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~Pamelove~

That's all that life is, sister a series of moments, why don't you seize yours...

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Multifaceted, I love to absorb & learn every thing I can, yet my heart is sensitive. I have lived a VERY full, crazy, fun, interesting, many times difficult, yet also a wonderful life. I have tried and done most every thing I wanted to, though I still want to travel much more and am open to new friends and new adventures. There is SO much I want to experience in this great big wonderful world!
~I'm over my "experimental phase" from my college years and know exactly who I am, what I want & whom I want to do it with. I am constantly learning lessons too, some I don’t want to learn about others and some that are enlightening and extremely gratifying.
~I am honest & expect the same from my friends. I also like people who DO WHAT THEY SAY THEY WILL OR PROMISE TO and feel their word and honor to be important. I don’t like being let down or letting anybody else down. If you won’t do something, don’t promise you will; if you want my respect and to get along well. I dislike manipulative people, liars, close minded people who simply do as their friends, family, politicians [etc.] tell them what to do. Think and FEEL for yourself, learn from your & other people's mistakes & become a better soul! I like a variety of different people & experiences. I want to travel more & truly experience all the wonder of life. Guess I need a rich friend!!!
I want to meet new, POSITIVE people to have in my life. I plan on spending a while relaxing, hanging out with old & new friends, working out to get my muscles stronger & to be healthier than I was last year from injuries and stress. I am trying to truly have my mind & body "learn" to relax. I adore my daughter and she has changed me in positive ways, though I stress much more since I’ve been a parent! Not much Manic Panic Hair Colors these days. We have a fantastic, close relationship and I couldn’t ask for a better kid! Of course, she could clean more! Next year maybe.
~I used to manage the Supplement & Body Care department at Wild Oat's/Alfalfa's for about 4+ years & quit to go back & finish my requirements to be a Physician's Assistant & then M.D. & N.D. [Naturopathic Doctor] I have many years experience with natural Skin Care & Health, and Environmental issues...though I don't dress or have the odor of a tree hugger! Funky soul, but not scent!
~I was paralyzed on my left side about 5 years ago but fought through it & now I walk again, though with a slight limp. I do have M.S., so my health is a bit unpredictable, but still have fun & am active! Most people think I injured my knee or ankle who just met me. Those who knew me before can tell the difference physically. Though I am doing Physical Therapy again & plan to continue to improve. I believe the mind is extremely powerful and can work wonders if you truly believe and think positively that it WILL happen! They HAVE happened, so believe. I will do all my old yoga poses again & dance. PERIOD.
There are some traumatic things that have happened to me & I don't want to talk about them or the depressing things in life...not that I won't, I have just found that always having to repeat bad memories or talking about negative crap that is going on currently puts me in a down mood & I know I wouldn't want to hear about negative stuff regularly from somebody, so I'll probably make a standard message if you want to know so I don't have to continually repeat things that are downers. It seems I have to do it enough for doctors & people who NEED to know, so I don't want to do it daily or even weekly for my friends! THAT IS THE MAIN REASON I HAVE WRITTEN THIS NOVEL HERE! IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH CERTAIN THINGS, then there's no point in writing, or if people have expectations, I like to show the GOOD, THE BAD & THE UGLY upfront to ween out incompatible people. I think a keyword I'll use is "gray", so if I say that's getting into a gray area...that's time to not get into something. I don't want to be a downer or let it affect me negatively either! Everybody has problems, though they are all completely different & range from complaining about not having a boy or girl friend, to not having money [I don't right now!], to ACTUAL HARD CORE PROBLEMS TO SEVERE TRAUMAS. Enough...but good to know.
~This move has really shown some of the wonderful friends I have. My friends are my family, mostly because my family is so far away. I try to be picky about those closest to me-those I trust and take and give advice to and from. You can never have too many friends, yet I also feel having a few amazing quality people close to me is better than 100 “party buddies”. I love watching movies & playing challenging, fun games, I’m open to learning new card games or board games or Role playing games. I’m game for most anything if I’m feeling up to it. Sometimes the residuals from the paralysis and the M.S, knock me on my butt…so those are good mellow times. I miss going to concerts. The last one I went to with my soon to be ex was the Korn, Linkin Park & Snoop Dog show. Before that we used to frequent most good shows in the area, and before that in L.A. I was backstage for many a large concert with big “alternative”, funk [my soul brothers sacred] & metal bands of the early 90s. I listen to a wide variety of music.
~I also want to meet somebody interested in becoming a partner or helping in my: Soy Candle, Natural Body Care & Jewelry Business. All the products are excellent & I use each one myself.
~If YOU WANT FREE CANDLES, BODY CARE, GIFTS OF ALL KINDS OR JEWELRY...HOST A CANDLE PARTY! IT'S BEST IF AROUND 10 RSVP. YOU WILL GET 25% OF TOTAL SALES IN FREE PRODUCTS! THE HIGHEST AVAILABLE ON THE MARKET. PLUS, YOU WILL GET GIFTS & SO WILL YOUR FRIENDS...JUST FOR COMING & FOR CALLING THEM. .. PARTIES EARN 20% or 25% PLUS FREE GIFTS...Rainy Day Candles is my first friends link, so check it out! My Website is currently down though...money again. All products are animal & earth loving with 99.5% natural organic ingredients.

