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Happiness is a Warm Gun

goodness is the only investment that never fails

About Me

I am Jess. I'm 21 years old. I want to spend my life being a nomad and traveling the globe, or hiding away in some remote location doing a cultural study or archaeological excavation. .
i am in love with life
and it is my intention to change the world for the better

My Interests

unattainable-freeing-abstinence

I'd like to meet:

someone who can keep up with me

Song of the Open Road
Walt Whitman

4
The earth expanding right hand and left hand,
The picture alive, every part in its best light,
The music falling in where it is wanted, and stopping where it is
not wanted,
The cheerful voice of the public road, the gay fresh sentiment of
the road.

O highway I travel, do you say to me Do not leave me?
Do you say Venture not-if you leave me you are lost?
Do you say I am already prepared, I am well-beaten and undenied,
adhere to me?

O public road, I say back I am not afraid to leave you, yet I love
you,
You express me better than I can express myself,
You shall be more to me than my poem.

I think heroic deeds were all conceiv'd in the open air, and all
free poems also,
I think I could stop here myself and do miracles,
I think whatever I shall meet on the road I shall like, and whoever
beholds me shall like me,
I think whoever I see must be happy.

5
From this hour I ordain myself loos'd of limits and imaginary lines,
Going where I list, my own master total and absolute,
Listening to others, considering well what they say,
Pausing, searching, receiving, contemplating,
Gently, but with undeniable will, divesting myself of the holds that
would hold me.

I inhale great draughts of space,

The east and the west are mine, and the north and the south are
mine.

I am larger, better than I thought,
I did not know I held so much goodness.

All seems beautiful to me,
can repeat over to men and women You have done such good to me
I would do the same to you,
I will recruit for myself and you as I go,
I will scatter myself among men and women as I go,
I will toss a new gladness and roughness among them,
Whoever denies me it shall not trouble me,
Whoever accepts me he or she shall be blessed and shall bless me.

6
Now if a thousand perfect men were to appear it would not amaze me,
Now if a thousand beautiful forms of women appear'd it would not
astonish me.

Now I see the secret of the making of the best persons,
It is to grow in the open air and to eat and sleep with the earth.

Here a great personal deed has room,
(Such a deed seizes upon the hearts of the whole race of men,
Its effusion of strength and will overwhelms law and mocks all
authority and all argument against it.)

Here is the test of wisdom,
Wisdom is not finally tested in schools,
Wisdom cannot be pass'd from one having it to another not having it,
Wisdom is of the soul, is not susceptible of proof, is its own
proof,
Applies to all stages and objects and qualities and is content,
Is the certainty of the reality and immortality of things, and the
excellence of things;
Something there is in the float of the sight of things that provokes
it out of the soul.

Now I re-examine philosophies and religions,
They may prove well in lecture-rooms, yet not prove at all under the
spacious clouds and along the landscape and flowing currents.

Here is realization,

Here is a man tallied-he realizes here what he has in him,
The past, the future, majesty, love-if they are vacant of you, you
are vacant of them.

Only the kernel of every object nourishes;
Where is he who tears off the husks for you and me?
Where is he that undoes stratagems and envelopes for you and me?

Here is adhesiveness, it is not previously fashion'd, it is apropos;
Do you know what it is as you pass to be loved by strangers?
Do you know the talk of those turning eye-balls?

Music:

the earth

Books:

Walk Across America, Bandit Queen of India, Into the Wild, True Story of Hansel and Gretal, Walden, Nickel and Dimed, The motorcycle diaries

Heroes:


Phoolan Devi
Bernadette Devlin
Abbie Hoffman

rosebud

My Blog

Spring Training

Just got back Sunday from spring training in North Carolina. It was so intense. over a week of rowing 3 times a day, we raced 4 times a day and had a big race against ohio state and UNC on saturday. I...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:35:00 PST

That man is richest whose pleasures are the cheapest.

Last semester at school isn't so hot. I feel rebellious, more so than usual, tired of academics and the constraints of the class room. I can only take comfort in the thought of disappearing after grad...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:00:00 PST

Life Update & Xav show

                  So I'm back in the swing of Uni. My last semester, and I know I'll miss it heaps but seriously I am so ...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:30:00 PST

Lakota Native Americans Disband from US Rule

So the Lakota have declared themselves independent of the United States of America just a few days ago, and not many people have even heard of the separation! I am not surprised that the news media ...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:58:00 PST

Backpacking America

I want to backpack America. I want to really get a sense of my country first hand. I want to walk through small towns and sleep on peoples lawns, be living that lifestyle again. I haven't stopped thin...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 08:21:00 PST

Life in Oz is too beautiful to last foreverrrr

Australia is amazing. It's been an extraordinary home to me, and I don't want to leave. I never thought in my life that I could find a place in the world that was utterly jam packed with such gorgeous...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:22:00 PST

Xavier Rudd and an aside on the future

I just bought a ticket to go see Xavier in Byron on November 3! Anyone else going? Causeeeee it's gonna be amazing. Doubt anyone is cause no one even reads this thing.In the process of applying to tea...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST

australia

so i'm in australia, I've been living here for a month and its sick. I love it, people here are amazing! I have done so much already and met heaps of new friends. I went sandboarding, snorkeling, and ...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:28:00 PST

ireland :(

i miss ireland i want to live there yea its nice to be somewhere familiar and  not have to speak really quietly so people dont notice im american but i got more culture shock coming home than i d...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:39:00 PST

Hello From Cork

Hello Lovelies! I got into Cork yesterday after spending all last week on Achill Island soaking up the sun and working from 9 to 5 doing actual archaeology. I got to work on the slopes of Slievemore M...
Posted by Happiness is a Warm Gun on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 06:45:00 PST