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sarah with an H

Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember t

About Me

i don't know how to date. i will fiercely defend those i love. i stay up really late and i shouldn't. i'm becoming a softy in my old age-i find myself crying at movies, commercials, things of that sort. i've had the same dream every night for as long as i can remember. i laugh long, loud and unabashedly. i use the word lovely far too often for not being a 70 year old woman. music makes me happy. i fall down, i don't trust anyone who says they don't like/listen to music-that's just not right. i'm disappointed that i haven't seen europe yet. i don't do enough to let my friends know how much they mean to me. i let laziness get in the way of my creativity. i'm a bad driver. i'm clumsy. i'm 27 years old, but really not quite an adult. i used to be left handed but they made me change in school. i'll tell you if i'm into you, i might not tell you if i'm not. i still sleep with a teddy bear. i sing at the top of my lungs in the car. i own more undergarments than any woman should. i'll play nintendo (just plain ol' nintendo-preferably super mario bros.) when given the chance. i always tip 20% or more. i'm kinda embarassed to be on myspace. i still remember my first phone number, but have a hard time recalling what i ate for dinner. the first warm day of spring makes me so happy it's silly. i try to do or say something nice for someone every day-keep in mind i said try. sometimes i'll laugh out loud just thinking about something funny-i get strange looks and then have to explain myself. i will walk across the street to avoid walking on a sidewalk grate. i quit smoking, then started again, and i quit again. i was a vegetarian for 9 years. i don't think i'd ever live anywhere but the north/east coast-probably nowhere but jersey.

My Interests

J'ADORE: fast scrabble, words, disco fries at 2am, pointsettias and bloody mary's, tea with milk and honey, the cold side of the pillow, the smell of fall, friday nights and saturday breakfasts, dancing on stage at the stone pony, brunching with my girls, ridiculous quotes, nola, driving stick, the stein's kitchen, calla lillies, anticipation, boys, my east coast attitude, letting go, hoodies, nyc, being girlie, sharpies, the idea of being someone's mom, being alone, inside jokes (when i'm part of them), mexican food, underwear, going to shows, being next, getting carded, wine, growing up, chapstick, my home town, tattooed boys, winter, being lost with friends, sex, trees, NBR(it's bordering on obsession these days), making lists, hanging out with my family, shitty nights that turn out to be the best ever, making up words with my friends-v'good, delectus, etc..., people who read ('cause they like to, not 'cause they have to), gin and tonics with indian food, showers, being happy for other people, sleeping, boys who put the seat down, being told stories, good teeth, my dirty mind, laughing, raising the bar, sneakers and stilettos, having my breath taken away, the beach, doing things that scare me, fireplaces, comfortable silence J'DETESTE: that new blood revival is breaking up, missing rebecca, being interrupted, blind dates, public speaking, being stared at, sunburn, obsessing, being technologically inept, hangovers, losing, being lonely, jamster and ditech.com commercials, the shuffling of feet while walking, taking out the garbage, those who don't know the proper usage of there, their, and they're (bad grammar/spelling in general), carnations, inside jokes (when i'm not part of them), small talk, job hunting, mushrooms, raspberries, olives, oysters, falling, getting old, my lack of self control, hurricanes, self doubt, summer, being lost alone, spiders (but i won't kill 'em), needing validation from the opposite sex, animal abuse, boys, being shy, california, my bed, buying gas, george w. bush, being tickled (makes me cry), the ocean, being "that girl" in the story, rabid sports fans, akward silence, pretense

Music:

in no order whatsoever-radiohead, portishead, talking heads, propellorheads-what can i say, i like head ;-) tricky, biggie, amy winehouse, the shins, tribe called quest, wu-tang...again and again, tribe called quest, nas, dmb, sublime, tom jones, coheed & cambria, ella fitzgerald, sick of it all, mos def, old school michael jackson, sarah vaughn, tom waits, murder city devils, velvet underground, the dead, frank sinatra, sneaker pimps, ozomatli, john coltrane, vision of disorder, barenaked ladies, grandfather ridiculous, keane, modest mouse, bouncing souls, jack johnson, the roots, lost boyz (both thanks to dean) white stripes, miles davis, prince, nirvana (thanks dan) ween, weezer, the pharcyde, beastie boys, beck, david gray, marley, flogging molly (thanks bec) dropkick murphys, jethro tull, kanye west, krs one, big breakfast, ben harper, rhcp, incubus, dylan, cake, no doubt, god speed you black emperor (thanks eric) johnny cash, massive attack, rusted root, coldplay, daft punk, outkast, ben folds (five)--possibly the most poignant music i've ever heard (again, thanks dan) NBR (AAAAHHHHH i love you rebecca!) stevie wonder, jamiroquai, sunny day real estate, tool