My Interests



All things pure & wonderful. The land, flora, animals, the forces of nature, music, sounds, sights, beauty in ALL forms...
Art
Comedy Clubs
Concerts
Yoga
Playing Pool
Traveling
Natural Skin Care~Body Care,
Environmental Issues-Go GREEN-try your best to be conscious of the earth!
History
I love a good dinner out monthly for Japanese or something new & different, if I can afford it...it's literally been about 2 years since I went anywhere "nice" for dinner. :( Cooking much more these days!
I'm still very interested in ideas to help others, even with little money and more caring. I'm working on a Site, but currently have a broken thumb.
~Peace~

I'd like to meet:



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People who are passionate about what they feel their cause/s are in life & have the conviction to follow through with love and bravery to give and make the world [spiritual, physically, environmentally, etc.] better than now. P.S. Don't buy Redwood & used recycled or reclaimed wood...see Carter O. or "Green" Building initiatives. Famous-R H Chili Peppers & KORN!!! They rock, yet have "evolved" their music due to learning the importance of true values...family, life, appreciating it & realizing there is a time in our lives for anarchy & a time of LOVE. They get it & don't "have to ask".
I'd really like to talk at length with John Frusciante for many many reasons. I met him a few times, but that was when we were both about 19-22. I know he's one of those souls who actually philosophizes & is accepting of change, hard as it can be at times.

