just kevin; dj fraud

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4It's very clear what I want although I can't have it It's very clear what I don't thats another bad habit I need some direction show me the way whatever it takes I'm willin to pay but why isi it that I just can't be me open my eyes so I can see another long night I've accomplished nothin with my dick in my hand pretendin I'm fuckin but that don't even work I'm too fucked up way too dumb to see whats up I got 2 things on my mind thats women and money don't know which is number 1 thats kinda funny what I do know is I want both do I even know that? just part of my oath I got myself mixed up turned upside down can you see the smile behind this frown cuz there ain't no point in a mental war if u don't even know what your fightin for so I try to push it out but my minds constipated Is this whole thing called love way over rated wish I could skip steps 1, 2, and 3 jump straight to step 4 where I'm happy but if I didn't do 1, 2, and 3 I guess step 4 wouldn't impress me but thats my life all fucked up and theres my tears all in that cup that someone just dumped down the drain in that sink thats called heart strain hate soundin like a bitch but guess I do unless, you the listener has had the feeling too