Cannot Tame This Animal I Have Become

In a day in a night i ponder my thoughts wisely that no one thought i could do wondering when am i going to get out of this cold dark place i call my home i dont know how i will escape but one day i am going to find a way out sometimes i find the light to lead me away but it fades into a deadly blackness silence falls around me nothing makes a sounds as i pass by my senses fail to realize what hell i am in as i sit in a lonely garden of black rosesNothing around me is alive just dead inside my acheing body i dont know what to do along my path i've come across a deadly sword looking like a glistening miracle as slow as i can go i pick it up and cross the air around me i plunge it i look at the puddle of blood filled soil and lay down i scream from deep down but no one hears me i await death in my lonelygarden of black and despair i die here without anyone to careWell, for one thing i love to read, write poetry, im kinda weird but im sweet, im a goth/punk rocker, im into rock n roll, heavy metal, gothic metal and death metal, umm i like to ride my bike, chat, hang out with my friends at our local mall, and thats about itSanta baby hurry up my chiminey tonight!!......