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finding beauty in the dissonance

About Me

female, 20 something, artist, lover, friend & foe

"I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human."
-TOOL









My Interests

photography, printmaking, drawing, (ART), reading, writing, driving, rural america, death, destruction, jagermeister, MUSIC, RODENTS, fauna, hills and valleys, abandoned buildings, my sweet-ass camera, NICO (my chihuahua), introspection, video games, retrospection, meaningful conversation, coming full circle, love, friendship, antiques, the feminine aspects of life, boys (some of them), sunshine, sunset, thunderstorms, change, inner monologue, transformation, reverberations, LIFE, and the ever frightening thought of my ultimate demise.

I'd like to meet:

alex grey, albert hoffmann, jean-paul sartre, martin heidegger, ayn rand, bertrand russell, stephen colbert, bill hicks (anyone have a time machine?) l. ron hubbard (just so I could kick him in his tiny nuts), timothy leary, kurt vonnegut, bill callahan, MAYNARD, william patrick corgan, vincent van gogh, andres serrano, les MOFUCKIN' claypool, etc.I'll move to heal as soon as pain allows so we can reunite and both move on together.

Music:

tool, a perfect circle, les claypool // primus, pavement, deftones, blur, smog, isis, fantomas, built to spill, king crimson, liz phair, cat power, smashing pumpkins, pearl jam, soundgarden, modest mouse, dead prez, mobb deep, nine inch nails, sonic youth, cypress hill, pink floyd, led zeppelin, black sabbath, team sleep, the doors, fugazi, minor threat, white stripes, dj shadow, portishead, radiohead, jane's addiction, beta band, RJD2, peeping tom, tomahawk, interpol, pixies, neutral milk hotel, nirvana, neil young, gorillaz, fleetwood mac, eagles of death metal, queens of the stoneage, RATM, CCR, blind melon, the postal service, sparklehorse, sublime, the strokes, steve miller band, thom yorke, too $hort, violent femmes, the velvet underground, U.N.K.L.E, mr. bungle, ween, weezer, wolfmother, etc...

Movies:

The Big Lebowski, Fargo, Raising Arizona, Run Ronnie Run, Shawshank Redemption, Requiem For a Dream, Waking Life, Silence of the Lambs, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Capote, American History X, American Psycho, and the list goes on and on and on.

Television:

SQUIDBILLIES, TRAILER PARK BOYS, The Colbert Report, Penn & Teller's Bullshit, The Daily Show, Carnivale, documentaries on the body and other natural elements, historical documentaries, ATHF, etc.

Books:

Being and Time, Being and Nothingness, We the Living, Breakfast of Champions, Mother Night, Corpse, Why I am Not a Christian, The Flies, No Exit, Wasted, American Psycho, A Clockwork Orange, Silence of the Lambs, etc.

Heroes:

♥a league of extraordinary gentlemen♥

♥lovelies♥

♥selling his soul since '77♥
♥see above♥
♥da boyz♥

My Blog

Very long time, no see.

I don't mess with this anymore, really... I just wanted to stop by and let everyone know I'm still alive. Yep. See ya! :)
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 01:45:00 PST

come on in, motherfuckers! // LMAO

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Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:05:00 PST

oh..........my..........god

Those of you who know me well know how much I love Silent Hill... Silent Hill 5 comes out next year... It's gonna be awesome. ...
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:38:00 PST

3 times in one year

Tool! Tool! Tool!Sorry... My life is pretty much shit ATM, but that is some really good news.TOOL!
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 02:37:00 PST

worshipping the chode

Blizzard only has one thing on their minds - tiny rock penis.
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 05:21:00 PST

*SLAPS FOREHEAD*

I'm sorry, but pro-lifers are fucking retarded.
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 09:55:00 PST

blood elf mages are hott as hell

Level 38 right now. I've got about 1478 health and 3300 mana unbuffed. Fire spec, etc.Look me up! In game name = Babetastic. Join my guild! Reverend Maynards Gospel.OMFG I LOVE WoW!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 07:34:00 PST

maybe it’s time to start reconsidering my lack of religious belief

Someone, somewhere is looking out for me. I don't know if it is a person of this earth, of this flesh, blood, and marrow, but there is someone out there.The state dropped all charges against me today....
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:06:00 PST

"opus" - Spiral Eyes (Robyn Breen & Camella Grace)

"opus"Spiral Eyes //  Spiral Eyes is Robyn Breen and Camella Grace ...
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 07:20:00 PST

to billy - never will there be a more relevant moment than this

the patient  A groan of tedium escapes me, Startling the fearful. Is this a test? It has to be, Otherwise I c...
Posted by finding beauty in the dissonance on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 06:55:00 PST