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Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com)

Certain things catch your eye,But pursue only those that capture your heart...

About Me

"Be advised that I, being free, do not have to pay tribute to anyone, nor do I believe there is a king greater than I. However, I will have the pleasure to be the friend of your emperor, since he should be a great prince to send his armies throughout the world. But this Pope does not interest me; much less will I obey him, I being in the kingdom of my father and our religion being good and I and my subjects are happy. However, despite my being a son of Huayna Capac I cannot discuss anything so wise and old. The Christ that you speak of died, the Sun and Moon never die, besides how do you know your god created the world?" Inca Atahuallpa (Machu Picchu)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting in your heart's longing.It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.I want to know if you can sit in pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own,if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tip of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your life from God's presence.I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children.It doesn't interest me who you are, how you came to be here.I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.The Invitation By Oriah Mountain Dreamer(A Native American Elder)

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Heroes:

MI MAMA Y MI PAPA, and my grandmother my u rest in peace.. luv u

My Blog

My prayer

Stop knocking im not coming out. Stop trying I got my shear of doubts I'm just so scared having to wait Before I can open the next door To find out what bullshit I stepped into now. Can't seem to ma...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 09:21:00 PST

Fiction

Fiction Feel so small I can't stand tallNothing really counts when ur stuck under grownHelplessly alive with only a hope to revive,Standing outside looking at a picture knowing ur not in timeTo witne...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 09:17:00 PST

this gave me goosbumbs.. enjoy!

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting in your heart's longing.   It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want t...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 12:34:00 PST

I can live without

Thanks for the support but I can live withoutWhat u call help, seems more like a desperate measure of guilt,I can live withoutThanks for giving me a helping hand but I can live without Your theory of ...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 03:52:00 PST

Shh

If I may, I will say what I like. Dont care about you and your friends, licking each others back, to roll over others with your ignorance You wont be the one who shuts me up.   The greed is all o...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 03:51:00 PST

Fear

Breathing in air, spitting out fear. Breaking in and leaving with sin. Only a moment of silence, until it flows over with guilt. My face down on the hot concrete, smelling in the material world. St...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 03:48:00 PST

Proud of nothing

Until the end I will struggle, In the end I will find peace. Somewhere, some how, I will learn that the road is more than a fight to survive. So shit be told, im gonna live just how I choose and be ...
Posted by Beggars cant be choosers,,, (www.stillstarvin.com) on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:24:00 PST