I miss you my friend, words cannot express the sorrow I feel knowing you will no longer be a part of my life. You drove me to create. You cared when I hurt and was falling apart. You listened when I had "Business" gripes and complaints knowing all the time it would only be between us. I am also sorry for all of the events I could not attend, and all the times I said "maybe I can next time bro". I'm sorry I moved out of Largo, I missed hanging with you. I am finding it very hard to sit alone without thinking of you. You are on my Soulseek list, and my AIM list. I see your name and want to message you, send you the new music files, and share new music with you.
I love you man, and cannot seem to get myself on track and carry on. I want everyone who reads this to get a copy of Panzer AG - When Death Embrace Me - "from the album "This Is My Battlefield" and have a listen, the lyrics remind me of something that would be said by him.
Panzer AG - When Death Embrace Me
If I could believe
Belief would give me comfort
Believe that what i've done
Made a difference
That I gave you strength to carry on
Without me on your side
That what we have, Will never be forgotten
Will you still be my side?
When death embraces me?
Will you give me comfort,
When death embraces me?
Will you still remember me,
When death embraces me?
Will you taste my one last breath,
When death embraces me?
I believe in eternity,
Something's are meant to be
What if you suddenly change your mind
And leave me here to suffer
What difference would it make
If the angels would be laughing,
Dancing on a grave without a name