Esotericlady (understood only by intellects)

About Me

Well not much to say,,, but I swear I had this in here before....OKay WHO Deleted this!?!LOL
OKAY TIME TO UPDATE THIS I GUESS!!!
I have been there and done that, so many times I give up any more..
Just biding my time left here on Planet earth.. until someday some where,the pain will be no more, the tears will be no more, and I will be happilyrejoined with those I love..
I do hope that life will not be as gloomy as it has been the past 15 yearssince my head on collision in FL.. that has my life in a whirl wind and thepain of it and the destruction it has caused me was too much...
SO much for insurance and how much it doesnt help..
But I still try my best to watch over my children who are not children any longerthank God for that!
Well the table has turned and lately they take care of me.
Thank heaven for that.
You Are 4: The Individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective.
You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.
At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.
Your Fixation: Envy
Your Primary Fear: To have no identity
Your Primary Desire: To find yourself
Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice. What Number Are You?

My Interests

My interests are Horses and computers...
My goal is to bide my time, try to make the best of the pain and enjoy what time I have left.
My dreams are as good as they will get and I am happy for what I have..
I love animals, my family, and friends! or vise versa so the more the merrier!

I'd like to meet:

People who are down to earth and enjoy life for whatever it brings their way..
the good,
the bad,
and who knows what else!

Music:

I can listen to just about any music except Elevator music ..
no time to put me to sleep,,

Movies:

I love a good suspense movie,
a romantic venture
or a gut wrenching comedy any day or night!

Television:

I watch TV more now than ever since I have not much of a life due to that head on collision in 95, but I find things to watch lately I have been watching MTV and VH1 A&E, FX, and a few others. My interest in law is still there but I find it mundane "as in: unimaginative". I tend to find it depressing and Lord knows I don't need that right now!
So I watch Tila "A Shot at Love", Bret Michaels "Rock of Love" and Tiffany "I Love New York" to put a little interest and keep up to date with how the younger crowd see things.. man has it all changed..
I wonder why our children fall in and out of love so fast now I begin to understand...

Books:

I haven't made a decision on this one as yet, but I think LAB 257 by Michael Carroll has the market on this..
but I am working on my own autobiography which I should have published before 2010..
If I can manage to get that far..

Heroes:

I still think Abraham Lincoln had the most worth while cause
but I could be open to a new view on that too

My Blog

Products You CAN AFFORD!!!

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Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 07:28:00 PST

another blog site

http://live4me.fortunecity.com/blog/
Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:44:00 PST

Lab 257 by Michael Carroll

This is an excerpt from the book itself: Protecting a nuclear power plant is no small task. When it opened in the 1980s, the Shoreham nuclear power plant on Long Island's North Shore boasted a 175-man...
Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:39:00 PST

What is Lyme Disease?

So you want to know more about Lyme Disease? Here ya go: http://www.lymenet.org/ http://www.lymediseaseassociation.org/ http://www.lymeinfo.net/ http://www.lymedisease.org/ http://www.columbia-l...
Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Sun, 06 May 2007 04:58:00 PST

Should I say "I care" and "I love you"?

My sons to whom I gave you life from whence I learn to live with strife.... My pride, my joy, my bundles of blue, I learn to cook, clean and do laundry too! Clothes on the floor; dishes scattered...
Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:49:00 PST

You don't look sick- The Spoon Theory

Living with a chronic illness can be hard to explain to others and a constant battle when you appear well on the outside. Life can become difficult to explain why you don't do all the t...
Posted by Esotericlady (understood only by intellects) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:31:00 PST