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Jessy

No one can save me now...

About Me

Hail, I'm Jessy. I'm a gothic, Bi female, who wears Emo glasses and likes a variety of things. I’m 5'1" and I'm big girl get over it...I have, I have been described as unique, original, and fun. I can keep up an intellectual conversation very easily, talk to me and I'm sure that it will be apparent. I have a father who loves me, a mother that doesn't and a step fater too stupid for words. An older sister, a younger brother. About twelve aunts and uncals. I have both my grand mothers niether of my grand fathers. Two neices, both of wich I love. One is five years old the other is three. The three year old is also my God child, I'm so proud. I love the colors black, purple,and blue all dark colors....I am told that though I dress in dark colors in the natural my spirit sports pure white. I'm afraid of alot of normal things like big dogs, being alone, losing my father ect but I also fear much deeper things. I fear never seeing a day when people around me who hurt them selves never find Happyness. I fear people who don't know this feeling...who have never felt love. Hate is a strong word, but I really do not like people who won't even hear what I have to say. I choose my own path. Normally, I hate to argue, but I have passion, I take things to heart and will fight for what I believe in. I will die for what I believe in, of that you can be sure. I cry a lot, I'm a loving person, and kind hearted to boot; but I am only that way because it is me. It is who I was ment to be, I do not pretend to be who I am not. I love my Daddy Wolf there is good reason why he's on my top page, he is a great person and deserves respect. The love we share is great and true that's why I have hopes on making it a more permanant situation.
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My Interests


I like... pitch black, music, dancing, writing, talking, chatting, singing, painting, hanging out, parties, sword fighting, messing around .., electronics and or photonics, school's ok, playing video games, taking walks, and working with my hands. i craft chain maille, work with sheet metal, work on cars, metal work will always have a place in my heart...I love to feel empowered. Wood working and/or carpentry is also and interest of mine. Working on cars and really anything that's broken is fun to me...it challenges the mind. Also getting tough with the guys, playing football, speed ball, field hockey, really any sport that is not meant for girls...if it hurts then it's worth playing! By the way, I can not spell worth a shit please excuse any spelling errors you my come across whilst we are talking. This profile was spelled checked using a word processing program so I don’t seem like such and idiot.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who shares the same interests as I do, anyone into the SCA, I just recently started with that one.I like my women kind of thin with good personalities also I think goth/punk chicks are hot but it?s not a necessity. I tend to be attracted to the more girlie one?s this is because I am naturally the butch one. Personalities requiered...who wants to date a board. I can put up with alot of stuff but idiocy, bitchyness, and close-mindedness are three things I hate.I like my men funny, attractive(beauty is in the eyes of the beholder), kind and loving, someone who know?s how to treat a women I?ve had to many crappy guys to know what I don?t like. I'm not asking for a knight in shining armor, although that would be fun at the ocassional Ren. fair, I would just like a sholder to cry on when needed. Some one who talks and shares as well as someone whom can listen. As for anymore specifics, just talk to me and get to know me.
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Music:


AFI, MSI, COI, NIN, ICP, Nirvana, Godsmack, Creed, the Beatles, colchamber, breaking benjamin, Disturbed, Crystel Meth, Seven Dust, Cold, Korn, Limpbizket, Marilyn Manson, Type-O-Negative, Alice in Chains, Green day, Metallica, Tool ,Cradel of Filth, Jack off Jill, System of a Down, Crossfade, Smile Empty Soul, Ozzy, Staind, Black Sabbath, Queen, Drowning Pool, Stabbing Westward, Papa Roach, Pink Floyd, Styx, Mudvayne, Shinedown, Three Days Grace, Guns and Roses, Incubus, Velvet Revolver, Muse, Soundgarden, 3 Doors Down, Strata, Bush, No Address, Lacuna Coil, Exies, Seether, and more
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : Low
Schizoid Disorder : Low
Schizotypal Disorder : High
Antisocial Disorder : Low
Borderline Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Disorder : High
Narcissistic Disorder : Low
Avoidant Disorder : Moderate
Dependent Disorder : High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High

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Movies:


Television:

I like Monk, Law and Order, Charmed, Invader Zim!! I also like shows like Trading Spaces, Clean Sweep, In a Fix, While You Were Out, Queer Eye for the Straight guy, What not to wear...stuff like that. but i never really watch TV like I'll catch one of those shows every two days. I'm mostly on this thing.

Books:


Heroes:


My Blog

wrote this a while ago about getting/being preggo

Here I stand, I await you, I hear you walking toward me in the grass,the water hitting the rocks, I stand on the cliff in our dreams, in the land of beauty and serenity. I fee...
Posted by Jessy on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 10:27:00 PST

Deserving

What world is this, what tries what tribulations must I live? the love of one, the ease of another. Where does my heart lay? What shall be the next cause in my effect? Shall it be an act of ...
Posted by Jessy on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:29:00 PST

LOVE, LIFE, and HAPPINESS

This life I love you for what we are, and what we have. I love the way you hold me and nothing, Nothing can get to me. No feelings of pain, no illness, even my tears seem to stop. For the reason they ...
Posted by Jessy on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 11:44:00 PST

Third Person

Jessy needs to puke... who the fuck is jessy anyway, she is nothing. a fucked up being that has no point being here and no reason enough to susstain life. a fucking slut among others. she is beyond no...
Posted by Jessy on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 04:33:00 PST

who is jessy?

http://kevan.org/johari?name=JessyLee
Posted by Jessy on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 04:34:00 PST

God

God I need you, Where are you I need your help, God? I need answers I need guidance Father. I need love I need support God. I need a shoulder to cry on and arms to hold me Father. I need your strength...
Posted by Jessy on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:07:00 PST

how well do you know me?

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=0512201 35921-564133
Posted by Jessy on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 11:06:00 PST

New Tattoo 08/20/05

wow so i totally realized i didn't make a post about my new tatt haha. yup thats right awsome tatt. i got it 08/20/05 at about 2:00pm,  2 hours and $240 dollars later there was my tatt. ...
Posted by Jessy on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:11:00 PST

Your Love is...

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchanYour name is...Your kiss is...deliciousYour hugs are...to die forYour eyes...burn into my heartYour touch is...irresistableYour smell is...refreshingYour smile is...h...
Posted by Jessy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sex survey

sex SEX sexCreated by etoile and taken 8166 times on bzoink!when was your first...kiss...w/ girls 7; w/ boys 8with tongue?w/ girls 13; w/ boys 15handjob/fingerbang [received]?w/ girls 13; w/ boys 15ha...
Posted by Jessy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST