a lot. i have a lot of scorpio tendencies that some might find annoying. i am jaded and insecure, those are my worst downfalls and i am telling you sorry now. i constantly feel like i dont know the answers, but i am working on that. i want nothing more than to be in love, but first i gotta love myself. lastly, my life is currently in a transition period, i dont know where its going, but i love this period of self exploration and no one can take it away from me.
oh yeah, i am a writer, or at least i write a lot, mostly about heart break and experiences. if you feel so inclined you can read my blog, just go here -- http://michaelisuncool.blogspot.com

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this is it.

this is the last time i will write about you.but this isn't the last time i will think about you.you've constantly been on my mind, since day one.and now that moment i have dreaded is coming --everyth...
Posted by michael hilton on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 08:21:00 PST

RE: well youve been trying to get my attention for some time so here you go.

let me start this off nicely.i have NOT been trying to get your attention.so, you really shouldn't flatter yourself.i dont now, nor have i ever, claimed to play a big role in your life.in fact, you ha...
Posted by michael hilton on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 02:46:00 PST

i wish i didnt but,

IHATEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH!...
Posted by michael hilton on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 03:39:00 PST

holy shit.

so i think this is myspace blog worthy:soo at about 3am, amanda and i decided we needed mcdonalds.we started heading that way and as we were driving i saw a cop.i told amanda, hey youre totally gonna ...
Posted by michael hilton on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 12:02:00 PST

the musics no good without you.

when my phone lights up, i look to see if its you. it never is, but its good to remain optimistic. and i dont know if i want to talk to you, as much as i just want to hear your voice. i want you just ...
Posted by michael hilton on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 01:20:00 PST

untitled.

i feel like im in a constant struggle with myself.just when i think i am done thinking about you.you come back into my mind.it just makes me so frustrated.you make me feel that what i did was not righ...
Posted by michael hilton on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 01:11:00 PST

resolver.

its awful funny how ive spent these last couple weeks being depressed and border line suicidal. tonight i had this realization, its been so long overdue and i am glad it happened. ive you seen him in...
Posted by michael hilton on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 01:22:00 PST

it ended in a dream.

picture a day like any other.i was headed to pick up a certain boy.we came back to my house and were hanging out.everything was normal, it was like every other time.then amanda wanted to go hang out w...
Posted by michael hilton on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 02:25:00 PST

dear you, (part two)

im running out of things to say to you.which is probably a good thing because none of the other stuff mattered.it must be nice to be on the other side of this.to be the one who is riding so high, inst...
Posted by michael hilton on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 10:24:00 PST

i want to melt your heart.

i cant stop thinking about you.every small detail of every second we spent together.both good and bad.your beautiful eyes are burned into my mind.and theyre all i can see when i close my eyes.before i...
Posted by michael hilton on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:40:00 PST