my downfall.. |
As i sit here just pondering my simple life i start to wonder if i did something in the past to deserve this torture i've had to endure. like someone or something is trying to make me miserable just t...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Jul 2009 23:44:00 GMT |
thoughts |
I've come to realize that i'm waiting in thispathetic hell hole i call life waiting and hoping to be freed. For some reason i can't find a way out, I'm stuck forever in a never ending downward spiral....
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 15:15:00 GMT |
blah..... |
do you know how hard it is to sit around and do nothing all day but at the same time have this aching feeling that your suppose to be doing something more?....how can you sit around and have feelings ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 17:02:00 GMT |
blood |
well yet a another pathetic ending to a day...the only thing i can count on right now is the fact that tomorrow i get to get up and do it all over again....i want something in my life that doesn't mak...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:13:00 GMT |
love sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
you know what really sucks is knowing you like someone but not knowing wether they feel the same way about you......i've had so many rough time in my life and they seem to just keep getting worse...on...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 21:57:00 GMT |
misery loves me |
does it really never get any better no matter how hard you try....everything that i seem to do has something bad to go with it ...i can't even talk to certain people cuz they might get in to trouble w...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 20:31:00 GMT |
lost love |
how does everything just come to you clearer when you really just want to let it all go......i've realized that through being naive and my stupidity that i have lost the love of my life and there is n...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:42:00 GMT |
wishful thinking |
looking back in life there are a few things that i would like to changeabout it... i don't regret anything i've done but there are things that if i could do them over i'd do something different.....ju...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 00:43:00 GMT |
sleepless..................... |
Hard to sleep as the hours roll by
tossing and turning all night long
waiting for your loving body
to come and set me free from the pain
Eyes opening forever more
wanting nothing but darkness
where is...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:07:00 GMT |
sucks......... |
does everything go wrong at the same time........just like everythings perfect at the same time........bad days from being so sick and not being able to even stand up.....tried really hard not to get ...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 19:35:00 GMT |