I would also like to meet people of bravery [willing to risk], compassion and intellect to network with.
Famous-Past-Leonardo Da Vinci, Jesus and Mary, Thomas Jefferson, Beethoven, James J. Braddock [real Cinderella Man], Homer [to ask him how old the song of Troy was to determine accuracy, etal], Mozart, Jimi Hendrix, Florence Nightingale, Einstein, Cleopatra, Ramses II, Akenaten [Amenhotep] & wife Queen Nefertiti and many more. Basically original thinkers, genius, political and religious leaders, as well as those who gave of themselves to serve others.
Also, I'd really like to meet the politicians of "OUR FREE United States" & see if any really have a clue.
~I am on MySpace for a few simple reasons: 1-I want to connect with old friends. 2-I want to meet new positive, uplifting, open-minded, interesting, intelligent, fun people with integrity. 3-I want to meet people who actually want to get together & have BBQs, play games, go hot tubbing, watch movies or TV, etc. Not just people who always say they’re too busy! I say, fit the fun & friendship in dammit! I want to have intellectual, spiritual, political, philosophical and goofy conversations on this journey.
~I AM LOOKING FOR OLD & NEW FRIENDS. I have 2 older picts u[p for College friends to recognize & a few from the past few years, the rest are all recent.
If you are interested in DATING, then I say, let’s start as friends and see if there’s something there. I have been married or in committed serious relationships for the past 12 years straight, with a slight break a year or so after my daughter was born. I’m not sure I even remember HOW to date. Pretty sure it’s like friends, but you set up times to meet & there are usually flowers, gifts, kisses & romance going on, which sounds cool to me! It really needs to be the right person though: intelligent, interesting, traveled & still wants to more-as much as possible, a good conversationalist & a good listener. Great looking is always a bonus. I like soft lips, smooth skin, deep intense eyes, groomed eyebrows [for the love of God!] and from there, I tend to like a slightly taller athletic or normal.
My fatal flaw is honesty, so I will tell you the truth as tactfully as I can. My brain just never says, “lie” or “make something up, quick”…and I’m starting to realize there are a LOT of people who do think that way & some are so good at it, or have been doing it so long, I think they start to believe their own lies and they become truths to them. Plus, I usually know what I am feeling & thinking, so will blurt things out without realizing ALL people's brains don't function like mine with rapid fire response! Sometimes I'd love to take back HOW I've said something, but overall, I TRY to communicate well & am TRYING to be more patient with listening to those who are slower to think & respond [there's that patience lesson again!].
I DO NOT WANT ANY ALCOHOLICS OR DRUG ADDICTS IN MY LIFE! If you are a social drinker, that’s fine. Depending on your definition of Social Drinker. IF YOU DRINK DAILY OR EVEN 4 TIMES A WEEK…I would say you are in denial about being a “Social Drinker: & need to hit up Betty Ford, or D.G. depending on your financial status!] I guess I have to make an exception for my gorgeous nephew, though if he's still partying hard in 5 years or so...I'm coming to kick your butt, dear!] If you are an alcoholic or addict & not in college or want to be friends or date, there's probably not a good enough reason for me to deal...good luck to you though truly...I've lost too many friends that went down that road & couldn't pull themselves back out.
~For my FEMALE friends & male friends who don’t want to date, I’m pretty open to most people. I tend to think something is amiss with somebody who don’t like animals, children or nature. I have cats, and my Shiba Inu is still in the family & my 11 year old baby love… SHE is the most important person to me!
I truly enjoy an intellectual historical, political, philosophical or otherwise “different” conversation...or even idiotic observations that make you laugh till your stomach hurts! Those are the best...though painful.
Mutually bitching about life is ok for a short time...but let's problem solve & get to a higher plain! I like to discuss movies after watching them, and the same with books. Seeing what other people SAW or INTERPRETED or LIKED or HATED give me insight into their brain workings. Plus, brainstorming with others can really open ones eyes to different ideas! I love art & museums. Discussion after. I also like to be goofy & silly & laugh & all the good stuff in the world!
~"Background & Lifestyle" it's too black & white! I don't drink, but I may try a good beer or "party" with close friends. It's not my scene though. I've moved forward with my life & my daughter's in a positive way. My height is 5'6" & my weight fluctuates since I have had M.S.& lymphidemia. I figure if I can still shop at a "normal sized" store [6s-16s], I'm ok with it. Life is too short to dwell on body image issues, especially when any thing can happen to any part of your physical & other parts of yourself in a second! I am proportioned well, put on water weight on certain meds [Steroids & other M.S. Rxs...bleck...but part of life, still trying to get money to afford my prefered natural methods of healing]...if you care that much-look at my picts, ask or don't write to me. I rarely wear make-up, unless going out or feel like enhancing my ivory "butt ass cracker white" skin. Check out picts to see me...they're all dated so you can tell what I look like now.
****I want people I can enjoy & talk with when we're old, saggy & all the other good stuff that comes with growing old & wise! A lot grow older & gain no personal insight or improve themselves. I've no time for assholes & catty bitches. I have some amazing friends who I consider like family, of all orientations, religions, pasts & have a great time with all types of people! I’d always like to have more, especially since I just moved & am not close to my old ones anymore. Friends who are moms are cool, and so are single girlfriends to hang with. I need some major “Girl’s Nights Out!”, fun conversation, and GOOD people to hang with.WOMEN-Please, STOP hating on each other. There are not enough true good men anymore to fight over. Live your life as a strong, wonderful woman & be appreciative when you do find one of the few men left that know themselves & appreciate the true essence of love & creation.

Music:

I like all GOOD music in most genres. I'm going to do a blog to be able to express what music has meant in my life & shorten this one.
HARDCORE & "MIDCORE":
NIN
Marilyn Manson
Rage & Alice in Chains-though both are no more...
KORN
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Audioslave [IMO, Chris Cornell has the best Rock voice since Freddie Mercury and Steven Tyler].
Red Hot Chili Peppers
U2
I listen to Beethoven & Bach every night now...just as when I was pregnant and my baby girl was young. I KNOW what you hear, see and fill your mind with DOES influence you, at the minimum in dreams and at maximum in daily life with aggression, release of aggression, beauty or peace. I'm aiming more for peace these days though some days...everybody NEEDS release!
I used to work in the music biz in Santa Barbara & L.A. in the early 90's when Alternative, Grunge & Funk ruled, so I still love hearing a classic Soundgarden, Alice In Chains, Faith No More, Nirvana or my funky monks RHCP. I still can't listen to Nirvana without crying. I worked as a bartender/cocktail waitress at the time I heard he died. My pet rat I'd had about 4 years who would hide in my hair & play pool with me was hemeraging from the nose the same time. I HAD to go home & mourn the loss of a talent & my animal buddy. Sad sad day!
I like punk influences like the Ramones, the Dickies & X.
Tom Waits is a depressing alcoholic blues singer, but I love him...odd man.
Not to boast, seriously, they were/are just people after all...I hung out with most of the bands from the early 90s "alternative" [punk, funk, metal, rock & rap mixed together] & rock scene or met them. It was a ragingly wild time! If you are 28-late 30s, you remember the days! I have seen so many bands I can't remember them all, been in many a mosh pit, yet also fallen asleep at a Bach Recital. I would like to meet back up with some of the people I enjoyed hanging with then to see how they have evolved...or not.
I do like mellow music too. There are great old songs I forgot existed that will come up time to time. I like some good Old Blues, and music with Passion.
I do not like MOST "Classic Rock" [70-early80s] unless it's Aerosmith, Zepellin, Hendrix, The Doors, the Beetles [later stuff better], the Stones or Queen. Some songs truly are classics though that I excluded.