Movies:

GARDEN STATE, snatch, BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S, the big lebowski, SUPER TROOPERS, gladiator, breakfast club (most early john hughes flicks), neverending story, american splendor, labyrinth, steel magnolias, cold mountain, OFFICE SPACE (i cannot work without my stapler) eternal sunshine, PONETTE, THE VILLAGE (a lovely-not scary-movie about love, hope and the power of fear), erin brokovich, drunken master, anchorman (i didn't want to like it but this line made me: "let's go out on a date. have some chicken, some sex-see what happens"absolutely hilarious!!!) shawshank redemption, house of sand and fog, donnie darko, fight club, goonies, LOVE ACTUALLY, kill bills, secretary, fear and loathing in las vegas, very bad things, bruce lee movies (i don't know what it is about him, but i am enthralled by that man!) lock, stock and 2 smoking barrels, the shining, bubble boy, almost famous, say anything (pretty much anything by cameron crowe), in america, amelie, swingers (you're so money baby and you don't even know it), a beautiful mind, the good girl, braveheart, lucas, GOODFELLAS, gangs of new york, all michael moore flicks (george bush is an idiot and you know it!) pulp fiction, DAZED AND CONFUSED, princess bride, carlitos way, a christmas story, romeo and juliet (the 70's version)

Books:

i just noticed how short my list of books was in comparison to movies and tv. (i consider music to be on the same par-artistically and intellectually, as books so that group is not being held up to scrutiny) and i got to wondering. have i succumbed? am i being "dumbed down"? do i really derive so much more pleasure and knowledge from a screen than from the written word. i then realized that no, in fact, i enjoy literature far more than any movie or television show. and because i hold books in such high esteem i'm more selective with what becomes a favorite. i'm glad i've come to that conclusion, i was starting to worry. where the wild things are, the day after, where the red fern grows, anything sedaris, celestine prophecy, all shel silverstein books, in cold blood, anything by michael moore, kitchen confidential, national geographic, wiseguys, cold mountain, tuesdays with morrie, getting into jodi picoult (my sister's keeper) escoffier, veronica decides to die, the alchemist -anything by paulo coelho, little women, catcher in the rye, amityville horror (scariest book ever!!!!) new yorker, vogue, jane, hate to admit it but i love us weekly and ok

My Blog

cowboys and gin.

i awoke in last night's make-up reeking of cowboys and gin...a good night?   but first, let me start by stating for the record that while southern comfort is, in fact southern, it is in no way co...
Posted by sarah with an H on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 04:09:00 PST

wow...that's pretty much me to a tee! i'm not braggin' or nothin' ;-)

i took this from a bulletin someone posted.  for those of you who know me, you'll see that it's pretty accurate.  for those of you who don't know me, read on...   DECEMBER:This straight...
Posted by sarah with an H on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:35:00 PST

fuckin' a, i am soooo happy!

2 of my all time favorite people are going to be here (not in stupid california or boston!) in a matter of mere hours!  bec's coming home for a minute then it's off the nc.  even though...
Posted by sarah with an H on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 09:29:00 PST

sexiest song ever (maybe not ever, but at least top 5!)

"doreen"matt witte top ten and here am iwell the wax is hot and the girls are flysomeone told me life would be much worsebut doreen still won't please meshe's makin faces at the girl beneath meflickin...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm going on a diet

but it's not what you're thinking.  there will be no hunger pangs or portion control.  i'm going on a diet from society. (such a brilliant phrase i had to steal it from you dave) lately i've...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yay me!

first off, you should all know how completely anilhilated i was last night.  it was bec's first night home and we partied like nobody's business.  so needless to say (but i will anyway) the ...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

punch in the throat

this afternoon i was going through old stuff be gotten rid of.  books, stuffed animals etc&i found two rolls of film and had no idea how old they were or what they contained.  cause im imp...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if not for bad luck...

...i'd have no luck at all. yesterday afternoon i rushed into my car and started to back out of the driveway. a small bump jarred the car but i thought nothing of it-probably just the newspaper. ...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a day in the life...

i woke up around 9ish to the sounds of the new jack johnson cd-aahh. and had a serious hankering for banana pancakes. so i dragged my ass outta bed and into the kitchen. i prepared enough pancak...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hey look...someone wrote a song about me (not really, but i got your attention)

Hey, don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on. Just try your best, try everything you can. And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're...
Posted by sarah with an H on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST