I have a hard time remembering the things I should remember and a hard time forgetting the things I should forget. Oh Christ when You're ready to come back I think I'm ready for You to come back but if You want to stay wherever exactly it is You are, that's okay too - it's really none of my business.
There are a thousand sanities worth leaving to take your madness home, you dance inside my chest where no on sees you, but sometimes I see you rejoice, the cleansing of my lips.Rejoice, salvation of my soul! But I still have a thousand half-loves(Oh my God! I want to shoot myself just thinking about it)And you think I don't mean what I say? I mean every word I say.I threw a stone at the reflection of my image in the water, and it altogether disapperared.I burst, it shattered me like a bullet through a bottle, and I'm expected to believe that any of this is real.
Aint' Noone Gonna Break My Stride... Aint Noone Gonna Hold Me Down... Oh No, I Got To Keep On Movin' To Stay Alive - Matisyahu
Come kiss my face goodbye, that space below my eye and above my cheek Cause I'm faint and fading fast, I see a darkness And I shall be released. I'll pass like a fever from this body, And softly slip into his hands I tried to love you and I failed, But I have another plan.
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I was swimming through the waves for what must have been days, but could find no relief. When I started sinking down I thought for certain I would drown until I saw you in the ocean. Underneath all the bright colored fish tell of a treasure in a dull shell."Such subtlety, so easily missed!"You, my hidden pearl and perfect love and I'm a living example of 100% the opposite of this. If I ask the same questions well maybe I repeat myself from time to time, but it's because everyone who answers me is a liar.She's like a hot cloth on a fevered head and like a needle she leads me. (well I follow like thread) But you untied me.Didn't you untie me, Lord? And now I haven't even thought about killing myself in almost 5 months.
Jesus Christ!!! My Hard Working Mom and Dad... And Me I Guess... and Benjamin Gibbard..