Movies:

I usually like "Action/Thrillers", GOOD "Vampire Flicks", "Sci Fi/Comics" [Frank Miller Rules! Been a Fan for about 15 years!], or "Historical Epics" & ANY movie that makes me FEEL something or remind me of what IS important in like...just no 3+ hour depressing or self indulgent movies. Not usually a "chic flick" person unless they're funny. I guess I need some more adrenaline rushing through my system, though most are pretty dull & unintentionally humorous!
300-Frank Miller! What unique style too. Love watching over & over. Not bad that they show off their fighting bods too. Gerard Butler, etal....yummy.
Braveheart-TRULY AMAZING
Desperado-LOVE THE STYLE BABY
Snatch-I never thought violence could be so damned funny...other than Pulp Fiction of course. Brad's accent ruled, y cocneed beestard.
Tristan and Isolde
Dogma-Funny as hell-Kevin Smith's best IMO
The Shawshank Redemption-SO SO GREAT!
Crash
The Lord of the Rings-all 10 odd hours
The Quick and the Dead
Four Rooms [1, 3 & 4]-Tarantino, Banderas, Rodriquez & Crew
Fight Club
The Long Kiss Goodnight
Mr & Mrs. Smith-Great visual choreography & after seeing the chemistry...Brad made the right choice
12 Monkeys-Great Sci Fi Flick-Bruce Willis & Pitt
Oceans 11, 12 & 13
Immortal Beloved!!!-Gary Oldman is a favorite actor of mine.
The Libertine-Not sure why such a destructive movie caught me, but it enthralled me with Depp's language, I think.
American History X-Intense, Sad, Truthful, Eye Opener
Indiana Jones-If you didn't like this movie, there's something wrong...what a ride & humorous.
The Italian Job-a fun caper akin to Oceans Movies
Flightplan-Jodie Foster Freekin Rocks!
The Crow-R.I.P. Brandon, you were amazing!
Pirates of the Carribean [ALL]-Depp...nough Said
The Day After Tomorrow-Must See for all ages over 8
The Matrix-Still love it though 3 ended oddly
Sin City-Love the STYLE again
Aliens [All] Sigourney & Ridley Scott Rule
Silence of the Lambs-Purity & Courage vs. Genius & True Evil [Not necessarily Hannibal either]
T-1 & T-2
True Romance-Slater when great, P.Arquette...great cameos
The Princess Bride [I tell my daughter it's for her ;)],
Bruce Almighty-always makes me laugh!
Ace Ventura [the second one is best
Mean Girls & Freaky Friday-other good laughs with my daughter
Some classics of the 70s & 80s: Jaws, Star Wars [4-6] & Blade Runner Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead [Witty Humor if you know Shakespeare well]
History of the World Part 1 [A great "Older" (70s I think) Mel Brooks flick,if you like puns & goofy humor] & many many many more!!!!
I love some Vampire Flicks: Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Underworld & Blade (3 was good w/Ryan Reynolds), Bram Stoker's Dracula...The Goth side of me coming out!
My comedic side loves Chris Rock, Dave Chapelle & the movie DOGMA makes me laugh every time I see it.
MY KIND OF CHIC FLICKS: Bruce Almighty, High Fidelity & 50 first Dates are my kind of a Sappy movie. I can't believe I'm admitting this to the world, but The Lake House choked me up big time! So few true loves & even fewer with patience!
I like comedies that make me laugh & aren't all toilet humor. Owen Wilson, with Jackie Chan, Ben Stiller, Vince Vaughn, etc...he makes a good "buddy".
As for Horror I am WATCHING all I can lately for some odd reason. I guess it's the adrenaline factor again.

Television:

All Recorded...no time for live TV! Dislike reality shows bc they are so scripted, though Treasure Hunters caught my eye..must be that history/mystery thing! so they probably canceled it!!! The International History Channel & Sci Fi are a must.My favorites are:
Battlestar Galactica
My Name is Earl [thus the My Name is P-Earl reference!]
24
Reaper [LOVE IT!]
Smallville
Lost
Grey's Anatomy
Ghost Hunters
Bones
Numbers
Scrubs
Medium
Comedy Central Stand up
Criss Angel-MindFreak-I think I know most of the illusions though...
HGTV's Design on a Dime! Come see my place, baby!
Moonlight-Though not overly original, I need my vampire shows & like this one so far!
Ghost Whisperer~I want a relationship like her & Jim's ;same with the one on Medium..so loving, goofy, forgiving, understanding & sweet!
Another, brutally honest "geeky" thing to admit, I record Buffy, Angel & Charmed. ;) I know...I know!
I like good "Comedies though there aren't that many that actually make me laugh! Chris Rock & Dave Chapelle are some funny mfers & yes I am the crackerest of crackers! I like political satires too, thank you Jon Stuart. I dislike shows where the main intent is to irritate someone or to get a rise from them. There's enough irritation in daily life!

Books:

I majored in English at the University of California...[from Anthropology to History to Art & Art History to English] so I've literally read thousands & thousands of books.
The first written book, Gilgamesh, shows how amazingly little humans have evolved since story telling began. Then in the Dark Ages, Boethius reminds us "Lady Fortuna" turns the wheel for all. Shakespeare WAS & IS eternally wise.
I have many favorites, but I rarely have time anymore, but like Anne Rice's books [The Vampire Lestat & Armand are still my favorites, some phrases have been way overused though] & the Da Vinci Code was good too, though not very richly written, a fun fast paced novel-Tom Hanks for the movie though????
The Mists of Avalon. I guess mystery, or Witches & Vampires with over-ripe sensuality do it for me. ;)
I'm very open to suggestions for a good book, though I have to read it all in one night, as there just doesn't seem to be time otherwise!

Heroes:

My daughter, my grandparents, my aunt & sis' family...my friends, especially Jeanne, Andra, Maria & more! Of Presidents & politicians that are alive, I admire Jimmy Carter for doing more after his term & creating Habitat as well as promoting peace. Al Gore chose the visual Hollywood method to get out the seriousness of global warming...whatever works! I admire: firefighters, good cops [many are!], people who have a conscience & USE it! Truly caring, good people who live life responsibly but with all their heart & daring! Those who give of themselves for others and those that REALLY KNOW what living is. Even a person who feels insignificant can be heroic or caring & make somebody else's day a bit brighter. Give, LOVE, Laugh, kiss, embrace, journey, ponder and...

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Natural Soy Candles, Body Care & Fashion Jewelry

I had a small business which I loved & still want to offer to people because of the quality & environmentally, animal & health friendly aspects.  I haven't been to my MySpace to my Ra...
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Leaving my home~packing

Alone, exhausted, hopeful, sitting in my living room one last time Anticipation of the next few steps if life Anchors both hope & trepidation in my heart & hand as I write Photos peak out of ...
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Good deeds to consider

It has been an exceptionally lean year financially from moving from a 4 BDRM house we've lived in about 9 years to a 1 BDRM apartment this coming week.  I have been paying off final bills at our ...
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~Passing on words of kindness

Below are wonderful words from Audrey Hepburnwhen asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later.For attractive lips, speak words of kindness...For lovely eyes, see...
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Friends & Family

Lately, it seems I've been either busy with the business, trying to find a place to live or dealing with really bizarre physical problems [yeah, it probably was a spider bite, BTW], that I don't feel ...
Posted by ~Pamelove~ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:27:00 PST

Responding to blog Posts

Hi!  Some of you are excellent writers, story tellers & very insightful.  I HAVE read your blogs...it makes me want to check in online more.  I have wanted to respond & will "wh...
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Hold onto the chicken rope!

Praying~Blessing us All~Through These Tough Times~A River Rafting Tale   OK...you all thought this may be funny, but it is more of a metaphor, which seems to strike me all the time in life, and t...
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San Francisco~

Hello!  Sorry I haven't written at all, but I'd actually be a little mad at myself IF I DID HAVE TIME TO WRITE & NOT ENJOY EVERY DAY HERE!  I do have many tales to spin & beautiful, ...
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69 QUICK QUESTIONS

I'm not normally into these, but it gave me a little perspective on a new friend surprisingly....quick answers or one word answers will suffice! 1) Are your parents married or divorced?DIVORCED WHEN I...
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